I know that I have ruined things
Don't tell me it's not true
I broke the thing that mattered most
My relationship with you
Even though I ended it
I've never shed more tears
I let my problems come between us
and lost you to my fears
I wish that I could tell you
All of the reasons why
But each time that I'm going to
I stop myself and cry
I am too weak and too afraid
Of what things you might say
Too scared to say three simple words
That might make it okay
I've tried to tell you without saying
But I'm too broken deep inside
I cannot make you understand
So I'll let my feelings hide
I'm terrified and on my own
And I don't know what to do
Because no matter what I've said or done
I'm still in love with you