but do we dare split apart...

By soultrappedstjiub

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sequel to see you on the other side of the screen **tw** - adultery - grieving - mental health decline - suic... More

one ⭐ a new era
two ⭐ his hoosier and a loser
three ⭐ table fucking
four ⭐ enough love to go around
five ⭐ date night
six ⭐ the fears from lust
seven ⭐ "my boyfriend"
eight ⭐ racehorse awsten
nine ⭐ awsten confesses
ten ⭐ pussy power
eleven ⭐ la esperma de Geoff
twelve ⭐ overreacting
thirteen ⭐ almost like they're exes
fourteen ⭐ patty will drown... dramatically
fifteen ⭐ meeting judi
sixteen ⭐ her graduation
seventeen ⭐ hot chick!
eighteen ⭐ calling jawn and otto out
nineteen ⭐ lewis
twenty ⭐ airplane anxiety
twenty-one ⭐ TBPID!:track:16:err
twenty-two ⭐ pawsten or gawsten?
twenty-three ⭐ fucking jawn, my god
twenty-four ⭐ her discovery
twenty-five ⭐ the theory that stuns
twenty-six ⭐ words hurt more than anything
twenty-seven ⭐ bloody bottles and razor sharp tongues
twenty-eight ⭐ lil starfucks
twenty-nine ⭐ falling asleep
thirty ⭐ forever and always
thirty-one ⭐ "i love you" to the second power
thirty-two ⭐ Oh, It's Her.
thirty-three ⭐ purple is the color of love
thirty-four ⭐ Patty's video
thirty-five ⭐ baby boy content
thirty-six ⭐ whatta babe
thirty-seven ⭐ rollercoaster of conflicts
thirty-eight ⭐ two sluts with one man
thirty-nine ⭐ cherry baby
forty ⭐ august 2021
forty-one ⭐ depression at its finest
forty-two ⭐ a conflict for a month
forty-four ⭐ faguette
forty-five ⭐ gawsten inc.
forty-six ⭐ family of unnatural hair
forty-seven ⭐ awsten: a trainwreck
forty-eight ⭐ a friend, a father and a lover
forty-nine ⭐ a night of fun turns into regret
fifty ⭐ patty's songs
fifty-one ⭐ getting back to gawsten, i promise
fifty-two ⭐ dear future us
fifty-three ⭐ jatty inc.
fifty-four ⭐ boys day out [with the kid]
fifty-five ⭐ never forgetting his past
fifty-six ⭐ halloweiner
fifty-seven ⭐ one million streams
fifty-eight ⭐ beating fate
fifty-nine ⭐ the biggest family
sixty ⭐ secrets
sixty-one ⭐ life's greatest moments
sixty-two ⭐ navidad para mis niños
sixty-three ⭐ candles
sixty-four ⭐ babies
sixty-five ⭐ love of all kinds
sixty-six ⭐️ pantrépsou me?
sixty-seven ⭐️ at last
sixty-eight ⭐️ a new chapter
sixty-nine ⭐️ name change
seventy ⭐️ revisiting the brown bread
seventy-one ⭐️ dreams
seventy-two ⭐️ misses walters
seventy-three ⭐️ until again, the owl coordinate
seventy-four ⭐️ i only have eyes for you

forty-three ⭐ spoiled yet grateful

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My legs were getting tired from all the work I was doing. Holding myself up, constantly moving up and down at a desired pace. I love my man a lot but jeez, he's so hard to please. He really only enjoys two poses, forward cowboy and doggy style. Both are unfortunately close to my least favorites.

"Geoff," I say, huffing out the unusually hot air in my body.

"What, Baby Boy?" he replies, tightening his grip on my hips. If I get bruises I'm gonna wear shorter shirts and reach for everything I can't touch. Baby Boy loves showing off what his Daddy did to him.

"She'll hear us," I say, slowing the pace of my legs and wrapping my hands around his wrists.

"No, she won't,"

"If you quit being loud, then yeah,"

He forces me to push down on his hips, connecting us all the way. He's perfect for me. Always have been.

A little grunt escapes from his lips as he finishes inside me, which triggers an orgasm from myself as well. It was amazing lovemaking, and honestly, I don't understand what my problem was.

You were bored with him because you're a slut, that's what the problem was.

He pulls me to lay with him, and I gratefully accept. That simple thought is going to set me off for the rest of the night, and I'm going to need some comfort. Thankfully his arms are all I'll need. "I love you," I tell him as he pulls me against his chest. "I love you, too," he whispers, gently tapping the most sensitive parts of my back and shoulders. He knows I'm not feeling good anymore. My orgasm was the cliff, the water my thoughts, and I was pushed off the edge by horrible words.

"Did you take your medicine?"

"She texted me but I lied,"

He sighs in disappointment. "Why is it so hard for you to take your medicine like you should?"

"I don't like remembering I have a disease,"

"You wouldn't remember if you'd just take it,"

I love him but he's wrong. He's never had any sort of mental illness and doesn't know what it's like, the lucky asshole.

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not really a chapter break but uhh sorry for cutting the part above so harshly sksksk

here's the layout of their house. some things were changed but for the most part, everything is the same.



love yall [and a certain one of yall bc [and i prob shouldn't say this but] i have a favorite reader u fucking wu]

⭐⭐⭐

-- the next day --

SYDNEY knocks on her father's door softly, but just loud enough to wake up AWSTEN.

AWSTEN: Hold on a moment!

He dresses then meets his daughter outside their door.

SYDNEY: I'm hungry.

AWSTEN: You are? Do you want me to go get you something or do you want something we have here?

SYDNEY: I don't care.

AWSTEN: Do you like oatmeal?

SYDNEY: Yes.

AWSTEN: Alrighty then, let's go have some breakfast.

They walk to the kitchen together.

AWSTEN: I know your room is pretty shitty looking right now, huh?

SYDNEY: It's the best room I've ever had.

AWSTEN: Is it?

SYDNEY: It's much larger than my past rooms.

AWSTEN: It's tiny!

SYDNEY: It's big for me.

AWSTEN: You're so grateful for everything you have, I love it.

SYDNEY: Why'd you bring it up in the first place?

AWSTEN: Your room? [She nods; he pulls out a bowl] Geoff wanted to take you to go get some things to totally redecorate your room.

SYDNEY: Oh really?

AWSTEN: Yeah. He's going to take you to get new bedsheets, new TV, nicer paint for your walls, whatever.

SYDNEY: Why?

AWSTEN: Why not?

SYDNEY: I just feel like it's too much for me.

AWSTEN: He just wants to spoil you, is all.

SYDNEY: Oh.

GEOFF walks into the kitchen to greet his fiancé and daughter.

GEOFF: Good morning.

SYDNEY: Good morning.

GEOFF: I've got to edit today, so you two can probably go downtown and sign up for her tutoring classes while I'm doing that and we can get lunch later. How bout it?

AWSTEN: Sounds good to me. Syd?

SYDNEY: I really want to have lunch with Dad later.

GEOFF: [smiles] I'll try my best to finish faster, okay? [gives her half a hug] Get dressed so you two can get out the door sooner.

Sydney walks back to her room to prepare herself for the day.

AWSTEN: [smiling] She loves you.

GEOFF: [wraps his arms around AWSTEN's waist] She loves you more.

AWSTEN: Doubt it.

GEOFF: I concur.

AWSTEN: [scoffs] You're the one spoiling her!

GEOFF: Yeah, but she's more for the relationships, and you're spending more time with her.

AWSTEN: Sure.

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patty and ben

when do you plan on coming?

never if you're gonna pay

just accept it and come here

okay

i win!

anywayyyyy

when you want to come ??

i mean i kinda have a job so idk

you could quit and i could provide you with money but okay

patty you know you can't

you barely have enough for yourself and you have a baby on the way

i just wanted to do something for you

okay

anyway

i just started again so i probably can't request holiday off soon but I'll try

alright

love you

love you too xx

⭐⭐⭐

this chapter is so shit.

~ryan

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