I never want to be married.
put me in my casket to be carried.
I'm not happy, and never will be again.
she was my reason to smile, now I wasn't hitting send.
she blocked my number/
taking you back was my greatest blunder/
I don't wanna live anymore, let that ring like thunder/
I'm stuck in my head again, I'm like the thinker, forever the ponderer.
I'm trading places with my hate/
I hate my love, I despise my fate/
tell god to let me through the gates/
I don't wanna live with no escape/
I'm stuck in head/
even my thoughts want me dead/
I watch as my blood drips red/
all my dreams have been fed/
As I drop -
DEAD//)