The Decade of Deep Love (Engl...

By FlyingLines

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They had been together since high school. Together, they faced the cold faces of their parents and the satiri... More

C1 - Medical Certificate
C2 - A Bowl of Wonton
C3 - "Where You Are, Where My Heart Is"
C4 - Could They Be Together Forever?
C5 - Suspicion Caused By a Potted Orchid
C6 - Doctor Ai
C7 - Conflict
C8 - Let's Break Up
9. Jasmine in Memory
10. It Just Felt like a Rape
12. Brother Jiang, Be Nice to Me Henceforward...
13. The Most Valuable Thing in the World
14. "Are You Gay?"
15. Four Kittens
16. Brief Intimacy
17. Bitter Struggle for Survival
18. Jiang's Lover
19. An Understanding Wife and Loving Mother
20. Gentleness of Doctor Ai
Manhua 1 of The Decade of Deep Love
21. Doctor Ai's Scarf
22. He Definitely Fell in Love with Zhishu
23. A Smart Golden Retriever
C24. Sleep Together with Doctor Ai
C25. To Investigate Wenxu Jiang
C26. He Came Back
C27. I Love You, but Don't Treat Me as a Fool...
C28. Zhishu Had a Fever Again
C29. Love Made People Tolerant and Silent without Complaint and Sadness
C30. I Have No Desire for You at This Moment
C31. I Like You Very Much, Zhishu!
C32. Who Was the Winner in Love?
Mahua. Volume 1 Part 2
C33. Trouble Caused by a Scarf
C34. Wenxu Jiang, Tell Me How Long I Can Live Without Love
C35. The Most Uncontrollable Thing in the World
C37. Wenxu Jiang, You Were Crueler to Me
C38. Break up with His Lover
C39. An Uninvited Guest
C40. The Feeling of Being Stricken with Grief
C41. Don't Leave Me.
C42. I Quit Therapy
C43. I Am Such a Sucker
C44. He Rushed Madly Into...
C45. A Lover Kept by Wenxu Jiang?
C46. Long-lost Sweetness
C47. He Is an Expert of Leukemia!
C48. Fuck your love!
C49. Memories
C50. Not Nightmare, But Reality.
C51. Ziyu's Efforts Slightly Paid off
C52. Brothers' Confrontation
C53. Blood Stained the Ground.
C54. You've Got White Hair.
C55. Nightmare and Heartache
C56. The Crucial Clues
C57. Jiang's Arrival
C58. Rush to Hospital
C59. This Life, Next Life.
C60. A Hug of Suggestive Invite
C61. Jiang and Ai Met
C62. Let Him See Me.
C63. The Fawning Was Pointless.
C64. Police Came
C65. Being Kept in Custody
C66. Visiting the Cemetery
C67. His Dignity Collapsed After So Long
C68. Leaving Hospital
C69. A Message From Jiang
C70. Before Jiang Left...
C71. In the Cost of Zhishu's Life
C72. A Stranger Opened the Door
C73. Negotiation With Mayor's Son
C74. Heart Attack
C75. I Just... Want to Hear His Breath.
C76. Irresistible Gentleness
C77. Happy Birthday!
C78. Don't Touch My Zhishu
C79. Xia Cheng is Dead of Severe GVHR
C80. Endless Snow
C81. Little by Little, He Became Cold...
C82. Extra: Ziyu Ai
C83. Extra: Wenxu Jiang
C84. Extra: Assistant Song
Extra: Zekun Li
Wenxu Jiang's letter

11. "Fool, Do You Know You Will Lose Me Forever?"

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By FlyingLines

Fortunately, the tears in the intestinal wall were just small wounds, so it didn't take long for the blood to coagulate. But it took Zhishu He quite a while to regain his strength to take a shower and clean up the mess. When he came out of the bathroom, Wenxu Jiang had been fast asleep.

By the faint yellow light from the bedside lamp, Zhishu He peered closely at the man he had loved for so long, who had such a pure and handsome appearance. Jiang had sharp and deep facial lines, high and straight nose and stylish and thick eyebrows, all of which made him an attractive man. Wenxu Jiang was destined to be a man who would get more attractive with the increase of age. However, Zhishu He knew well that it was almost impossible for him to see how handsome Wenxu Jiang was several years later.

"...You should treat me better, for I'm leaving..." lying on the side of Wenxu Jiang, Zhishu He wrapped his arms around Jiang's waist. With a slight choke in his voice, Zhishu He said, "Be nice to your new lover... I am easygoing after all. Try to find someone who can bring good luck for you... and can accompany you for a long time..." Zhishu He finally burst out crying after a pause for a long time, "Fool, do you know you will lose me forever?"

For the whole night, Wenxu Jiang slept tiredly, not as peacefully as usual. He, in a daze, had a very real dream in the wee hours; in the dream, he was waiting for a coach with young Zhishu. The coach came and Zhishu left with a smile, waving goodbye to him. Wenxu Jiang felt afraid at that moment, so he cried and begged Zhishu to stay, running after the coach, but it was useless. Zhishu went farther and farther in the coach that never returned...

Everyone might have such a dream. You dreamed your loved ones (family members, spouse or friends) left you, and in the dream, you were so sad that you would cry out of breath and even woke up crying. Though you became awake, the depression, loneliness, heartache and remembrance from the dream gathered together, so deep that it could barely disperse. At least, the feeling was true at the moment when you just woke up.

Wenxu Jiang woke up with cold sweat all over, stretching his hand around to feel his partner. At the moment when he touched the warm body of Zhishu He, he rested assured and held Zhishu He to his chest tightly.

It was over six thirty in the morning. Zhishu He was woken up by Wenxu Jiang. After Long eyelashes fluttered twice, He opened his eyes, but felt so uncomfortable. There was a throbbing pain in the unspeakable place in his body.

"Zhishu..." Wenxu Jiang nuzzled the neck of Zhishu He like a big dog seeking intimate contact from his master, "It's horrible. I dreamed you left me."

Zhishu He did not have a good rest and asked in a daze, "Where do I leave for?"

"I've no idea, but I don't allow you to go anywhere.".... Click the external link to read the whole chapter 11 ↓

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