SECOND CHANCE
CRAYON
CHAPTER ONE - PROLOGUE -
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I thought married to the man i love is everything that matter, it doesn't matter whether he love me or not.. As long as i, he's legal wife, no one will separate us. That is all that matter to me, i was convinced by my own thought... But.... His eyes, its held disgust, hate, mockery.. Why?
"Mason Lee William! Come out this istant! I'm your wife! Your legal wife!" In a luxurious compound there's a woman shouting, her delicate face seems to be melted by the makeup on her face. The dark liner melt making her checks black. One could tell she's been crying the entire day. She's been crying and shouting for the past two hours infront of a huge mansion.
Creeeek.....
Depan rumah besar tu, perempuan dan lelaki keluar dengan muka tida puas hati. The guy imitate cold aura, his perfectly shape nose, natural rosy lips, his dark brown eyes that will drawn you to him and make you lost from looking at him. That's him, that is my husband.
"Husband, i came to find you. I have something to tell you. I...." The girl beside him tugged his sleeve, she gave an innocent and pure face. She like a white lotus, biting her lips with eyes brimming of tears. Mason's expression warmth looking at the girl innocent face.
"What do you want?" He ask with a cold tone. Jillian's heart sank further, further and further away. How can you treat me like this? I'm your wife. Why? Why? Why?
"Why?" She ask. Jillian's has no strength left to speak, her voice is small like a mosquitoes. She lower her head. She realize something, SHE'S TIRED. Tired from all of this.
"Mason, we should tell her.." The girl voice rang in Jillian's ears. 'thump thump' she didn't know why but she felt like a thousand needle prick her heart.
"Yes. Listen Jillian, she is pregnant. I will send you a divorce paper when you pull yourself together. Don't worry, i will tell Grandfather and take all the blame. I...." His words was cut by Jillian's laugh.
"Hahahahahaha..." She was hurt.
JILLIAN P. O. V
She is pregnant.
She is pregnant.
She is pregnant.
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!" I laugh hysterically. Jill, you lost. Saya pegang perut saya, how ironic. I came to tell him that i was pregnant but i came to receive this news. HAHAHAHAHA! This is so funny. Saya berdiri dan kasih tinggal dorang disana, i gave up. I'm really tired. I'm sorry child, i'm sorry. Because of me you are fatherless. I can't do this anymore.
"JILLIAN!!!" Bang! Saya rasa badan saya terapung di udara, sekelip mata ja saya rasa badan saya jatuh dan rasa seluruh tulang di badan saya patah. I don't know where i found the strength to hold my stomach, my baby.
"Jillian! Jillian!" Am i dreaming? Kenapa suara dia macam risau? Dia risau dengan saya? Hah...
"Haha... Mason, i-if i can t-turn back t-time..." I was panting from the pain, i can feel that my time is up. "I w-wil never f-fall i-inlove w-ith you.... Hah..." I know now, my hatred give me this strenght to speak. I never once saw him this anxious, i hope you will bear the guilt forever Mason.
"Noo... No! No! Stop speaking.. The ambulance is on the way.. Don't close ur eyes Jill.. Don't!!" How ironic, this is the first he say my name without a trace of disgust. Heee.. *cough cough* I lost so much blood that i feel my entire vein is draining blood.
"I'm p-pregnant.. Y-you h-have manage t-to k-kill your o-own child..." I gave him my last smile, i don't know if i'm mistaken but all i see is he is crying before i close my eyes.
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18.NOV.2015
"Madam.. Ur awake?" Terpinga-pinga saya nampak bekas maid saya. Shit! My head hurt!
"Madam, please drink this hangover soup.." Saya tengok dia dengan muka hairan, what.... What is this?
"N-nanny sue...." I'm speechless. I thought i died! What is this? Is this a dream? Hah! God are you playing with me? This is so real...
"Hahahahahahahahahaha... Even after i died..." Even after i died my life seems so be a joke to this world.
"M-madam... What are u saying?" Saya tengok muka Nanny sue yang bingung, kenapa semua nampak real? Dejavu? Or a dream? Saya picit tangan saya sampai merah, if i'm dreaming please wake up.. If i dream myself dying please wakeup.....
Ugh! Sakit. Saya buka mata tapi depan mata saya masih ada Nanny sue dengan muka dia yang tambah bingung dan risau. Berpeluh dahi dia walaupun ni bilik ada air-con.
"Hah.........." This is not a dream! This is not a dream! Not a dream! I'm still alive.....
"Nanny sue, what time is it and what a year is it??" I need to check everything. Maybe i was dreaming that i died.
"Madam, its 1pm and its 2015.." I was stunned, saya cepat2 berdiri dan tengok tu kalendar di meja lampu. 18.NOV.2015. !!!!
I... I was.... Did i time travel?! Hahahahahahahaha! Airmata saya mengalir laju, Oh God... Did you pity me that much?
"Madam.... Master is busy with his work, he will be back when he is done with his work." MASON......... That person, that name, everything about him, i hate everything about him. But why? Kenapa hati saya sakit bila ingat dia? No... This time i'm not going to fell inlove with him. Saya tarik nafas dalam2 baru pusing tengok Nanny sue. Lepas saya kahwin dan pindah dari family mansion kami, Nanny sue ikut saya tinggal sini Private home si Mason.. But after 1tahun kami pindah sini Nanny sue kena fitnah mencuri dan memukul maid yang lain, because i was never care about anything selain kejar si Mason, Nanny sue kena buang kerja. I found out everything lepas tau si Mason ada hubungan lain di belakang saya. And that person is his ex-girlfriend, tapi lepas dorang jumpa balik masa tu lah hubungan saya dengan my so-called husband betul2 tida dapat diperbaiki sudah. Thanks to his assistant, i did everything to make him notice me. I did everything that his assistant told me what he 'like'... I found out assistant si Mason tu cousin ex-girlfriend dia. Heh! But i don't care about that anymore, whatever schemes their planning to do. I don't care anymore, even if that makes him drive away from me. The only regret i have right now, i didn't go back when i still have my Grandfather and didn't married to Mason.
"Madam......" Saya terbangun dari lamunan saya. Nanny sue ni orang putih, sebab keluarga kami keturunan orang putih semua maid kami orang putih tapi Nanny sue saja yang ikut saya, maid kami yang lain semua tinggal di family mansion. Lepas Grandpa meninggal saya tiada siapa2 sudah. Grandpa ada satu anak saja, tu mamy saya. Sebelum saya faham apa2 mamy saya sudah meninggal, and i never knew my father. My mother is a very secretive person, no matter how much Grandpa ask sampai lah mamy saya meninggal tida pernah pun dia bagitau siapa dady saya.
"Nanny sue.. I miss home, pack our bag. We're going, home." Saya senyum. Since si Mason pun 1minggu 1 kali saja pulang then what is the meaning for me to stay? Kalau yang dulu memang la saya tinggal sini walaupun tau tu lelaki tida pulang. Hahahaha! I can't believe i'm that stupid.
"But madam.... Master, he...." saya pegang tangan Nanny sue, i'm tired of that master. Master this, master that.
"It's okay. I'll call him." Hah! Call my ass! Saya bagitau pun bukan dia peduli.
"Okay madam. I'm going to pack up my clothes first. I'll pack urs later. Drink the soup." Saya tengok tu soup yang Nanny sue bawa. Hangover soup. Hangover soup. Hahahahahaha! Oh my god! Jillian! You made fool of yourself! Lepas berjam2 tunggu si Mason pulang untuk dinner yang saya buat for our 9month anniversary, terus saya mabuk satu orang minum tu wine! Hahahahaha! Just great Jillian! Just great! No wonder he loathed me so much, i was so obsessed about him. Every month saya buat dinner untuk monthsary kami. Yikes! Semua idea ni saya dapat dari assistant dia yang bodoh tu!
And around this time there's a certain person who's 'waiting' for a call..
After lunch meeting dengan client Mason dengan assistant dia pulang di office. Si mason baca tu file sambil tengok jam tangan dia. Sepatutnya masa ni berpuluh2 sudah misscall dan message dari wife dia but today 1 miscall dan message pun tiada. Berkerut dahi si Mason teringat isteri dia dirumah, walaupun dia tiada perasaan dengan si Jillian tapi dia masih terfikir sebab hari ni si Jillian tida cari dia. 'this is good' dia fikir dalam hati. At least tida lah dia dengar complain dan clinginess si Jillian. Senyum kecil si Mason terfikir pasal tu.
TBC 💜