Phone vibrating uncontrollably
Light flashing on and off alerting me of notifications
Unlocked my phone to a simple text
I knew this was coming. Shit, I guessed it.
About time.
I guess I was wondering when you were going to cut the ropes.
I’m so stupid, I should’ve kept up with my monthly horoscopes
You must think I was a joke
Remember those words you provoked me with?
“I love you”
I can’t believe I believed that shit
I guess I was caught in the moment of being in love.
Nerves like butterflies
When you appeared I got hot like summertime
Your love had me higher than a soaring eagle in the sky
I had been warned
But I ignored
I felt so adorned
I could’ve sworn our love was the greatest thing since us being born
Remember when you said:
“We’ll be together forever”
“No one fits you like me. I will always be better”
Sadly those were lies. You were so clever
In the long run the signs became crystal clear
Only answering phone calls if I wasn’t near
My heart was breaking and I was facing my biggest fear
You were lying to me, acting should’ve been your career
You left your phone on the coffee table one day
What a big mistake
Thoughts of going through your phone were circulating through my head
Whatever I would see would cause me heartache, maybe I should just go to bed
Curious as can be, I checked anyway
No need to be discreet
But my eyes weren’t ready for the deceit
And my heart wasn’t ready for the defeat
I guess the wise men weren’t lying when they said talk was cheap
Oh how I wanted to weep
When I realized
Our love was only skin deep
I guess my love for you didn’t even matter
So, my heart was left shattered
Now I’m just a corpse of my old soul
I would never fall in love again, that’s just setting me up to lose control