tuesday - 2:34 p.m.
you should know that i stood on the other side of the hallway for a good twenty minutes debating on wether i should push through with this or not.
but as you know, i decided to.
it took me a lot of courage to come up to you. i was sort of fighting for breath the whole time i was talking to you. haha.
"aide." i say, my breath coming out quite shaky, well, to me at least.
you close your locker gently and turn to look at me. your eyes seem to grow wide as soon as you catch sight of me.
"eli." you say firmly.
that was the first time i've heard you say my name in months. it sent shivers down my spine. it was more of in a happy way though, like i was finally hearing a song that i'd been longing to hear live.
it was so nice speaking to you again.
i missed the sound of your voice.
i missed you.
i still miss you.
haha, i love you.
- eli