In Nova's Mind
And I fell, I fell into the deep abyss of my soul
I fell like I it's the first time I have fallen
The world turned violet and my skin turned grey
My soul felt new but my flesh felt pale....
In the free fall I looked up from where I jumped
I saw a woman kneeling and crying
All dressed in white
She is weak and frail
And looks like the 'past' me
The 'past' I never chose for me.....
In the free fall I recognized she is everything I never wanted to be....
As I fall the cool air makes love to me
These ups and down, these treacheries
I never knew who I am until I took a leap
Why does the world feels blue till eternity?.......
I fall , I fall and I fall
I abandon, I abandon and I abandon
Everything I was raised for
These bones in me, cannot keep this heavy soul
Either leave this body or part with my soul.......
Oh how I miss the days when sun was bright
Everyone around me were drenched in smiles
Those pretty pearls and ombre dresses
Covered my devilish soul in white laces........
If I knew, I would fall
I would break my bones and abandon it all
These pains keep howling
The good girl seems forgotten
My bones ache for new
My soul is plagued by absolute transformation........
I ran , I cried
I lied and a piece of me died
My lungs fill with water
It quenches the thirst of my rebellion
He came in my life
And he became my rebellion................
As I drown, I can finally breathe
Now I finally know who I am supposed to be...........
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