Dear world, I can't take this anymore.
I fight and fight, and all I get back is pain.
I'm so tired of loving until I hit the floor.
every inch of me, regrets duking it with life's games.
I've been contemplating it.
I'm not gonna lie.
I'm sorry, I'm such a piece of shit.
I don't want to continue to cry.
all my dreams were never a accomplished.
all they did was laugh at my empty promises.
I prayed for a savior, instead I got my love abolished.
nobody loves me, romantically, your all accomplices.
yeah, this is my story of my pain/
we used to be happy, but now I'm just watching my blood going down the drain/
I'm walking past all the students, they just laugh at me frame/
you don't know my strain, nobody does/
I wipe away my tears, not a single hug/
just a "you okay?", but I'm losing all the energy and fun/
I remain stunned, my face frozen at broken/
looking up to the sky, drowning and awoken/
I've paid my dues, all my tokens/
sometimes I feel like Judas the way he sided beside the romans/
I'm alone, no texts on my phone/
I can't find my happiness, it's unknown/
I feel like I'm not even liked in my own home/
I should just be stoned/
tear me apart, this is my suicide note.
I have tendencies to die repeatedly.
someone just had me the rope.
cause the pain grows increasingly//)