You told me you're in pain,
I stuck by you.
I tried to for as long as there was calm in my own miseries.
Well, I can't help but wonder how you could cry out this loud but no one here to help you through.
Like how you could have this ton of friends but none to be, when you need them to.
It's sad to hear 'We're here for you' but never really see them through.
Like, could you see it too?
You tell me you want to let go but do not try to!
How do expect to get through it
If you don't let it slide through?
How do you wish to grow when you don't even want to get up from the pain you've been glued to?
How could you sit up there and be okay with whom you've affected and dragged with, through all this pain you've been through?
How could you not see it too?
I told you I'm in pain too.
Although you've never asked me to.
Like what I try to hide behind this wide Smile I put for show?
Instead I get a 'Why are you so happy all the time?' show.
Like you could have ever known of the narrow road that I've walked through.
Like you would have ever understood if I had taken you through.
But despite that I told you.
Thinking I could have had a shoulder to cry on too.
Thinking you'd understand that I could feel you for what you've been through.
But didn't know I could ever think so wrong.
You were so over conceited with your own, you never thought of me.
Like mine was nothing and yours was something.
But it's still okay
'Cause I've always been so cool.
With everything and everyone.
Like I'm okay to not looked after because I'm mature and can handle me on my own?
When truth is, some days I honestly can't.
And I hope you would get this,
Someday!!