I'm losing control/
All this shit is getting old/
I'm ugly or so I've been told/
I just need an escape right now, the world is too cold/
I'm trying to melt my pain/
Deduct it in any kinda way/
But my reason to live escapes down the drain/
I don't want to cry, but I'm starting to cave/
I'm losing my mind/
You left me blind/
Your just like every other girl this time/
I can't believe I trusted your love lines/
I used to to think you were sublime/
Until I found the real you/
The one who never cared about me or your new dude/
The one that you can kiss and hug and call boo/
The one that truly loves you for you/
I hope your happy, your be the reason for my death/
I'm not gonna even try to resurrect/
Nowadays you just leave me with a peck/
Leaving me on read, telling me nothing, not caring that I'm a wreck/
I don't want to reinstate all the scars and scrapes/
At one time I thought you were a real one, but your just like all the rest: a fake/
You don't love me, I'm sorry you've engaged my hate/
I guess this was our fate, thanks for proving my state/
I'm losing control.
I feel like I'm stuck.
I'm losing control.
Just In a rut.