Victorias POV
I was walking to my car to drive home from the hospital and I felt something sharp hit my head and next thing you know I am lying on the floor with blood dripping down my hair. I burst into tears because I realized shawn, shawn mendes hit me in the head with a medal bat. I wanted to die right then. I cupped my face in my hands and burst into tears. I was worthless nobody liked me nobody wanted me here I was a piece of thrash to everybody. Shawn saw me crying and started to video tape me. I just wanted to be gone. I got up and managed to drive home. I laid in my bed. I wanted somebody to tell me I was perfect I was amazing I was their always. I don't understand why life has to be so hard on me? I wanted to, I wanted to use my best friend but I knew if I did I would end up in the hospital and possibly end up getting hit in the head again. I raced to my bathroom. I stripped of my clothes and felt the warm water hit my body. I thought. I wish I knew everyday was a sunny day and everything would be alright. I needed somebody to comfort me most of all I needed to be loved.