Okay wow it's been a long ass time since I updated. I read back through and cringed SO hard. That was awful I'm so sorry you had to read that all 😂
But damn where do I even start? I don't cut anymore. I'm past that, I get high now. Nah I'm just playing. Sorry that's not even funny that's serious shit as well but like in some cases people move from self harm to drugs and/or alcohol to numb it out so.
I mean I have my days where I wanna end it all but right now I'm content. My life may be a shit hole and falling apart all the damn time but I'm content
I have some really amazing people in my life and I couldn't be happier. I love them all so much and I wouldn't be where I am now without them. I don't have a significant other so no I'm not gonna be happy until they leave, you know those situations? Where someone's in a relationship and they has struggled with being sad and shit and once someone new came in the depended on that person for their happiness. That's some bullshit because not everyone stays. You need to become more CONFIDENT and develop SELF LOVE because YOU DESERVE IT, ALL OF YOU DESERVE IT. You all are amazing people
Kind, funny, beautiful, crazy which is always good, yes you may have struggles, who doesn't? You can grow from that. Your struggles don't define you. Your battles don't make you any less amazing. I'm here for all of you is you need to vent or talk or anything. Always.