(.) = singing (/) = rapping.
Dead to me and dead to the world.
I'm trying to deal with the pain.
it's like a dagger to my favorite ex girl. always buying you diamond and pearls.
you keep leaving me with these blood stains.
see, you broke me, I was alone/
then I found myself, in a broken home/
trying to hit up your phone/
you blocked my number and left me stoned/
so, I light one up in hopes of forgetting all the nopes/
I'm hanging on a rope, I'm constantly trying to cope/
I'm fixing my head, even though it's tilted leaving my mind sinking like I'm lil boat/
I'm trying my hardest to stay alive/
I strive to fight the voices inside/
but it gets really hard sometimes/
I'm drowning in my thoughts again.
reaching out for a mile, trying not to feel condemned/
so I write down my emotions, and slide into the pages with my pen/
I circulate my grind till I get depressed and consider my greatest sins/
I can't lose my head, not now.
I'm falling for my every girl, praying she's "the one".
she's your replacement.
maybe, she could be your replacement.
just maybe, I'll finally be happy/
even to those who hold hands and belittle me.
I promise to keep my crown, and remain king.
all I'm asking for is a queen.
my princess. my queen to be.
wishing for a belle, but for who could love a beast.
so keeping leading me on/
I'm done being strong/
your Superman is gone/
I'm leaving too before I do something wrong//).