Please help me. I feel like dying. I know nobody's going to help me. Nobody will ever help me to get through this. I really want to die and I am going to.
'Taeil! Taeil! Wake up! , Doyoung shouted while shaking me. 'You were crying and saying things like 'help me' or 'I am dying'. Are you okay?' , he asked and I hugged him. He held me tightly and I started sobbing. 'It's okay.' , he whispered while stroking my back. 'Thank you.' , I quietly said. I looked at him and he smiled. 'What do you want for breakfast?' , Doyoung asked. 'Anything.' , I said and also smiled. He nodded and left the room. I stood up and went to the bathroom for a cold shower. I hoped this could help me to deal with them. After twenty minutes I went to the kitchen and saw Doyoung cooking while humming something. 'Hey Doyoungi.' , I said as I sat down on the kitchen counter. 'I'm making pancakes.' , he smiled. After a few minutes he finished. 'With syrup?' , he asked and I nodded. 'Open your mouth.' Doy demanded. I opened my mouth and he shoved a full fork of pancake in my mouth. I swallowed it and he grinned. 'How does it taste?' 'Pretty good.' , we both smiled. He stood between my legs while feeding me. This moment I'll sure never forget
The day went on and we just watched some movies and ate a lot of food. We cuddled and my face got red. Why? I don't even know myself. Maybe I'm getting sick.