I wake up and look at the time it's 8:32 I roll my eyes and stand up I make my way to the door and as usual the big mans out there he tells me that Seungmin is in the kitchen and he didn't want to wake me my breathing becomes uneasy but I find myself walking to the kitchen
He's sitting at the table looking at his phone I sit down getting his attention he quickly puts his phone away "oh your awake did you sleep well? Did you eat well? Did any of them make you feel uncomfortable?"
I shrug "sleep was ok breakfast was good too and I stayed in my I mean your room all day so no one bothered me but that's beyond the point you said I could go home today so I'm going to go change back into the clothes I came in and I'll be on my way" I get up ready to go back to the room
He shakes his head and says don't bother I sit back down and tell him that he promised he smiles looking down "i said if you felt anything you could so sorry kiya you can't leave" my heart started racing as if there's a gun to my head
"You...you don't even know me let alone love me I don't want to be with you your a creep and a weirdo most importantly a freak" he flinched at my words but then he stood up and walked over to me
"Don't ever speak like that to me" I tell him to fuck off he grabs my arm and pulls me back up and pulls me to his room he throws me on his bed then looks at something and walks out and tells the man outside the door not to let me out I go to the door and try to open it but the big man is facing me looking at me strictly
"You should've never called him those words he went to a school with kids rich just like him they didn't see him as what they might see him as now they called him a freak and creepy back then he still gets tormented in his sleep they use to hurt him and beat him for being I don't even remember"
I close the door and sit on my bed feeling guilty he shouldn't like me or love me I'm just like those bullies he grew up with I shouldn't be such a jerk to him a little bit of time goes by probably 15 minutes when the door is opened I look up and see him
"I'm sorry I was a jerk earlier" I don't even look at him I just wanna go home I have friends and family who are probably worried sick about me but of course he doesn't care