secret love jensoo

By -lilacyoon

615 18 6

three things about me? closeted gay. in love with jennie kim. wanna die. โ€žthe feelings never die, nor they... More

squirt

615 18 6
By -lilacyoon



SMUT WARNING

"okay everyone, one, two, three, and four, five, six, seven and eight!" ms. kang shouted, the dance room echoing as we all swung our hair, twirled in the air, and let sweat roll down our foreheads as our feet danced in rhythm to the loud music.

"got it!" we shouted in unison as ms. kang clapped her hands and quickly turned off the music.

we heaved and sat down on the floor,
squirting water into our mouths.

"you girls did great today, our time is
up and you can head back to your dorms or stay for a bit and practice or talk in such, i do have a few notes to give you all though,"
she told us with a smile, "lalisa you did amazing with all the choreography except each time you were late when we turned, just try and fix that and you'll be good. jennie you kick your leg up a little late and accidentally bumped into jisoo a couple times so try your best to practice that and correct it. chaeyoung your formations were good and pretty much nothing was wrong except when you pop your hip out you go a little to aggressive and it looks messy. jisoo you are late with the timing with the chest pump, swinging your hair, getting up off the floor, and you have little to no expression in your face. you also have to stop slipping when you pop out your hand. other than that your great! thanks girls and practice what i told you!"
she quickly left the room.

i swear she hates me.

i sighed and let myself fall to the floor
completely and poured some water
onto my face, god why can't i just be
able to dance like lalisa.

"hey it's okay, practice makes
perfect, right?" chaeyoung
said to me.

she's trying to cheer me up,
i know she is but it just doesn't work.

"yeah, i guess."

"hey sorry for bumping
into you during practice
a couple times. i keep slipping."
jennie slightly smiled to me
apologetically.

"it's okay," i smiled to her.
i can feel my face get hot
and my eyes get blurry, im
about to cry, "i'm gonna go
ahead and leave, okay?"

i quickly get up and wipe my
eyes before tears start to stream down
my face.

i open the door to the dance room
and dash out, grabbing my backpack
and phone from the chair beside the door.

i scurry through the hallway,
almost reaching the door before
i bump into my vocal coach.

"oh my god i'm so sorry!"

he says, he then looks up
and notices it's me.

"no no it's my fault."
i smile to him before i
try and push past him
to the door.

"oh jisoo! hey before you
leave i was going to talk
to you about your latest
recording. your vocals
are a little weak and shaky
and i could teach you a few
exercises to help you with that."

i stop in my tracks and turn to him,
"sure! i'll try them later but i really have to go!"

i turn around and push through the door,
i feel like my throat is closing up.
i cant breathe. my eyes are so blurry.

i cant dance or sing, huh?

walking out the door tears stream
down my face, mixing with my sweat.

running quickly up a spiral set
of stairs i take out my keys and unlock
the door.

i throw down my backpack and
let broken sobs escape my mouth.

my shorts flow between my thighs
as my feet pad through my room,
followed by me jumping on my bed
and sobbing into my pillow.

after minutes and minutes of
me crying and hyperventilating
into my pillow i flip myself over,
my dried tears clash with the cold
air and makes my face feel dirty and
shameful.

my eyes are red and worn
to the touch,
with of course my sweat scenting
my pillow pleasantly with my
cold tears.

i kick off my low top black converse,
and i pull off my shorts, with no
underwear on under, then my
tight black tank top and throw
it on the floor along with my bra.

i pull my comforter over me
and snuggle into the chilly sheets,
thanks to my air conditioner always
being on and running continuously.

i grab my computer and pull it on
my lap, along with a box of tissues
and i dry my face off, wiping away
my dried tears and snot.

maybe some k-dramas will make me feel better.

as soon as i open my computer
all i hear are moans, accompanied
with an vulgar video of a korean man
on top of a relatively small, pale, and thin korean woman with sweat and hair covering her face, the man was tan and masculine with
many tattoos and raven black hair.

yet i found him boring.

the girl on the other hand,
she was oh-so intriguing.

i'd forgotten id let jennie borrow
my computer and she usually looks
up porn and such and never deletes
her search history, hell even close
the tab.

this time she didn't even pause it.

i watched the girl closely, her eyes
closed and open, they were hooded and
dark. her body, her boobs, her waist and hips, her legs and thighs.

they all bounced as the man
thrusted into her second after second.

her moans were high-pitched
and filled the room.

i found my face getting red,
my stomach going around in swirls.

my lower region began to... boom?
as if it had a heart and it was beating rapidly.

my hand itched down as i closed my eyes
and rubbed slowly over my slit.

i opened them slightly to peek
at the girl, her boobs were bouncing
faster and faster and she was moaning
more and more. louder and louder.

the man grabbed a hold of her thighs
and squeezed them making her moan
and arch her back.

i loudly gasped and rubbed up and
down faster, tiny squeaks slipping
out of my mouth as lightly pressed
my fingers on some areas.

my finger tips were wet and
with a white liquid and i slipped
into my bed sheets lower, my eyes closed
shut, completely ignoring the mans grunts, only focusing on the beautiful girls moans, and the sound of her thighs and boobs bouncing, slapping against her milky white skin.

i slipped one finger inside, immediately
making a "come here" motion against
the grainy part of my skin, i bucked
my hips forward slowly, making body rolls
with my lower half, whimpers escaping my lips
constantly.

i pushed in another finger, my eyes bulged open and i cringed at the odd feeling.

i slowly pushed it in farther and let it sit before i got situated.

i started making the same finger motions
over and over again, full on moans coming
out loud and clear over and over again.

i got on all fours and laid my head
on it's side comfortably on my bed,
i pushed both my fingers into my
hole over and over again, trying
my best to push them farther
and farther in.

i bucked my butt forward repeatedly, taking out my fingers and rubbing against my slit, then pushing them back in as i continuously grind against my fingers.

i move them in circular motions, teasing my hole before shoving them in.

i moan loudly and bite down on my pillow.

the girls moans echoed in the back with
mine, they got higher and higher, they pushed me farther and farther.

my high-pitches moans filled the room
as i came closer and closer until
my eyes bulged open and
i yanked my fingers out and let
my cum squirt across my bed sheets.

i practically screamed as i came, whirling out and onto my clean bed sheets, my body fell on my bed. i collapsed with my butt sticking in the air and my legs bent up in opposite directions.
my cum leaked from my vagina, down my thigh, leaving even more on the bed sheets.

and this was about the time that i heard
foot steps, voices, and of course the front door opening and closing.

i practically had a panic attack.

i closed my computer, which was still
playing porn, and took a second blanket carelessly laying on the floor and covered the cum stain on my bed. i pulled my comforter up over my chest and grabbed my tissues on my pillow, previously used for wiping away my tears, to wipe off my fingers.

not even 5 seconds after, lalisa, chaeyoung, and jennie come in laughing and throwing down their backpacks in my room.

"hey jisoo, you left really quickly."
jennie laughed.

"yeah." chae and lalisa agreed.

"wait but are you okay? you seemed a bit sad after ms. kang addressed our issues but we all had them, we just have to practice together as a team and we'll all to our absolute best!" chaeyoung chimed with a smile, sitting down my bed.

on the blanket.
covering the stain.

"yeah! and if you're ever feeling bad
just tell us please, jisoo! lately you've been so
down and you haven't been making jokes like you used too."  lalisa sat on my bed too, completing her statement with a pout.

on the fucking. blanket. covering. the stain.

jennie came around the bed and side hugged me while sitting down.

"yeah, if you ever need anything just tell us."

"yeah guys i'm fine just really tired and nervous for our comeback i guess."

they looked at me and sighed.

"thank god. we thought something else might be going on and we didn't want you going though anything alone." jennie leaned down to try and hug me again. but given the fact my comforter was covering me up to my neck, it was kinda hard.

"give me a hug peasant."
jennie joked, tugging down my blanket
and exposing my naked chest.

"oh shit! i'm sorry i forgot you sleep naked!"
jennie quickly apologized and helped me cover up my chest again.

i noticed something weird though, she blushed. which i mean i would've too... but... her eyes. it's like they got darker and she looked at me so... differently?

"why is it wet here..?"
chaeyoung got up and lifted her side of the blanket, lisa sitting on one half.

"wh- oh my fucking god!"
chaeyoung shouted, jumping back letting the blanket fall completely.

"what?!" lalisa screamed jumping up.

"there's a squirt stain on the bed!"
chaeyoung screamed back.

my entire face got red and i shoved my face under the covers as chaeyoung and lalisa kept screaming.

"what do you mean squirt?!"

"like when you finger yourself and you cum, you squirt sometimes!" chaeyoung screamed again.

"omg i did that once!" lalisa screamed back.. again.

"eww shut up lisa!" chae yelled.

the whole time jennie just sat beside me rubbing circles into my back and silently giggling.

me and jennie were always the closest.
chaeyoung and lalisa were always the closest.
and as a group we were the best of friends.

"anyways!" chaeyoung laughed.

"so jisoo," lisa started. a peeked up and saw a sly smirk on her face, "you squirted on your bed."

"oh my god shut up."
i sighed pulling my covers off my face.

"well.. let's see what you looked up on the computer to get you of-," lisa started saying, getting up to grab my computer on the floor beside me.

but then jennie stopped her from getting it, the bitch kicked lisa in the leg, chaeyoung burst out laughing.

after minutes of lisa and chaeyoung wheezing, lisa from getting kicked and chaeyoung from laughing, chaelisa sat on the bed again, not on the stain, and our conversation got serious.

really quick.

lisa laid down on the bed and cuddled with chae.

i laid my head down in jennies lap and she played with my hair.




















"what do you guys think about gay and lesbian people?"

—————

hey gays! so i've literally never written smut before so if you guys think that i have to change something or if you wanna give me some tips then please tell me!💞

this is my first chapter and i hope you all enjoyed! we had some angst then some smut and maybe foreshadowing jensoo... who knows🤠

please vote if you enjoyed!

bye cherries☺️

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