"Jisung, this isn't right,"
I reminded
He dropped his hands to his side
Clutching onto the bedsheets
He was obviously frustrated
That after all he's done I still think this way
"Why... why. WHY? WHY ISN'T IT RIGHT?!"
His voice was loud
This is the moment it sank in
I guess he finally understood
"Jisung,"
I called out
I wanted to calm him
He's the most broken of us two
I don't want him to feel the way he does anymore
"Love comes from both sides."
I said
From all I've seen
He does love me
But in some kind of twisted way
He looked around the room for something
His eyes wide
I want to help him and do it right
"Take the handcuffs off, that's where it starts."
He seemed conflicted again
If he should listen
But a few seconds passed and he hung his head
It seems he's given up on his plan
He stood up and took of the handcuffs
He stayed still after that
Not knowing what he should do anymore
"Jisung, come here,"
I said
And he followed
He sat in front of me on his knees
Waiting for my next words
"You went a bit overboard with the handcuffs."
I voiced
He kept being silent
If I want to teach him the right way
Then I should start now
I backed up a bit
"Come closer."
He followed my orders
looking like a punished puppy
He scooted a bit closer
But he was very hesitant
Very unsure of what is right
"Jisung, closer."
He scooted closer again
Now our knees were touching
He kept avoiding my gaze
"Look at me, Jisung. Look me in the eyes."
He looked so sad
It seemed as if he was about to cry
I don't want him to look like this
Never
I placed my hand on his cheek
He was startled by this action
I leaned forward
Our noses almost touching
His cheeks burned up suddenly
Pink painted his cheeks
I let out a chuckle
"Jisung, you're blushing."
His reaction was priceless honestly
It seems he never expected himself to do that
How cute
"I—"
Before he could say anything
I slammed my lips against his
He was shocked at first
But he quickly melted under my touch
I didn't want to be rough
But how can I resist this precious boy?
It got quickly passionate
And I found Jisung under me
He was enjoying himself I noticed by the moan that sounded in his throat
I don't remember how this all played out
But I don't care
I want to live in this moment
With Jisung under me
A flushed mess
Oh so adorable
Only for me