my bruised body aches
my tender flesh hurts
my knotted muscles tense up
is this why I am always tired?
maybe this is why,
but I have a hunch,
that it's my depression hovering over my shoulders
maybe I need to stop abusing myself
and start loving myself instead
but that seems so hard,
so ill live with this acheness and exhaustion
it's easier than fighting the sadness
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