Final
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"Are you sure you're ready?" Jungkook asked hesitantly pushing Taehyung's chin up so he was looking straight into his eyes instead of everywhere else.
"Yeah. As ready as I possibly could be." He smiled softly, leaning forward and pecking Jungkook's lips. "Stop frowning. You'll get wrinkles. You don't have to always worry, about me. I've been doing just fine even before you showed up. You don't have to treat me like a child."
"Don't act like you don't like being babied." Jungkook chuckled ruffling Taehyung's hair who scrunched up his nose but didn't object.
"So, you're sure you want this?" Jungkook moved his hand along Taehyung's collarbone, the boy shuddering under his touch. "Yeah." Taehyung said with a soft content sigh, closing his eyes. "I trust you and it's like you said. It shouldn't be that much of huge deal."
Jungkook chuckled. "Of course it's a huge deal. I finally get to treat you like the treasure you are to me." A soft smile formed on Taehyung's lips. "Don't you do that enough already?"
Without any sort of hesitation Jungkook shook his head. "I haven't. Absolutely not."
Instead of continuing the conversation that would lead nowhere, Taehyung put his hands on the T-shirt that was hugging Jungkook's body tightly. "Can I?" Not bothering to answer Jungkook lead Taehyung's hands to the edge of it and the boy hesitantly pulled it upwards, revealing a toned stomach and tan skin. Impressed with how amazing Jungkook looked, Taehyung ran his hand over the soft skin above his belly button. His eyes automatically were caught on the soft patch of hair leading down before being covered by Jungkook's jeans. Taehyung swallowed. "You look good."
"Thanks." Jungkook chuckled amusedly when Taehyung turned away, his cheeks red.
"It's so weird. I feel so weird." His voice was an octave higher than usually and when he turned around again his cheeks were burning. Cooing at how cute Taehyung look Jungkook reached out his hand for the boy.
"Come here." Without any sign of hesitation Taehyung moved closer and Jungkook put his hands on his shoulders. As much as he enjoyed the situation and was looking forward to what they were going to do, he had to make sure Taehyung was aware that he was allowed to leave whenever it got too much.
"You know that if you wanna back out you can back out anytime you want. I won't be angry. There is nothing wrong with it. So please don't force yourself to do things if you don't feel ready." Jungkook stated and Taehyung rolled his eyes. "Yeah yeah. You're an amazing boyfriend. I know."
When Jungkook frowned mouthing "brat" and a soft chuckle escaped Taehyung's lips. "I know I can leave anytime. I know you. I won't force myself to do anything. I really want this." Taehyung bit his lip before removing his T-shirt in a swift movement.
This time Jungkook actually got to enjoy the view. Taehyung looked healthier than he had last time Jungkook saw him naked from the waist up. His rips showed a lot less and his muscles were more visible.
"How do I look?" Taehyung's voice was soft and unsure.
"Gorgeous." Jungkook leant forward, placing a kiss on Taehyung's collarbone. "Really fucking gorgeous."
Taehyung's face lit up happily and he quickly pecked Jungkook's lips, who wrapped his arms around Taehyung's waist, pulling him into his body. "You're pretty amazing."
"Speak for yourself." Taehyung giggled, closing his eyes and leaning into Jungkook's touch.
Jungkook ran his hand over Taehyung's back, causing the boy to shudder under the light touch. "So pretty." It was a whisper right next to Taehyung's ear that made a shudder run down his spine.
Jungkook placed pecks all over Taehyung's neck, his hands moving down to Taehyung's waist, where he carefully held him in place. "My gorgeous baby."
"Jungkook." Taehyung whined, making the younger chuckle at how cute he sounded.
"What is it?" The boy asked teasingly, placing another kiss on Taehyung's collarbone, making the other gasp.
Taehyung was blushing hard, pressing his lips into a thin line, obviously embarrassed. "Please... touch me."
Now Jungkook was blushing. He was not expecting Taehyung to be this blunt. Not that he didn't like it. "My baby boy wants me to touch him, huh?" Jungkook teased, slowly running his finger over Taehyung's tummy, nearing his crotch. Taehyung sucked in a breath, whether it was due to the nickname or to Jungkook's touch wasn't clear. When he stopped right above the waistband of the other's sweats Taehyung whined in frustration. "Fuck you."
Jungkook chuckled before slowly squatting down so he was now on eyelevel with the obvious dent in his pants. Looking up at Taehyung's face he carefully reached out in order to pull them down, but Taehyung's expression stopped him. He looked uncomfortable. "What's wrong?"
Taehyung looked caught, as if he was not expecting Jungkook to notice anything. "Nothing. It's nothing."
"Tae." Jungkook growled and Taehyung pouted at his tone. "I just... I don't like the way that..." He pointed at his crotch. "...looks."
Jungkook frowned, carefully caressing the sides of Taehyung's hips. "What about it bothers you?"
"Don't laugh."
"I won't."
Opening his mouth, a couple of times hesitating, Taehyung groaned. "I want it to be smaller. You're laughing!" Taehyung complained as a smile spread over Jungkook's features, his eyes crinkling up fondly.
"I think you're the first guy ever to say that." Jungkook chuckled, placing a soft kiss on Taehyung's tummy. "Why do you want it to be smaller?"
Taehyung wrinkled up his nose, looking a lot cuter than should have been possible. "It looks so... bold. I don't want it to be so out there. I want it to look pretty and cute."
"You're so adorable, I swear." Jungkook muttered, hugging Taehyung's waist.
"I feel like you're not taking me seriously." Taehyung complained, not being able to hide the soft smile curving up the corners of his lips.
"I do. It's just that, honestly, whether your dick is small or big, it doesn't change how much of a babyboy you are. You're beautiful either way."
A soft blush spread all over Taehyung's face as he hid his face in his hands. Jungkook chuckled at how cute he looked like that, placing a peck right under Taehyung's belly button. Slowly, to give Taehyung the time to stop him, he moved his hands to the waistband of Taehyung's boxers. "Can I?"
The boy nodded, cheeks burning. A reassuring smile on his lips Jungkook slowly pulled Taehyung's sweats and boxers down. Taehyung was completely shaved, with soft skin.
Taehyung was pretty big, but he was completely wrong to assume that it looked bold or just out there. As far as those words can be used to describe someone's dick, Taehyung's looked actually pretty... cute? Rather pale and with a pinkish tip. It looked a lot better than the dicks Jungkook had seen so far so there really wasn't any reason for him to feel insecure about it.
"It's pretty." Jungkook stated and Taehyung groaned in embarrassment. "Don't say something like that!"
"But it is. It's big, yeah, you're right about that, but it fits you quite well." Jungkook said, reaching out, carefully running his thumb over Taehyung's tip, making Taehyung shudder.
"Such a pretty baby." Jungkook cooed and Taehyung gasped softly when he placed a kiss on his tip, before wrapping his lips around it. Taehyung whimpered, running his hand over Jungkook's hair. Carefully caressing Taehyung's thighs Jungkook leant back, looking up at Taehyung, who was looking at him with teary eyes. "Are you okay?"
Taehyung nodded quickly, wiping his eyes. "Yeah. It's just... a lot."
Jungkook nodded before standing up for a short moment, leaning towards Taehyung and softly kissing him. Taehyung sighed into the kiss, relaxing a bit. Jungkook ran his hand over the boy's shoulders and arms before shortly squeezing his hands.
He could feel the way Taehyung was shaking ever so slightly. It probably was too much at the same time. After all Taehyung was still new to all of this.
An idea crossed Jungkook's mind. It was kind of stupid, but that didn't mean he wasn't going to do it. Earning a surprised shriek Jungkook picked Taehyung up from the floor bridal style. The boy really was way too light for how tall he was.
"What are you doing?" Taehyung asked hesitantly, wrapping his arms around Jungkook's neck, anxiously eying the floor underneath them.
"You look like you need a break."
"And you... decided to lift me up?" Taehyung asked, raising an eyebrow.
"You used to relax whenever I did it in the past, so I thought maybe you would now as well." Jungkook explained, shifting his weight from one foot to the other.
Taehyung looked at him for a couple of seconds, before simply nodding and leaning his head on Jungkook's shoulder. Jungkook could feel him exhale softly against the skin of his neck and felt the way the boy finally relaxed against his body.
"You're doing great." Taehyung sighed contently at Jungkook's comment, placing a short kiss on the younger's neck. "I know this is a lot but I'm really proud of you, babyboy." Taehyung shuddered snuggling closer to Jungkook, feeling the way Jungkook's arms flexed against his skin.
Another minute passed, and Jungkook's arms were just starting to hurt, when Taehyung moved back again, making eye contact with Jungkook. "I'm good now."
"You sure?" Jungkook kissed his cheek and Taehyung nodded. "Yeah. It's a lot. But I feel ready now."
Jungkook nodded, moving towards the bed and carefully dropping Taehyung on it, taking the moment to enjoy the view of Taehyung sitting on his bed completely naked, his hands shyly pushed in front of his crotch, trying to hide it.
Jungkook kneeled down near the edge of the bed, smiling softly at Taehyung, patting the boy's leg. Taehyung bit his lip, looking at Jungkook in anticipation. When Jungkook leant forward, kissing the insides of his thighs, his breath got stuck in his throat.
In the corner of his eyes Jungkook could watch Taehyung's dick twitch, coming back to life. Grinning he kept pecking the whole area as Taehyung moved around with an obvious lack of patience.
"Needy?" Jungkook teased and unexpectedly Taehyung nodded without any trace of hesitation, his cheeks colored a deep crimson color. Jungkook couldn't hold back any longer and climbed on top of Taehyung, sitting down on his legs before watching the way Taehyung writhed underneath him.
He started by palming Taehyung carefully, well aware of how sensitive his tip probably was at the moment. "My baby is so pretty."
Taehyung let out a moan, grabbing onto the sheets next to him, softly bucking his hips into Jungkook's hand. Jungkook watched with fond eyes. God, his younger self would be so fucking jealous if he could see him now, with Taehyung right there underneath him.
"Jungkook... wanna kiss." Taehyung muttered, looking at him with those beautiful eyes. Without any hesitation Jungkook leant down and connected their lips, feeling Taehyung dick pocking his stomach. Somehow even right now he was the cutest thing.
Giving him a couple of last strokes, Jungkook pecked his nose, before skidding down. "Tae. Seriously, you have absolutely no reason to feel uncomfortable with the way you look. I mean, I wish you could see yourself right now." Jungkook muttered and Taehyung let out a soft whimper when he wrapped his lips around the sensitive tip of his dick.
Taehyung's breathing sped up and he grabbed hold of Jungkook's shoulder, grabbing onto it a lot harder than Jungkook expected. Not pausing in moving his head, Jungkook put his hand on top of Taehyung's carefully squeezing it. The boy shuddered and let out a soft moan, and suddenly Jungkook could feel warm liquid hitting the back of his throat.
Surprised by it he bobbed his head a last couple of times before carefully cat licking Taehyung clean. When he glanced up at Taehyung, the boy looked really embarrassed. "...sorry." His voice was really quiet, almost not audible.
"Why are you saying sorry?" Jungkook asked, clearly taken aback.
"Because..." Taehyung hiccupped and tears made their way to his eyes. Jungkook instantly climbed up, wrapping his arms around the boy's waist.
"No, baby. Nothing you have to be sorry for. It's okay if you enjoy it." Jungkook whispered, engulfing the other in a warm hug, rubbing his back.
"But I came... way too soon." Taehyung whimpered and Jungkook felt his heart clench. It physically hurt him to hear Taehyung this sad.
"No, it's alright. Really. You're amazing. There's nothing wrong with it. That's pretty normal when it's your first time getting a blowjob. Please don't cry." The desperation was pretty audible in Jungkook's voice as he hugged Taehyung close to his body. "Please don't cry."
Taehyung chuckled under tears at how hard Jungkook was squeezing him. "I won't. Please let me live."
Pouting softly Jungkook let go, grabbing his t-shirt from next to the bed and wiping Taehyung's tears away with it. "There really isn't any reason to feel bad about cumming. If anything, I should be the one with performance anxiety." Jungkook joked, before dropping the t-shirt again. "How do you feel? Do you think we can continue or do you wanna take a break?"
Taehyung shook his head softly. "No... I wanna keep going."
A fond smile formed on Jungkook's lips.
They took their time carefully preparing Taehyung, who seemed a lot more comfortable now that most of Jungkook's attention wasn't on his dick, but instead he was concentrated on stretching Taehyung out.
"I think it's okay now." Taehyung muttered, sending a quick glance towards Jungkook's obvious bulge. He was getting impatient. He really wanted to see Jungkook naked. And even more than that, he wanted to feel him.
Jungkook hesitated. "Are you sure? I think it's quite easy to underestimate how important preparation is. I don't wanna hurt you."
"It's alright. I promise." Taehyung sat up, forcing Jungkook to pull his fingers out. They looked at each other and Taehyung couldn't help but think about how far they had come. They'd been each other's one sided loves back in high school, before being separated and here they were, years later, dating and finally about to sleep together for the first time.
"I'm really happy right now." Taehyung uttered and Jungkook's eyes formed into crescents instantly. "Me too."
He leant forward and pushed Taehyung softly into the sheets. Taehyung took in a sharp breath when Jungkook finally pulled down his jeans, revealing that, just like Taehyung, he was rather well endowed. Taehyung reached out, hesitantly running his hand over Jungkook's dick, drawing a soft moan from Jungkook's lips.
He could feel his own member reacting again as he carefully gave Jungkook a couple of strokes, making the other rock hard by doing so.
"You're pretty too." Taehyung muttered and Jungkook couldn't help but chuckle softly.
"I'm glad you think so." Jungkook took Taehyung's hand that was on his dick and lead it to his shoulder instead. Taehyung obliged, putting both of his hands on Jungkook's shoulders while the other got into position above him. A position they had both decided on for Taehyung's first time because it was really intimate.
Jungkook spat on his hand, spreading the substitutional lube over his length.
"Are you ready?" Jungkook's voice was soft and soothing, while he lined the tip of his dick up with Taehyung's entrance.
Taehyung uttered a breathy "Yeah." While clinging onto Jungkook's shoulders, readying himself for the pain that came with a first time. Instead of just going in, Jungkook leant down and connected both of their lips, kissing Taehyung softly, before carefully entering Taehyung, who whimpered at the stretch.
Jungkook started placing kisses all over his face as he slowly pushed in further, until he was about halfway in and just when Taehyung felt like it was too much to take Jungkook carefully pulled back again, before going in again just a bit deeper. Taehyung gripped onto his shoulders biting his lip at the stretch. The best way to get used to this was taking it step by step and Jungkook was doing exactly that. By thrusting shallowly, he gave Taehyung time to get used to the movement and the stretch without being too painful.
Taehyung buried his face in Jungkook's shoulder when he felt Jungkook go a bit deeper. It hurt a lot less than he expected, although it did feel really weird.
"Can I move?" Jungkook patted Taehyung's back, a soft smile on his lips.
"Yeah." Taehyung said breathily.
Jungkook started thrusting, cautious not to hurt Taehyung. It felt weird but also somewhat good. Really, really weird though. After a couple of slow thrusts Jungkook started rolling his hips at a bit of a quicker speed, while kissing Taehyung's neck, a sudden spark going through his body. Taehyung's breath hitched and Jungkook made the exact same movement again, making a soft moan escape Taehyung's lips.
"You feel really good. So tight." Jungkook pressed out and a shiver ran down Taehyung's spine. Taehyung whimpered and clung onto Jungkook, this time in pleasure instead of pain. It still felt weird, but a good kind of weird.
He couldn't quite believe this. He was actually having sex. He, virgin to the age of 26, not confident enough in his body to go to the swimming pool without a t-shirt, was losing his virginity to Jeon Jungkook, his old crush at this very moment. Jungkook, someone who actually was with him for who he was and not because of an idea of who he could be.
At that moment Taehyung realized something. Something he had never been the first to voice out properly. "Jungkook?"
His eyes were a bit teary when he looked up at Jungkook, who was in return looking at him with fond eyes. "Yeah?"
Taehyung's eyes seemed to glow. "I love you a lot."
Jungkook was smiling but what neither of them seemed to have seen coming were the tears welling up in Jungkook's eyes. "I... I love you too. Gosh why am I crying. Look I told you that you are not the crybaby here." Jungkook didn't even notice the fact that he no longer was moving, but instead was just staring at Taehyung.
Taehyung chuckled, wiping Jungkook's tears away. "Is it that horrible?" His voice was teasing, but Jungkook simply moved out of him and sat down before pulling Taehyung into a straddling position on his lap.
"No... just... something I used to dream about you saying all the time. Even now. And now that you said it, it feels so surreal. My baby's actually mine. Just mine." Jungkook said while running his hands down the other's waist.
He pulled him closer and carefully lined his tip up with Taehyung's entry again. "I can't believe you are all mine." He kissed Taehyung's shoulder and the older let out a hitched breath when Jungkook entered him again. Slow, but it felt amazing. His body had gotten used to the foreign feeling of something filling him up.
Jungkook moved his hips ever so slightly, but even the small circles sent sparks buzzing through Taehyung's body. "...feels good."
He could actually feel Jungkook's dick twitch at that. "Does it, baby?" The pet name sent another shiver down his spine and Taehyung nodded. There was a short moment of hesitation before both of their lips connected in a hasty kiss and Jungkook reached down for Taehyung's dick, stroking it in the rhythm of his thrusts.
Taehyung clung onto Jungkook's shoulders, both of them moaning into the kiss. It didn't take Taehyung long to cum after that, even though the last time was just half an hourago, but Jungkook seemed to know exactly what he needed.
Knowing the position would make it hard for him to finish Jungkook carefully lifted Taehyung off his lap and sat him down on the bed. "Would you be alright with doggy? I know you're sensitive right now, but I kind of wanna finish." Jungkook suggested, to which Taehyung simply smiled, pecking his lips before awkwardly getting on his knees.
Jungkook smiled at how cute he looked doing so, before kneeling behind him and patting his bum softly before slipping his dick easily back in. Taehyung gasped, because of how sensitive he was, and Jungkook soothingly rubbed his back, before starting thrusting at an a lot higher pace than he had before.
Taehyung turned into a moaning mess under him, struggling with his legs giving out underneath him. Jungkook could tell that it took all his strength to stay on his knees, which is why he wrapped his arms around the boy's upper body, holding him up while at the same time placing kisses all over his neck.
With a couple of last strong thrusts Jungkook came inside of him before simply dropping onto the mattress on top of Taehyung, sighing softly in content, cuddling up to the worn out but happy boy.
Taehyung yawned tiredly. The sex thing sure did cost a lot of energy. "Your dick is still inside of me."
"I know. You're warm." Jungkook made a teasing thrust, but his dick was already too soft to actually do much.
"I kind of like that." Taehyung chuckled, closing his eyes, enjoying the warmth of Jungkook lying on top of him as well as the feeling of being full.
"Same. I could fall asleep right now." Jungkook joked before placing a soft kiss on Taehyung's neck and carefully pulling out, making sure he wouldn't hurt the overstimulated boy. "You did amazing by the way. Want me to clean you up?" Jungkook asked softly, patting Taehyung's ass.
"Please." Taehyung sighed in content, closing his eyes.
Jungkook went to get a warm wet towel and cooed when he saw Taehyung lying on his bed, hugging a pillow to his body, a content smile on his face.
"You look so cute."
Taehyung's face seemed to light up even more if that was even possible and Jungkook started carefully cleaning the dried cum around Taehyung's entry. "Maybe you should take a shower to get the rest of it out of you." Jungkook advised but Taehyung simply shook his head.
"No. I kind of like the thought of still being filled up."
Jungkook scrunched up his nose and continued cleaning Taehyung's inner thighs.
"You know..." When he looked up at the Taehyung's face he saw the boy lying there, with closed eyes, mouth slightly agape and breathing steady.
A soft smile tugged at the corners of Jungkook's lips as he leant down, dropping the towel onto the floor and placing a gentle kiss on Taehyung's cheek, who sighed contently in his sleep.
"Sleep tight, my pretty baby."
A/N
Taehyungie aaaaah💜💜💜💜
Sorry
I loved writing this... was done in three days or something~
Anyways a couple of final words.
I think that a healthy relationship and people that love them for who they are can make people overcome certain issues they might have with their body or insecurities.
And I'm not saying that it magically heals it, but instead that it can help a lot over a long amount of time.
Also the things Taehyung is experiencing can be compared to what some trans people might be going through.
Not exactly the same but somewhat similar.
He doesn't feel like his body represents who he is. And just to make sure... no he doesn't actually want to be a girl.
He just wants to look a lot more feminine and delicate. Some of you might know that feeling.
Anyways I hope you enjoyed this💜
If you're looking for new stories to read don't hesitate to check out my other stories💞