Saturday Afternoon.
-❤This chapter has themes of depression, anxiety, addiction and suicide. If you suffer with any of these, please seek a professional therapist who can help you!❤-
{Natasha} You know what? Its beautiful outside today.
{Clint} Yeah the sun is setting and the sky is a lovely rose pink - quite romantic in my opinion.
{Natasha} Where I am, the sky is a sky blue...
{Clint} Well the sky is the sky, it's no big deal.
{Natasha} Where do you live then?
{Clint} Bit personal.
{Natasha} -.-
{Clint} Fine. I live Florida now, I moved.
{Natasha} Nice. I'm on holiday in Hawaii.
{Clint} Cool, with who?
{Natasha} No one. I'm so lonely...
{Clint} Aww, that sucks...
{Natasha} Don't get any ideas.
{Clint} I never have any ideas.
{Natasha} You're right about that.
{Bruce} You at the park yet?
{Thor} Yeah, we've only been here for about 5 minutes and Loki's already stolen a little kids scooter.
{Valkrie} Peter's chasing after him now.
{Clint} Poor child... 😂
{Scott} If I was that kid's dad I'd slap Loki's arse.
{Scott} In a completely non-gay way.
{Hope} I'd hope so...
{Scott} HAHA! You're called hope and you said hope and-
{Hope} Thats not funny Scott...
{Scott} In my brain it was!
{Hope} What brain?
{Bruce} Thor, did Peter teach you how to turn off caps-lock?
{Thor} Yes actually, he did.
{Bruce} Well done. It's like your speaking normally now.
{Thor} I PREFER THIS THOUGH.
{Bruce} *sigh* Well enjoy the park. I'm just popping out to help rocket build a ship made mostly out of Vibranium. Shuri is helping too.
{Wanda} Oh she was a sweet kid wasn't she? Shuri is such a smart young woman. She helped me and Vision back on Wakanda. 😊
{T'challa} She is anything but sweet...
{Wanda} What do you mean?
{T'challa} She steals your credit card when you walk out the room, plays loud music, she slams doors and shouts all the time. Swearing is a problem as well...
{Rhodey} Sounds like a moody teenager
{T'challa} She's more than that.
{Tony} I'm glad Peter's behaviour is that of angel.
{Rhodey} Tony Stank!!
{Bruce} Where have you been?
{Tony} In bed.
{Tony} What have I missed?
{Sam} Not much.
{Rhodey} Peter's at the park with Thor, Loki and Valkrie. And Bruce is going out to help T'challa, Rocket and Shuri.
{Tony} Is he ok?
{Thor} Yep, he's such a lovely kid! 😊
{Bruce} How's your hangover Tony?
{Tony} I've been cured by the Doctor. 😏
{Wong} I told you not in the sanctum.
{Tony} Who cares?
{Wong} I do. You better clean up your mess!
{Tony} Stephen your washing the plates.
{Stephen} Fineeee.
{Wong} Wait what were you doing?
{Tony} Eating sandwiches of course! Boy was it delicious...
{Wong} Thats all you did for 4 hours?
{Tony} Uhh... yes.
{Wong} You know I have ears.
{Tony} We didn't make that much noise...
{Wong} You could've fooled me. 😑
{Steve} Tony, I want to speak to you in private.
{Steve} Without Stephen or Bucky.
{Steve} Look, I know you hate me but I want to give you a proper apology.
{Steve} How does the New York Coffee Shop sound?
{Tony} I don't want to be alone.
{Steve} I wanted us to have a conversation. Just us two.
{Tony} I go with Stephen or I don't go at all.
{Stephen} Tony...
{Loki} CAN I COME?
{Tony} Fuck no.
{Bucky} HOW DID YOU GET BACK IN?!?!
{Loki} LIFE FINDS A WAY SON.
{Bucky} WHEN DID THAT EVER HAPPEN?
{Loki} I REALLY WANT TO COME!!
{Bucky} That somehow rhymes. If you say hap-in and not Hap-en. Nvm...
{Tony} No.
{Loki} YES.
{Tony} No.
{Loki} YES.
{Tony} What are you gonna do, cry? Piss your pants? Maybe shit and cum?
{Loki} All of the above.
{Steve} Heh... I understood that reference.
{Tony} Stfu Steve.
{Steve} Just arrive at 9am and we'll sort it out.
{Tony} It's not that easy...
{Steve} It's just getting a coffee and chat.
{Tony} I can't...
{Steve} Oh stop being a wussy! 😂
{Tony} Look, I have anxiety and depression Steve. I've had it for years, I get panic attacks regularly. Bruce, Peter and Steph are the only ones that seem to care. I hate going out, one little thing could flick the switch and I'll pass out on the floor. I'll be all alone. I have an addiction problem. I can't stop drinking, I just can't. One day I'll get a fucking gun and that'll be it. I wouldn't have to live my life as Ironman - the man who fucked up everything, the man who built a machine that almost destroyed the planet, the man who became a fucking alcoholic, the man who let his wife die...
{Steve} I am so sorry... I... I didn't think...
{Natasha} You just gave me a mental breakdown, I'm actually crying.
{Bruce} Aww Tony, I'm always here for you whenever you feel upset and what happened to Pepper was not you.
{Thor} NO MAN OF IRON PLEASE BE HAPPY!
{Bucky} I feel like that's partly my fault, I'm sorry.
{Rhodey} Don't you dare do that.
{Sam} Damn. You need therapy!
{Clint} Remember, it wasn't your fault.
{Stephen} Tony I love you so much, even though your an arrogant asshole, I will always be with you. Your not alone, you have Peter. Nothing was your fault, never blame yourself!
{Steve} I didn't think I was capable of doing that much emotional damage. I feel really bad now... 😞
{Bucky} Don't worry Steve! It wasn't just you.
{Bruce} Tony has been bottling it up for a year now. Pepper's death had a big impact on him. It's not you Steve who is attacking him, its himself.
{T'challa} Damn. Powerful words from a wise man.
{Natasha} You know what we need to do? We need to each have a long chat with him and help numb the pain he is feeling.
{Steve} I'm going to the sanctum.
{Natasha} What?
{Bucky} Steve are you sure? ❤
{Steve} Tony's my best friend.
AUTHORS NOTE:
DONT WORRY THIS IS GOING TO BE THE MOST DEPRESSING THIS STORY GETS. All Tony stans (like me) will get the happy Tony they deserve!