He panicked at what she just said. "Sera what do you mean?...are you doubting me?"
He questioned her, he didn't know why she would ask such question. They were doing great why did this have to happen? He was really nervous and...he was scared to lose her, to lose her love and trust
"John!! I... I've had enough lies already... please if you don't want me to leave tell me the truth....im sick of lies" she said as she felt her whole being break and choke on the words that came out of her mouth, it hurts that he lied to her and he keeps lying now and deceiving her...she doesn't understand why his lying to her. I mean who wouldn't be scared if the person they love and trust lies to them about something so important. She's got enough lies for one day, she wants the truth
"John...just tell me please" she begged him
"I-im scared to tell anything to you Sera" he was scared she would leave him and hate him like everyone
"I wont, i know how it feels like to be treated like shit and treated like some treasure...you understand right?" She questioned him
"I do...ill tell you but theirs a condition" he said but doubting she'll agree to such conditions but he hoped she'd understand "What is it?" She questioned him again
"Promise me to never question what i did and why i did it, promise me to never leave me even if it means you hating me but still beside me waiting...i know its absurd but.....i dont wanna lose you not now or...ever again" he said, he knew it was a risk to tell her, he didn't want her to leave. He will do anything for her, he just hopes she'll understand and not leave him...Cause even if she left, he wont let her...even if it means her hating him in the end
"I promise without a doubt...i trust you" she said in a comforting voice, even if the world was his enemy she won't leave him and will always stay beside him...like what he always do to her, stay beside her even when everyone didn't want her, she was accepted by him, she loves him to that extent
"Here goes nothing then" he said, from start to finish on what happened in his life, why he was expelled to why the officials know him and why and how he got there. Fr start to finish no detail left out not one bit, "that's how i got here...and tried to be more Ordinary, it wasn't easy to be powerless but...but i managed, from being a someone on top and to becoming powerless. I hurt people... physical or mentally im bad news...but will you still accept a fallen king?" He pleaded as he looked down on his foot, not daring to look into her eyes as he told every single bad thing he did, from violence to betrayal. He was feeling doubtful when he felt his cheeks touch something warm, someone cupped his cheeking making him look straight at her eyes, that was glimmering with tears
She giggled "i told you I'd always accept you....even if the world doesn't" she whispered close to his ears "i love you John...dont forget that" she said as she took him in her warm and gentle arms.