Guys, I am so, so sorry I haven't updated in forever. To me, it honestly seems like I haven't updated in weeks, I don't know about you guys. I feel so, so bad. I literally have just not been motivated at all. I don't know what's going on with me, but I apologize so sincerely. I just can't, it seems like, and I've been having a super rough time coping with my band director basically being forced to resign. I honestly cry almost every day because of it, which may be pathetic, but if any of you are super close to a teacher, then find out that they were forced to leave and you're probably not going to see them for a while, you'd probably be a wreck too.
So, yeah, I apologize so, so much for not updating. I literally feel so incredibly horrible, but please, don't hate me. I just, I really don't know why I cannot write. I might try this weekend here, but I'm honestly not making any promises.
I hope you guys still care about this story ... but, if not, I totally understand. It sucks ass and it's just not flowing like I want it. I've comtemplated rewriting it (I actually have a new story of this book started, and really, I probably will rewrite it).
I'm just so, so sorry again. I feel horrible. Please, don't hate me.