WARNING: This chapter contains sexual content viewers discretion is advised.
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-Logan-
Cole's been moping around ever since his last training, three days ago. Leon's been AWOL and all the others are training or have this or the other errand to do. All in all I think they're avoiding Cole. No doubt Leon told them what happened and because of Cole's past they're scared. Scared of what? I don't know.
I've been staying with Cole at his grandmother's house. At first the house gave me the creeps, the animal head all over the walls especially in Cole's room. I had to take them down, that was just sick, the fact that someone would take a life just so they can say yeah I caught this or that. Humans a lot of them are sick people. Cole told me how he had asked his grandmother if he could take them down and she said no they were to honour his grandfather's memory. What kind of honour do you get from slaughtering innocent animals? What kind of honour comes from hanging their empty caracasses upon your walls lying on your floors? That's just wrong and immoral.
I couldn't help think what Joey would say if she say this, she loves animals. she'd probably say something like ' Poor dearies I can't believe people would do such a thing to innocent creatures." I haven't seen Joey since, the encounter with Stacie a week ago. I hope she's doing OK. I can't help but worry about her but I know she's tougher than she looks. She'll be OK, I'll check up on her tomorrow.
I laid in the bed and watch Cole as he slept. He looked so innocent when he sleeps, like a little boy all curled up to my side, his fingers light splaying over my chest. His soft, pink lips lightly parted as he breathed softly. Golden hair tousled framing his face, as his lashes contrast against the subtle sharpness of his cheek bones. He was like an angel. My angel.
Shifting slightly I lowered my head to place a kiss on his forehead making my way down to his lips. I kiss his eyelids and watched as they fluttered open, uncovering the rarest jewels in my eyes - his eyes- I smiled at him before going down to his mouth and brushing my lips against it, once, twice. I licked his bottom lip slowly and watched as his breath caught. I then peck his lips before gathering him up in my arms.
"Good morning babe." he blushed and lowered his head before returning my greeting. I placed my hand under his chin, so that he would meet my eyes. "Don't do that, don't hide your face. I want to be able to look into your eyes. They're beautiful." His blush which was now receding came back full force. I could see that it took a lot for him to no drop his head. I think it had to do with the fact that my hand was still holding his chin. I cupped his cheeks between my palms and looked into his eyes. he blush grew darker as his eye flitted about looking at everything except directly at me.
"Why?" his eyes strayed to my face for a second before darting away looking at the wall intently. "Why what?" he asked.
"Why is it that you can't look at me for more than a few seconds or sometimes don't look at me directly?" This has been plaguing me for a while, at first I thought he was just shy, but then I watched him interact with others and even though he doesn't stare he looks at them longer than he looks at me. Maybe I'm jealous but I don't care I want him to look at me.
"Uum..." he glance at me uncertainly before lowering his eyes again. See what I mean.
"Do you think I'm ugly?" yeah I know I sound insecure but you would feel insecure if your mate couldn't even look at you for even a second. "What?" his head snapped up his gaze piercing mine. "..no I don't think you're ugly, I think you're the most handsome guy I've ever seen. That's why..." he trailed off.
"Why what?" I had to know, he thought I was handsome so why doesn't he look at me?
"Because you look like some kind of Greek God and I'm so plain; every time I look at you I can't help wondering why does he like me. I feel so average and I know you said I shouldn't but I can't help it that's just the way I think and feel. Every time I look in your eyes I feel like I'm going to fall and I don't want to fall if you're not going to catch me. I know I should trust you to and I do. I just can't seem to let go..so yeah."
"Cole you are in no way, plain. You're beautiful never ever forget that. I mean I was feeling insecure, thinking you find me unattractive. We all feel insecure sometimes. You say you trust me so don't fight yourself to let go, I was just curious or feeling insecure whichever. When it's time for you to really let go it'll come to you naturally. As long as you never leave me and I get to hold you in my arms I can wait." I nuzzle my nose behind his ear breathing softly, a smirk made its way on my lips when he shuddered. I love the way his body react to me, I lick the shell of his ear listening to his breathing as it increase. I move my ministrations to his neck licking and sucking trying to find his soft spot. Licking along his jawline I moved to the right side of his neck, slightly nibbling when I heard a sharp intake of breath, Bingo.This was good, his soft spot was in the same place as where I have to bite him to claim him. I have a feeling that sex with Cole was going to be beyond unbelievable, my mark on him will make that part of his body sensitive to my touch, put my mark on a part of his body that is already sensitive. Oh god. I just wanted to take him, right now.
I continued nibbling and sucking on his neck until he was writhing and bucking under me. His erection brushed against mine the friction of the fabric between us causing me to growl low and deep which in turn cause him to moan. I claim his lips in a heated kissed as I trailed my hands up and under his shirt, wandering his chest. Cole wrapped his legs around my waist causing our members to brush against each other repeatedly as he grinded on me. i pulled back to look as Cole as he laid under me. God he look sexy, his hair tousled from sleep and his lips swollen and glistening from my kisses, his eyes sparkling. He had that after sex look which was so hot and we haven't even had sex.
My wolf was going crazy seeing him sprawled out like this ready for the taking. For a guy thta said he couldn't let go, he didn't seem to be having a problem, a few seconds ago. Not that I'm complaining. I leaned down and kissed him soflty before sitting up and pulling him up with me.
"Do you want to go on a date with me?" I ask staring into his eyes. The last few days haven't been a good one so I think this will help cheer him up. Plus we haven't done anything like this since he accepted me as his mate.
"Yeah I'd love to." he smiled.
***
"So where are we going?" Cole asked as he pulled a blue graphic shirt over his head.
"I'm not telling, it's a surprise." I smiled at his disgruntled look. I couldn't wait to start this date I hope he loved it. I'd already set up things for the date earlier when Cole was showering so everything was prepared.
Leading Cole out of the house, we walked around the back. We walked for about ten minutes before we came to our destination. There was a big weeping willow tree in middle of the clearing, beside it was a beautiful lake, filled with fishes. I had found this place when I was wondering about in the first few weeks after meeting Cole. I was once again sad that I didn't get to see my beautiful mate when I walked around unconscious of my surroundings only to stumble upon this beautiful place I had vowed that when I got Cole to be mine I would take him here.
Now here he was looking around the area, eyes shining with awe. This had been one of the places I wanted to take him when went touring the town but obviously because of circumstances it didn't happen. And at the time I didn't think it ever would but now here we are together.
"It's so beautiful, look at those fishes!" he exclaimed as he went closer to the edge of the lake. "Oh my gosh that one's purple!" I watched as with child like innocence he placed his hand in the lake keeping it still in the hopes that one of the fishes would come closer to it. His patience was in vain as the purple fish swam nears his hand the fin tickling Cole's palm, causing him to giggle. Oh I love that sound it's so child like and free.
He looked over at me and smiled and I vowed in that moment that I would do everything in my power to keep that look on his face, the look of happiness. I held my hand out to him and watched as he rose up and took it wordlessly. We walked towards were the weeping willow stood strong the leaves softly swaying in gentle breeze. Letting go of his hand once we stood in front of the tree I part the branches and ushered him under ignoring his questioning look.
"Oh my gosh! Did you do this today?" he turned to me to see my nod before surveying the scene before us. The ground was covered with petals, a picnic basket was near the root of the tree on a picnic mat. Under the foliage of the tree was dark except for when the light would filter in every time the leaves swayed in the wind.
"Do you like it?" I asked nervously, at first I thought it was a good idea, it was simple I know but I didn't think Cole would want something extravagant he was a outdoor nature kind of person. That much I got from our time together. And this seem like the perfect thing for a date. Now with him here I'm actually doubting it.
"No! I love it!," he came over a planted a small kiss on my lips. I couldn't help put be stunned, that was the first time he'd ever initiated a kiss. I couldn't help the grin that spread across my face as I lead him to the mat.
***
-Cole-
I can't believe that Logan went through all this for me. No one had ever done anything remotely like this for me in my life. I really did love him, wolf and all he was the best thing to happen to me and there was no way I was letting him go. He had went all out the picnic was great, he'd pack all my favourite foods. I didn't even know that he knew what I like. Which kind of made me feel a bit bad with all the training and everything we haven't gotten to know each other that well. that would change I want to know everything about him and I want him to know everything about me.
I was currently laying down on the mat listening to the sounds of nature and Logan's steady heartbeat from where my head was resting on his chest as he ran his hand through my hair. I turned over so I was facing him and he looked down at me curiously. I stared into eyes so intense I felt like he could see right through me then came the falling sensation and this time i didn't fight it. He said he would catch me and I trusted him. I mean after all, all he's done is try to make me happy and for the first time in my life I was. I felt wanted and loved.
"Thanks." I whispered to him. He looked at me puzzlingly. "For what?" he asked.
"For this date, for being there for me, for loving me, for being my Wolfie the first friend I ever had." He smiled at me lovingly. "Don't thank me Cole, I'd do anything and be anything for you. I love you."
"I love you too." I replied. As soon as the words left my mouth I was on my back with Logan hovering over me. His eyes filled with love and desire. A desire so intense that I couldn't help but respond to it. He lowered his head and kissed me. The kiss was hot, it was passionate and filled with love.
He licked and sucked, delving into every inch of my mouth. He nibbled my lips and I couldn't stop the whimper that came from my lips. That caused him to growl low in his throat, bloody hell the sound was sexy as hell. He broke the kiss and started licking and nibbling along my jaw down to my neck. His leg slipped between my thighs as he suckled on one particular part of my neck....my soft spot. At the feel of his teeth lightly scraping against my skin I arched forward rubbing my member against his leg. I hissed at the feel the friction so good.
I was so lost in the heat of the moment the lust, clouding my vision I didn't realise that Logan had manage to take of my shirt. How the hell did I miss that? All thoughts was once again dash from my mind as Logan took a nipple in his mouth tugging it. I moaned as his hands wander my body his mouth alternating from my right nipple to left as he sucked and lightly scrape his teeth against them making them rock hard. Oh god.
My breathing which was already unsteady quickened as he slowly got lower to the top of my jeans. He slowly teasingly licked along the line of my stomached his tongue occasionally sliping under the material of my jeans. Suddenly he stopped and raised his head looking at me. I whine at the lost of his touch. His eyes stared at me burning with an intesity that caused me to feel hot all over.
"Oh god Cole I want you so badly." His voice almost send me over the edge, it was low and husky, adn filled with desire. I felt my body react to his words but I couldn't help the nervous feelings that started to creep in. I've never done anything like this before, what if I wasn't good? Would he be disapponinted? Oh geez. I shook my head I couldn't let doubts set in. I love Logan and he would love me no matter what.
I felt my face heating up at the words I was going to say. "Make love to me Logan." he growled at my words his eyes turning even darker if that was possible. "As you wish." he growled.
In a flash my jeans were off and I was completely bare before him. I felt my face flushed as his eyes looked me over hungrily. "You're so beautiful" he said as he claimed my mouth. The kiss was soft, loving. His hand glided down my body leaving burning hot trail that had me writhing against him. My leg brushed against his member that was straining his jeans. He gasped at the contact and before I know his clothes were off too.
My eyes widened in shock as I look at him for the first time completely naked. He was huge. I felt the nerves coming back full force, there way no way that thing was going inside me. Logan must have noticed my sudden discomfort as he lowered him self on me whispering."Don't worry I'll be gentle." I nodded I trust him.
he kissed me softly, trying to make me relax and after a moment it work as I melted into him as his tongue worrked it's magic prodding and plunging into my mouth bfore retreating and bringing my tongue along for the ride as he sucked on it. I felt his hands lowered as he grabbed my member. I gasped and he just deepened the kiss. He stroke my shaft slowly at first before building up a rythm I arched against him as my hips buck. It wasn't long before he had me whimpering and writhing below him in a hot sexual mess.
He stopped stroking me as he placed his two fingers in my mouth. I instantly start sucking on them as he continued his ministrations. He remove his hands from my lips replacing them with his mouth as he began preparing me. At the first intrusion I stiffened before allowing my self to relax I felt as he moved his two fingers around before adding a third. I couldn't help the sounds that were coming from my mouth. God I'd never felt like this before. With Logan everything just felt natural like this was how it's meant to be. Suddenly his fingers left there place inside me as he slowly slipped his shaft inside. The pain was intense and I couldn't bear it I wanted to scream for him to take it out but I couldn't find my voice.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" he said kissing me repeatedly as he waited for me to adjust to him. It felt like forever before the pain reduce and I slowly nodded my head signalling to him that he could moved. he started off slowly before building up and soon he was moving fast as I bucked and arched against him. Logan started moving faster pistoning into me, bringing me to the edge, before I toppled off completely he sunk his teeth into my neck. My body ache and throb with intense pleasure as with a cry of Logan's name I came down from my high. Shortly after Logan came crying out my name.
"You're mine!" he growled licking at the spot where he bit me." I shivered at the feeling. I was his and he was mine.
I laid there completely spent wrapped in Logan's arms, Listening to the sounds of nature and Logan's almost steady heartbeat. I think this is the best date I'll ever go on.
"I love you Cole." Logan whispered
"Love you too." I mumble as sleep claimedmy tired body.
A/N Oh My God what did I write? O.O Well who saw that coming >.> and don't lie. Seriously guys tell me what you think was hte scene good? ok? should I give up and never attempt to write scenes like this tell me I want to know. As this is my first tiem writign a sex scene :/