Life just keeps getting worse, man
In the summer I actually felt appreciated and cared about.
I had my small group of internet friends
I had my irl squad.
Had a relationship.
What do I have now?
Worsened mental issues. A dysfunctional family. Even small group of friends. Useless and never-going-to-happen hopes and dreams. Irl friend group is basically dead, it feels like I've lost a friend.
I'm single. I ruined that one for myself.
Is my life doomed to be one big mess?
Is that the type of person I'm doomed to be? Absolutely hopeless and useless?
Feels that way.