8 MONTH AGO
(6 month+2 week) / 26th week
When Kit realised that baby's heart beat is actually not heard from doppler. Then due to shock (because his body was already became weaker due to his illness.) he became faint. Then Singto quickly called doctor Pak who was Kit's consultent doctor. Then doctor Pak said "Bring him hospital immediately."
Pho hurridly goes downstair he started the car and Singto quickly lifted Kit in his arm and brought him to the car and carefully sat him into the car. Then he too goes inside the car and by holding Kit's head. He put Kit's head on his lap and Mae sat in front seat of car beside Pho's seat. Then without wasted anytime they went for hospital.
Outside the hospital door, nurses were already there with stretcher. They quickly lay Kit on the stretcher and nurses leaded the stratcher inside the hospital and Singto and his mae-pho followed the stretcher which held by hospital staff.
When Singto reached the ward where doctor Pak and his staff was taking Krist into the OPD. Singto asked to doctor with very depressed and nervous face "Doctor Pak please tell me! Please tell me what happened to Krist? Please!"
"Wait! Mr. Prachaya. Just let me check him first." Doctor said to Singto while walking inside the OPD with nurses whose were taking Kit on stretcher.
After checking Kit's nerves, doctor gave the injection to Kit and nurses inserted the medicine saline into Kit hand's nerves.
Singto was watching all these things impatiently with fear of losing his wife while sitting next to Kit's bed and Mae and Pho were waiting outside the OPD room.
Doctor said with heavy breath "What we were afraid of the same thing happened Mr. Prachaya. Due to chemo medicine, baby's heartbeat became slow. We have to take decision."
"What kind of decision doctor Pak?" Singto asked Nervously while holding tight Kit's hand.
"It's that, What do you want, baby or mother?" Doctor asked.
"What?" Singto shocked.
"Yes! Mr. Prachaya. Due to chemo medicines, mother's blood became toxic for baby and baby's heart facen difficulties for pumping the impure blood. That's why baby's heart beat became slow. It's the early symptom that the treatment is showing side effect on baby. Later it will show more worse side effect on baby. And if we will not use this medicine then Mrs. Prachaya's condition will become more worse. And if we try to save baby then your wife's life will be in danger. So you have to take decision that whether you want to terminate this pregnancy or you want to save Mrs. Prachaya's life?"
Singto was can't understanding anything on that time. Doctor said "After sometime Mrs. Prachaya will come to his senses. And I knew already his wish. But according to our hospital policy we can't take decision according to patient untill their guardian will not allow us to follow patient wish. So you have to hurry to take decision. I can understand your condition Mr. Prachaya. We will try to use our complete skill to save both baby and mother. But we have to think the main extremity of this case too Mr. Prachaya."
From the start, Singto's preference was Krist. But on the other side he also thought about, what will be the reaction of Kit? When he knows that without knowing him I took that decision to save him not our baby. Singto was aware about that fact. If he will take decision to save Kit not the baby. Then the whole life Kit will not forgive him for taking that decision. But for Singto these all things didn't matter at all. His only wish was to save his wife's life. It sounds somewhere selfish. But Singto's situation made him selfish. That's why he choosen Kit's life not baby. Only Singto can understand his feeling on that time, to saving his love's life he was going to end his own baby's life. The baby they had been living with her for 7 months was about to die.
Doctor said to Singto "Baby's heart beat is becoming more slow Mr. Prachaya. Tell me immediately what is your decision?"
On that time Singto was standing with mae and pho outside the ward room. And he told everything about his decision related to Kit's condition. Mae was only crying and Pho said with heavy heart "We know that son, whatever you taking decision will be right for every one and.." before that Singto tightly hugged Pho and said with teary eyes "I want them Pho, I want them both. But I can't do anything except that."
"No son! No! you took right decision. Don't feel guilty. May be God gave our grandchild only 7 months of life. Don't consider yourself responsible for this." Mae said that while caressing on Singto's back. When he hugged pho.
Dr. Pak was standing there for asking to Singto.
"Yes Mr. Prachaya. Except that we can't do any thing. And we will put our whole effort to save them both. if we leave the baby inside mother's womb. Then baby can't breath or live and she will die after 1 or 2 days. And that will not good for mother too. And we operate the baby then we might save the both or might save the one at least. But we can't sure that after operation what will be the condition of mother. So you have to take quick decision." Doctor said to Singto.
Meanwhile one nurse came to the doctor and said "Doctor, patient is now concious."
Dr. Pak goes quickly when Mae -Pho also followed to dr. Then Dr. Pak said "Sorry Mr. and Mrs. Perawat but Mrs. Prachaya's condition is critical I can't allow you to meet your son now. Wait for while."
Dr. said to Singto "You have to come with me."
Mae was still crying. So pho gave side hug to mae to console her that 'Believe in god Keaw'
Then Pho came to Singto and said "Don't worry dear. All will be alright."
After getting some emotional incouragement from his in-laws. Singto felt strength to handle the situation. Then he goes with doctor in ODP room.
Singto said to Kit "Hon how you feeling?"
Kit mummured "Sing what happened to our baby?" While touching his baby bump.
Singto said "Our baby is fine. But the only thing is our baby wants to come outside now." Singto fake chuckled
"What? But how?" Kit asked little changing his position upward on bed.
"Mrs. Prachaya calm. It will be premature delievery." Dr. Pak said
"But why?" Krist asked with fearful.
Singto told the half truth to Kit and said "Baby's heart beat became slow. And if dr. will not operate now. Then it will bad for baby. So that's why..."
Kit breaked his talk and asked to doctor "Dr. But is it fine if my baby will birth before time?"
Then Singto said "All will be good and fine. Don't panic Kit."
Nurse prepared Kit for taking him in operation theater. And dr. Pak called Singto in his cabine.
Dr. Pak explained the whole circumstances while the operation to Singto in his cabine and said "And remember most important thing Mr. Prachaya we have to keep concious Mrs. Prachaya during the whole operation procedure. Because if he will become unconsious in the middle of operation. Then may be we couldn't save at least one too. So you have to keep this think in your mind during operation. You've to continue talk or keep concious your wife. Cause we can't make him unconsious. It will drops baby's pulse more and we will not able to save the baby."
Singto said "Okay dr. I'll do it. I want my wife and baby both."
"Hope for the best." dr. said that and goes for OT.
Singto goes to Krist in OT and said him while wipping Kit's forehead sweat "I'm here see! Don't be tensed okay" Singto smiled and kissed Kit's forehead. So that all that will be bearable for Kit.
Dr. said to Kit before giving cut on his lower belly "Mrs. Prachaya some sensation you'll feel but not too much. Only like ants are biting. Okay?"
"Hm" Kit's nodded his head. Coz he was wearing oxygen mask.
While seeing his wife's condition and pain Singto was also fighting with his own fear and emotions. But he had to be strong in front of his ill wife and that's why he stick his calm smile for Kit.
When dr. gave first insertion on Kit. "Aahh!" Sound came out from Kit's covered mouth *whine in hindered voice
Singto held more tight Kit's hand while seeing his wife in pain. He just turned his face other side from Kit and made his face normal. Coz Singto became more senstive than Kit on that time. It was very painful to see his love in that condition and dreadful pain.
Kit shows thumbs up to Singto for telling him that I'm okay. So that Singto can feel normal and he don't try to make his face normal on Kit's face.
Then Singto whispered while little smile "Yah! I know you are my brave wife. And you can do anything."
While hiding his real pain Kit blinked his eyes in yes while trying to make his face smiley for Singto.
"My beautiful wife" Singto whispered with smile, having little wet eyes. And he caressed Kit hand which he holded in his hand.
45 MINUTE PASSED
Everything was going well till now when Krist's eyes started closing.
"Kit! Kit! Don't close your eyes."
'Hmm'
"Don't close your eyes."
'Hm' Kit was answering while slowly closing his eyes.
"Dr.! Dr.! Kit closing his eyes." Singto panic
Kit's taking heavy and long breath "Um... haaaa...... ummm...... haaaaaaa....."
"Dr. Patient's heart beat becoming slow" Nurse said in panic
"Sav...e ou..r.. ba..by Si...ng.." Kit kept repeating this until Kit's eyes closed.
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📖 Thank you for reading it.❤❤❤ I tried to explain the real scene. But my vocabulory is not that much good.😊😊😊