Yoongi's pov:-
Few days ago.....
Life sucks. Life sucks without hoseok. Honestly. It feels like shit. I hate this feeling! "Come on yoongi! Stop working. Let's go somewhere" siwon says as he sits in front of me in my office.
Ever since he is back and found that I am single, he is trying to get back. Firstly I thought meeting him will help me forget about hoseok. So I agreed to meet him couple of times. But it made me realise how it was great with hoseok and instead I feel more sad that life turned out this way.
Sometimes I feel like just going and grabbing hoseok. Kissing him like it's our last day on earth. But then moment later I remember how he cheated with Taehyung and anger fills me. I mean seriously. He not only lied to me about being nurse, he letted Taehyung kiss him?!
I mean no one can be this naive to be fooled like that. He knew Taehyung likes him and he still went near him behind my back! I guess he never loved me. He was just being with me as I was his master. That's what they are taught. I thought we could have normal relationship but that made him braver to be unfaithful.
"Yoongi?!!!!!!!" Siwon yells.
"I need to work siwon. Please leave."
"Oh come on! Stop being annoying ass" he stands and comes near. "I know you didn't have sex in months now. Don't you wanna feel good?!" He rests his hand on my shoulder and bends down. His breaths near my neck and ear.
I stay silent for a moment. He is right. After breaking up with hoseok, my life sucked. I just don't feel enjoying anything. I hate whenever I see couples. Annoying.
And as I am in my thoughts, he leans and presses his lips on mine. And before I realise anything, he is already kissing me. I used to feel kissing him when we were together. But now, it's nothing. I push him back. "What the hell min yoongi!" He looks angry.
"Leave me alone!" I say irritated and stand up going out! I just don't want to se him.
Present day....
I leave as soon as Taehyung mentions siwon's name. I am not seeing the guy! In fact I never contacted or replied him since the day he tried kissing me. But I don't want to clarify that. I just don't care what he thinks.
I come to my room and take my book to read. I causally lay on my bed, trying to involve my mind. Obviously hoseok is happy with Taehyung and I shouldn't care. But it still hurts me and makes me mad!
After few hours, I can't focus on anything. I just get weird feeling. Like something is wrong. Like I am gonna lose something. Yes I usually do miss hoseok. A lot. I don't show it. At least I try! But now it's worst feeling. I can't explain.
I pull my hair in frustration. Why I have to suffer! And until when?! Aren't these feelings should have gone by now?! Hate this.
"Aghhhhhh!!!" I shout in anger and irritation and finally go into Namjoon's room. I need to ask where the hell is him?! Something is wrong. I just get the feeling. I will just check on hoseok. From a distance off course. And once I will see him perfectly fine I will return. Only then I can feel ok, I guess. This is so embarrassing. I am so pathetic.
Jungkook's pov:-
"Okay. I will come too" Hoseok says following from behind. "Yes! You just have to look! It's so mesmerising from up here" I yell as I reach the top.
After few minutes he comes panting. He has such awful stamina. "Woahhh" he says looking down at valley. It's really beautiful. Green trees and little bit mist. It's not too cold but pleasantly cool. He starts taking photos.
Too bad it's gonna be his last memory. I stand behind his back. My plan was to push him down and not trying to hold him. It will be accidentally death. But I just can't push him as he turns and smiles and turns back taking photos.
What the hell I am doing? Why can't I push him? My plan was perfect and worked so far! Did I really started to care about him? I thought I was just acting to be friends.
But spending so much time together and he was so nice to me. I remember our memories together. I must be crazy. If he stays alive, Taehyung will go for him. And that means I can never be happy.
Okay I admit it's harder than I thought. But I have no choice. I have to be bold and just do it. "Kookie let's take photo together" he says smiling. Why is he so naive?!
Sometimes I don't believe yoongi really thinks he cheated. I mean he just so innocent. If I were yoongi I would have thought that someone might have framed him. Too bad yoongi can't see beyond his anger. He is jealous and possessive I guess. And that's why he can't accept the fact that hoseok and Taehyung kissed.
"Kookie!!!" He shouts again and I come out of my thoughts. "No!! I don't want to" I say. I can't create any proofs of being with him just before working on my plan. It's dangerous for me if police gets involved.
He pouts instantly. "Why not?!" Ahhhh why is he so cute?! May be taking a photo in my phone won't be that bad. I can keep it to myself. I don't want to make him sad just before you know...
"Because your camera sucks. What I meant is I will take our selfie" he smiles. "Okay hehe"
We take selfies as we are still at the top and near the edge. It's risky but he seems to be so confident that nothing will happen to him. Like I could protect.
"Let me take in mine as well" he says and before I could say anything he takes photos. This is bad. I can't leave any proofs in his phone. "Nooo!! Don't!" I say as I try to snatch his phone. He bends behind to avoid me and looses his balance.
He shouts as he falls behind into valley. Isn't this what I wanted!? Having him disappeared? I didn't hav to do anything. It's really an accident. But before I could focus, intuitively I try to hold his hand trying to save him.
But as he grabs me, out weights gets added and both lose control. We both shouts as we both fall behind. "Grab that" I say and he does. We hold on the big rods from the half construction. This is bad. Why did I try to save him!?
"What happened? Are we gonna die?" He cries as he hold on the different rod beside me. Our bodies in air as we try to hold. We can't look down. It's deep valley. If we loose our grip we will die for sure.
"Don't worry hoseok. We will make it" I say trying to calm him. "How?!!"
"I don't know but whatever happenes don't leave the rod. Hold on to it and don't look down"
He panics. And honestly I am panicking too. I am such a fool. I can't do anything right.
There is no way anyone can save us. Taehyung is in family meeting and no one knows we have come here. That was whole motive behind my plan.
"Jungkook ah! What can we do?! I don't wanna die like this?! I wanna see yoongi. Jin. Is this punishment for me?!" He cries.
"Hoseok stop it. Let me think. We can't lose hope" I say but I am not sure. Ahhh this is not what I thought would be.
Namjoon's pov:-
"Let's stop meeting each other"
I feel like someone just stabbed me. Right into my heart. Again. Why is he doing this?! Can't he see I love him so much? Obviously he loves me too. I can feel it. Then why all this drama?
I know I wasn't right controlling him. But he was my personal slave after all. I bought him and that's how it works. But I always pampered him and worshiped his body. I never did anything bad like other evil masters do. Yes it wasn't like normal relationship but I loved him and cared for him. And I do. Still.
As soon as he wanted to be free and not a slave anymore, I accepted it. I am trying hard to change and accept new him. But now it's going beyond my patience. I mean come on, I am man with needs. I can't stay away from him. I need him.
"What did you just say!!" I say sarcastically.
"You heard me well Namjoon."
"So I said baby. I said sorry. How can you-"
"It's not only because of that! This friends thing obviously not working"
"Yes it's not! We can never be just friends. Because we love each other. You know that" I say still trying not to show anger.
"Namjoon please. Don't do this. I need my time alone. I don't wanna date or be in relationship. I agreed to meet you because we were trying friendship. But if it's not working I think we should continue this" he says calmly and my anger boils.
"Stop it. Just stop it. Stop hurting us."
"There is no us" he says tying to get up from my bed. But I hold his wrist. Tightly. "Namjoon let me go"
"You must be f*cking kissing right! How can you do this? How can you become so cold?"
"Namjoon let go. Please. You are hurting my wrist" he struggles his hand.
I pull him back and his body drops on bed. I immediately get on top of him. I grab both of his hands, pinning over his head. He looks surprised and little scared. "What are you doing?!" He panics.
We have been together for so long and yet I feel so much nervous. Having him under me. I lick my lips as I stare into his beautiful eyes. Oh I love him so much. Why can't he just let us live happily. I lean, closing the distance between us. He gulps staring back. Sweaty.
"Jinnie! Baby" I emphasise on the words in his ears. His body gets chills. "I want you" I say confidently. I lick his earlobe. His breathing becomes uneven. "Namjoon...no please"
I press my body on his. I hold his both hands in one and my other hand travels inside his pants over his clothed member. I palm it and he hisses. Trying to hold the moans. I chuckle seeing how much influence I still have over him. Oh baby you are just made for me. Don't deny.
"You say different but your body says different" I tease. His breath catches. After teasing his member enough I take over his pink buds. Rubbing on top of them. "Ahhh" he softly moans. As his mouth opens I smash my lips on his. Pushing my tongue inside, kissing him hard. He is mine. Only mine. I need to remind him.
Gosh I missed these lips so much. I kiss him until his face becomes pink, due to lack of air while my hand torturing his nipples. He is already looking a mess. My lips suck on his milky skin. His neck and then towards his chest. Unbuttoning the fabric in process.
He pants but doesn't fight. I want him so bad. I lost myself as I bite and smooch on soft spot earning cute moans. How much I missed this. I can sense us getting hard. My fingers knid on his flesh. Grabbing his ass under the cloth.
As I make a mark on his collarbone, I go up taking those juicy lips again. Making them more plump by biting and sucking. But he still doesn't kiss me back. Only let's me kiss. I look at him. Uncertainty in his eyes.
I am wrong considering he loves me? Did he change his heart? He doesn't want me anymore?! I stop my actions looking for answers in his eyes. Why hasn't he fallen for me yet?! Why he doesn't want this yet?
He remains silent. His eyes teary. "Jin" I call him softly.
He doesn't look at me.
"Jin, why aren't you kissing me back?"
"Does it matter?! You would what you want anyway. So go ahead. Take what you desire. I won't fight" he says numbly. And that hurts more than what he said earlier.
"Jin, Don't you love me anymore?" I ask sitting up. My voice cracking. I knew he wanting to become independent but I always thought he still loves me. Needs me.
He remains silent. I look away. Embarrassed. Have I lost him? I release him and stand up. I look at him one last time. He stay lying on the bed. Looking at different direction. His shirt half way removed by me. He doesn't bother to cover. I just take my jacket and walk out.
I think it's over. For real this time!
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