Edited- March 6, 2019
Three months later
Today I have a show with Bianca dela and Courtney and Courtney and Bianca started dating like 2 months ago ugh but I can't worry about them I have to worry about me.
At the gig
So I was about to finish my makeup when I heard someone say something
Be- you look gorgeous
Knowing it was dela I jumped up and ran to hug her
Ad- I missed you soooo much!
Be- haha I missed you too
Ad- you don't even understand!
B- h-hi
Bianca said quietly as she walked into to room
Fuck she looks hot! No adore stop she has Courtney!
Be- hi Bianca
Ad- hey
I whispered
C- hi!
She was happy today
B- hi babe
They kissed I was very jealous but I have to ignore it!
Ad- Fuck!
Be- what the matter love?
Ad- nothing I just have to finish my makeup
I continue to finish my makeup then it came to my eyeliner
Ad- FUCKKK
I screamed
Be- What's the matter hun?!?
Ad- I can't finish my fucking eyeliner!!
Be- let me help
She did my eyeliner I open my eyes once she finished
Ad- thanks
Be- you're welcome
During my part
So I was after Bianca and I was very nervous
She was finishing up and she called my name
B- now please welcome to the stage adore!
I walked up to the stage
B- good luck
She whispered in my ear I smiled
Ad- are y'all mother fuckers ready!
I screamed and received lots of cheers
I sang I adore you and dtf plus 6 more
Ad- ok everyone I made a new song for that one person we want to love but know we will never be able to love it's a new song do y'all want to hear it?
I received lots of cheers the beat came on and I sang I can't love you
Baby you're a work of art
A shooting star
Lighting up the darkness
So lucky that we found this, yeah
You know you've got me losing sleep
I can't believe the beauty of this moment
It's all I've ever wanted
But I can't love you
[Chorus x2:]
I can't love you today
I can't love you tomorrow
I can't love you anyway
I can't love you anyhow
I can't love you, love you
I love the way you touch my lips
You live to kiss
The freckles on my shoulder
So I can pull you closer, yeah
Some people search all their lives for what we've got
A fairytale in motion
With hearts deep as the ocean
But I can't love you
[Chorus x2]
Wrote a chapter full of us
Just to burn it up
I can't love you, love you [x2]
Tied to bed with bright green eyes
Just to come undone
But I can't love you
[Chorus x2]
I finished singing and I was so proud of myself! I had a lot of people cheering
Ad- alright that was to end of the show did you all enjoy it?
Lots of cheers erupted the room I just smiled
Ad- Party! Love you all bye!
I screamed and blew a kiss I walked off stage and dela hugged me
Be- you did amazing!
Ad- thanks
I giggled
B- good job Courtney and dela awesome job adore
I smiled and looked at dela I stared into her eyes when have a stare off it's normal haha our faces got closer then she sneezed
Ad- bless you dork
We both laughed I kissed her on her cheek
Ad- I'm going to get de-dragged bye!
As I was de-dragging Bianca came in
B- hey can we talk