Amara's POV
I walked into the throne room looking for Cersei but instead finding my father declaring that by Robert's last words he was to be in charge till Joffrey comes of age .
Just as I immediately expected Joffrey wasn't having and neither was Cersei .
"I AM THE KING"
Joffrey excalmimed in his rather high pitched voice . Cersei then intervened as usual by saying
"give me that"
My father then handed her Robert's testament . Which she ripped up whilst saying carelessly
"arrest him"
At hearing this I grew angrier than ever if she 'loved me' she would never place my father under arrest .
"WHAT ? WHY THE FUCK IS HE UNDER ARREST HE HAS ONLY TOLD YOU WHAT ROBERT THE PREVIOUS KINGS LAST WORDS WAS , YO—- "
Joffrey then interupted me
"place her under arrest aswell"
I truly hated that boy .
"FOR WHAT?"
I shouted .
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The cells was dirty and had a awful smell . Infact there wasn't even a bed also my father was in a completely different cell so I couldn't even talk to him .
How could Cersei do this ? Deceitful bitch . I knew Robb was right . I knew she was manipulative , I knew she was a liar . Why did I let her in ?
My thoughts were interupted as my cell door was unlocked . I looked up and saw none other than Cersei fucking Lannister
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT ?"
"Amara I'm sor-"
"LIAR, your not sorry . What you did was completely unessacary"
"I didn't want you to get arrested"
"maybe not but you wanted my father too"
Knowing I was right she didn't say anything and instead crouched down and took my hands in hers . I pulled my hands away and shouted
"LEAVE ME ALONE YOU DECEITFUL COW"
I felt the tears coming . No ! I can not cry infront of her and I cannot cry because of her .
My feelings and body betrayed me and my tears started spilling out .
"Amara"
She tried embracing me in a hug .
"GET OUT . HAVE I NOT MADE IT CLEAR I DONT WANT YOU HERE"
She then eventually left .
Ned's Execution
I was sat in my cell as I had been for the last few days until two guards appeared to get me .
"Where are you talking me?"
I asked
"shut up women"
The first guard said . I gritted my teeth but shut up not wanting to make things worse for myself .
They took me to a outside area where there was a huge crowd then my father who was currently on his knees , Joffrey , Sansa and Cersei but no Arya , where was she ? Had they hurt her?
I began to panic . I spotted Arya in the crowd by a big statue I sighed in relief . How I spotted her I will never know but I'm glad I did .
My eyes then connected with Cersei's who looked shocked by my appearance . I really must look like shit with my now knotted hair and ripped clothes . I then focused on what Joffrey was saying
"my mother said that I should be merciful and send Eddard Stark to the nightswatch and let Amara stay here unharmed . Then there's my Lady Sansa who begged mercy upon her father and her sister"
I silently thanked Cersei and Sansa and a slight hope started to fill me but that was taken away when Joffrey said
"BUT they have the soft hearts of women . EXECUTE THEM , EDDARD FIRST"
NO no no no no no they can not do this . I saw Sansa and Cersei telling Joffrey to have mercy but he dismissed them . I wanted to run to my father more than anything but I couldn't with the guards holding onto me I tried to break free but I couldn't all I could do was shout and cry so that's what I did .
"NOOOO LET HIM GO"
I screamed but it probably sounded muffled with the crying . I saw the axe attach to my fathers body and screamed and cried some more .
It was now my turn the guards shoved me towards the executioner and forced me on my knees . I heard sansa screaming and crying I felt my heart drop as I realised she would be left alone with a pack of lions . I then heard Cersei say sternly
"Joff ! Let Amara go . I won't let you kill her"
Joffrey surprisingly seemed to listen to his mother and said
"Amara get up"
Why was he telling me to get up ? Two minutes ago he was going to execute me . I got up . He then said
"If you want to live then kneel"
"what?"
I asked shocked . Surely he wasn't going to let me off with just a kneel
"KNEEEL OR DO YOU WANT TO END UP LIKE YOUR FATHER?"
I kneeled but only so Sansa wouldn't have to be left alone here I couldn't do that to her . After Joffrey had left . I ran up to Sansa and engulfed her in a hug . She immediately wrapped her arms around me .
"I'm sorry you have to see me this weak Sansa . I couldn't leave you alone here"
"Fathers dead Amara ! His dead what do we do?"
I was thinking the exact same thing but I couldn't tell Sansa that .
"what ever we have to to stay with one another"
I then walked with Sansa inside . I heard Joffrey talking to Cersei .
"I don't trust her mother she can't have her own chambers or share with her sister . Looks like she will have to go back into the dungeons" he smirked .
I gritted my teeth wishing I had just been executed then I remembered Sansa . Cersei then said
"no she will not be going back to the dungeons"
She's going to get us caught if she doesn't be quiet . Joffrey narrowed his eyes then sternly said
"have you come to care for her mother?"
Cersei looked down at the ground but before she could answer Joffrey continued
"well mother if your so bothered about Amara Stark's wellbeing she can go in your chambers"
Cersei's eyes went wide .
"no Joffrey I am the queen I do not share my chambers with anyone"
"no your the queen mother and I am the KING so she will be going in your chambers "
Cersei looked either annoyed or offended I couldn't tell which one but she gritted her teeth and nodded . Sansa looked at me and whispered
"Amara did you hear that?"
"yes I did"
"Your going to have to share a room with the queen ! How do you feel about that?"
"well I'm not looking forward to it let's put it that way"
Cersei then walked up to me
"Amara ? I know you heard and you know your going to have to do it no matter how much you hate me"
I nodded and followed her to her chambers or should I say our chambers . Once she made sure her chamber door was securely shut she engulfed me in a hug which I did not return . She didn't seem to care though and said
"I thought you was going to die Amara"
When I didn't reply she continued
"you need a bath"
She then disappeared presumably too fill a bath? I didn't reject her offer because if I needed anything it was a bath or my family .
Now that Cersei was no where to be seen I cried , I cried for my father . Tears was pouring down my face and wouldn't stop .
Cersei reappeared as I tried to brush my tears away hoping she wouldn't notice but obviously she did .
"you don't need to hide your tears from me Amara and that baths ready"
I nodded and followed her . Wait why did she use the somewhat semi public ones when I first arrived when she had her own all along .
I stripped not caring what she saw as I knew she had seen it all before and layed in the bath tub .
Cersei began to wash my body and my hair . I didn't stop her , I didn't have the energy to argue .
Once she had finished she helped me out of the bathtub and layed me on the bed . I didn't have a nightgown but I didn't care I would get it tommorow . She gently layed besides me .
"Amara ? Please talk to me"
"why? Why did it have to happen ?"
"I don't know but I'm sorry if I'd never have arrested him"
I turned myself around .
"your right you should've never arrested him but just like Sansa you asked for mercy for him and if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be here right now and Sansa would be alone and for that I thank you"
Cersei wrapped her arms around me not caring about me been nude , I hugged her back . She then looked me in the eyes and stroked my cheek
"I love you Amara Stark and I mean that"
I kissed her passionately then broke the kiss and said
"and I love you Cersei Lannister" .