"Pete, did you see your friend the day before yesterday?"
"Huh? My friend?"
"Yeah, she had big eyes, a beautiful girl. She said that she was your best friend. She should be from another university. Right, she even had your photo!"
On a clear day, the scorching sun is burning hot, but Pete feels that the sky is covered with a mist, just like before a storm. He happened to meet the girl with a ponytail. He stood there and listened to her talking about what happened a few days ago. His sixth sense told him that what he had heard was definitely not a good thing.
Did she have long hair, no color?....Chompoo" .
"Oh, yes, yes, her hair was very beautiful. Her long hair went down to her waist. So you have already met with her? That day she asked how to get here. She went to your college with us on the bus."
Pete groaned because the person who came to the college and said that she was his good friend, even had photos of him, and her description.
" Deli ."
Pete blurted out her name, and Ae sitting next to him frowned slightly.
Pete has already told him everything.
Last time when Deli came to his home, Pete called his boyfriend and told him about....everything, including her apology. Ae didn't get angry because of this. He just listened and knew how sorry Pete felt; knowing that his childhood friend had held in all these feelings for him.
"I did it right, right? Ae ... I told Deli straightforwardly that I already have someone I like."
Ae didn't know how to answer this question. He just feels very relaxed about what his boyfriend is doing. He doesn't want to be jealous because of a woman, but he is more worried about him.
He didn't know himself, what this woman was thinking? He was not surprised at her coming to the college to find Pete, but...
"I have not seen Deli , Chompoo ."
"Ow!"
After Chompoo finished chatting with them, they went to eat pizza. Ae also knew that no one called his boyfriend that day. That day they were always together, so that day Deli certainly didn't go see Pete.
"I ask you, why do you know that Deli is Pete's friend?"
Ae asked, the girl with the ponytail snorted and then laughed.
"Oh, it's all because of me."
"Huh?"
Ae and Pete stared at her very confused. It seemed that she was waiting to continue explaining. Chompoo lowered her head slightly and her voice became much smaller.
" I was with Lemon that day . She ran over and asked for directions. I was talking to Lemon about my....broken love with Ae, and then casually talked about your relationship. But we didn't say anything bad. Lemon tried to quiet me, but unfortunately, she heard us, so she asked us. Then showed us Pete's photograph. "
"Did you tell Deli my relationship with Ae?!"
"Well, yes, she said she already knew it. She told me and Lemon. Let us rest assured that she said these things, she knows already. But why didn't she go to find you, I don't know. She didn't go looking for you at the building of the International Academy?"
Chompoo said very curiously, not aware of how pale Pete's face was, in stark contrast to Ae with dark skin next to it.
"Chompoo, we'll leave first. Pete, he still has classes."
" Oh, okay. When I saw you, I forgot that I bought things to give to my friends. Then I will leave first."
After Ae finished, Champoo responded, and her eyes couldn't help but grow bigger. But what can she do? Seeing her favorite Ae, it is good to say hello.
Champoo has run away and left a bomb behind her.
" What should I do Ae? Deli must have known about our relationship."
Pete was restless and nervous, and Ae frowned.
"Do you not want others to know about us?"
"No... No, it's not that I don't want it. I also thought about telling Deli that we're Gay. But I can't say it.I don't know if Deli will like me afterwards....I didn't want to talk about it. That I never liked girls....and I don't want her to hate us."
Pete hurriedly explained, then sat on one of the benches, holding his head in his hands.
From the beginning, Pete never thought about telling his friends about this kind of thing, because he felt that his sexual orientation would be disgusting. Not very easy to accept, even his mother, he concealed it from. For several years he kept quiet about it, and he never thought about going to talk to them until after he knew Ae.
For Pete, Ae is a very important person in his life, Ae may be a man who is more important than his father and a man who is more important than anyone. Pete also thought about telling her directly, but at that time he didn't know what Deli thought about him.
It's totally different to say these things to regular friends than to say these things to friends who liked you.
Snap! ~
"Hey, I am not angry at you. I think you should call her."
Ae sighed and said, reaching out and gently patting his boyfriend's head. Pete closed his lips and looked at him hesitantly.
"Ae , do you think that Deli hates us?"
"I don't know Pete. I don't know your friends. I can't answer this question for you, and... she likes you."
Ae, he understands this mood in his heart, worried not because they are a gay person, but because he is worried about the feelings of what this woman thinks of them in her heart.
Pete listened and held his lips tightly together while cleaning his fists.
" But you have to remember, no matter what it is (what happens), what you say to me, I will stay with you and never give up."
Anxiety, impetuousness, uneasiness, and hesitation disappeared at this moment without a trace. Ae touched his head and said to him seriously and affectionately.
Pete took a deep breath and picked up the phone and typed the name of his friend.
*Dial tone*...beep...
The sound of the connection inside the phone felt so long. Pete wanted to hang up the phone several times. He felt that Ae's big hand was holding his hand and he endured waiting.
Deli didn't answer the first time, and she didn't answer the second time, but Pete still didn't give up until...
"Hey"
"Deli !!!"
There was a soft voice coming from the other end of the phone, and it felt so far away.
Pete continued to ask: "Hey, did you come find me the day before yesterday?"
Pete's heart wants to hear a negative answer, and the other side wants to be able to tell her clearly.
"Well... but I suddenly remembered that I still had something to do. So I went back."
Pete heard the reply and turned to look at his boyfriend next to him. He took a deep breath and continued to ask with confidence: "You already know that I am in a relationship with Ae ?"
"..."
If the answer is silent, then that girl should already know.
"Deli, I am sorry that I didn't tell you this first. I am really sorry. I just didn't know how to say it to you. Not because I didn't treat you as an important person, but it's really hard to open up about this thing. I am afraid....afraid I will lose you, afraid that you will hate me, sorry."
Pete said with guilt, he was full of apologies, hoping that the other person could listen to his words, but on the other end of the phone...
"Sorry, I don't have time, so I'll hang up first Pete ."
"Deli, you listen to me first. I am sorry that I didn't tell you these things, but I beg you, listen to me."
Pete was anxious like an ant on a hot plate. I don't know how to be good. He realized that Deli had not hang up, and he continued to speak: "I... I have been in a relationship with Ae for almost half a year. In fact, you saw Ae that day. At that time, we had been in a relationship, and I just could not tell you, I do not know how to face the opinions of my friends............ . "
"Do you want to know how I feel?"
He hadn't had time to finish it, and Deli spoke up. Pete had to listen quietly.
"I like you!!!"
"!!!"
"...hey... I like you... I have liked you for a long time."
Although he knew it that day, but after hearing this sentence, he still didn't know what to do. The hand holding the phone began to tremble, because he listened to the voice on the other end of the phone... She was crying.
"I've been so silent about my love for you ...... but you choose to be with a man ..... I ...... I can not accept that."
Pete also thought about what kind of emotions his friends would have, but when he heard that the other party couldn't accept it, Pete felt the strength of the whole body was taken away, and felt that his heart was hit hard, he thought she would be able to understand himself, but she did not. (another version of this line says "Pete felt like she was being forced to understand his feelings and she did not know what to make of it", choose whichever you feel is better)
"I have never wanted to believe... I don't want to believe that you are Gay ...all because of that man...that man...he bent you..."
The whole sentence is very small, full of disgust and great resentment against his boyfriend. She is not disgusted with Pete, but disgusted with the so-called love between men. After hearing these words, Pete shook his head hard and felt that tears were coming out.
"No, no, not because of Ae , it's because of me! Deli , not because of Ae , I was a Gay at first , I bent Ae!"
"..."
The phone was silent, and Pete hoped she would listen and understand him.
"I'm sorry... I can't accept it... I...it's time to go, just like this."
Deli took the lead in hanging up the phone, and the one who wanted his friend to understand himself was sad again...
Hu...
The crystal tears flowed out of his eyes, and the hand holding the phone hanged beside him. Pete closed his eyes and let the helplessness overcome his heart.
After hearing Deli's answer, the memories of the previous years rushed into my mind again.
'Why do you like men when you are one? '
Snap! ~
He asked himself in his heart, Ae opened his big hand and held Pete, pressing his head on his belly. The thoughts of Pete just disappeared.
" Hey ... Ae... what should I do... what should I do?"
Ae didn't answer, just holding the sad man in front of him, gently stroking his hair, hoping that he could calm down. Seeing him sobbing made him think of the first day when he met him. ... When he confessed to him that he was Gay that day, he felt that he had changed back to the timid and fragile Pete from that day .
"I...oh...if I am not...if I was not..."
"If you are not Gay , we wouldn't fall in love like this."
Uh
He was trying to blame himself. After hearing Ae 's words, he snorted and looked at him with tears on his face. Ae reached out and gently wiped his tears, and said softly to him again: " I don't care that you are a man. I only know how much we love each other right now, and that's enough."
The gentle and calm tone allowed Pete to close his eyes, and a large teardrop slipped down his cheek. Apparently he had the answer to his question.
Why is he gay? Why does he have such a strange sexual orientation that runs counter to the society? Why do I like men, not women? The answer to all the questions is with this man.
It's all because of the man holding him in front of him. The man who made him dare to be himself. The man who said he would always be with him. This person... is what Pete is pursuing.
Oh...
" Ae ...... Ae ...... ah..."
At this time, Pete feels as if they were reliving the first time they met... He cried to the person who said, "I won't comfort others." But his warm arms made him feel very comfortable and felt more effective than any comforting words. He bravely held out his hands and held the man in front of him.
Pete is willing to accept such a self, as long as Ae will be holding him like this. He is willing to accept everything he has.
"I love you... Ae ...I love you."
"I know, I know. It's okay, don't cry."
This hug will be the most beautiful hug in the world, the warmest hug in the world, the most fullest of hugs, both in the past and in the future...
[Tin Can]
This little monkey is angry with his boyfriend (Can is angry). Why is he here?....because of that tracking software, that stalker! ! !
He shouted and shouted, and Tin couldn't help but want to put his earplugs in his ear. He couldn't stand his mouth. Can after knowing that Tin used the tracking software for him, he wanted so bad to smash the cellphone against Tin's head, but at the moment the software started to be... interesting.
"Tin went to Bangna? What did he go to do?"
Yes, it is quite fun to monitor the life of this young man. Can want to know what he went to Bangna for, so when he saw him positioned outside, Can immediately sent a message asking: "'What are you doing in Bangna?' Ah, well, send it."
Can reread his message, after it was finished, he clicked the send button and saw that Tin had read it, and Can waited for his reply. (Damn. I wish my boyfriend opened my messages and replied this quickly)
[Msg from Tin] To meet a group of nasty people...
[Msg from Can] Who?
Can continued to ask, and he couldn't help but laugh when he saw the reply.
[Msg from Tin] A group of old people...
[Msg from Can] Well, aren't you old yourself? Isn't your car and the money you spend all your parents?"
Can giggled and nodded, as if he already knew what he was doing there.
Since he asked about the drugs, Tin was willing to tell Can about all his personal affairs, and he answered immediately and confidently (?). As long as Can asked him, he would answer. So these old men Can immediately knew them. The so-called old men, who he is referring to. They are high society friends, who you can say are the heirs of some big companies, and if you gather with them a lot, there will be plenty of room for Tin to cooperate with them in the future.
"I didn't talk after he went to the party... It is estimated that Tin has already had a sour face and be dead now, hahahaha."
It's also a pleasure to monitor my boyfriend on weekends. When I think of him having to attend those gatherings, him feelings funny and having a sour face, especially with his mother.
Oh! Take pity on him!
Can laughed again. Tin had already told him. Tin said that when his mother was at home, she hardly took care of him. When she went outside, she praised her son and showed off. He said that his mother is really hypocritical...so I feel very sympathetic towards him.
"I hope you have a good time, your baby will go lie down and read comics."
Can said to him. Can threw the phone from his hand, and then he went to lay down on his bed that had not been made when he woke up this morning. He restlessly tossed and turned on it.
"It's been a long time since I stayed at home on weekends, but why do you feel a bit sad? Is it because I am used to going over to Tin's?"
Can sighed and rolled over and took a few comics on the bedside table and began to read them...
Oops~
"The sun is already up, how long are you going to sleep?"
Not long after, the door was opened. His mother walked in with a clothes storage basket. When she saw her son's messy room, she began to fuss. Can smiled and said, "Oh, Mom, this weekend, let me sleep more."
After saying that he still didn't put away his clothes but instead lay on his bed face down, his mother couldn't wait to drop the basket on him.
"Don't talk so much, I hate to see you doing nothing."
"Hey! Where do you see me doing nothing? Look, look at this."
Can shouted while holding a cartoon to his mother, but was pushed aside by his mother.
"Don't show it to me, your room is full of your little comics... When will you learn to clean up your room? Ha?! Cantaloupe! Your sister is a little older than you, but she's now studying for the exams. And you're reading a comic?!"
His mother began to pick up his clothes, and Can immediately picked up the quilt and covered his head.
"Cantaloupe!!!"
After his mother put the clothes into the closet, he screamed, and Can replied: "I know, I will definitely pass it, you don't know, your son is very powerful. I took the last three and passed them. This semester is certainly no problem! Well you can go out, I want to sleep. I'm sleepy, I was called out yesterday to play games until late."
"Oh hey!" The latter sentence was called by his mother. His mother picked up the comic book next to him and hit him from above the quilt.
"Remember to clean up your room. If I see you in the evening and it's not clean, be careful, I will drive you out of the house, let you sleep in the street! Then let Gucci sleep in your room!"
"Hey, mom!!!"
The person who was sleeping in the bed immediately jumped up, but his mother did not listen. She walked out of the room and closed the door. Can's mouth pouted.
"What the hell, you'll let the dog sleep in the bedroom, but let people sleep in the street! Do not be bitten by your words and blame others...You can't blame me for wanting to take a nap, this room is comfortable and clean......but compared to the son of someone else's family. This room, it is estimated that my room is only half clean! Wrong! If compared with Tin 's bedroom, isn't my bedroom a dog's kennel? But this can't be compared, there are nannies in his family! Not fair!"
Can complained endlessly, but still got up and kicked the comics onto the bottom of the bed with his feet, then set up the study materials. Shook out a few quilts, cover the wrinkled deformed bed...
"It's done! It's easier than peeling bananas!"
After cleaning the room. The person in the room fell to the bed again and again, and then sighed: "It's so boring!!! Tin , you have to pick me up! It's boring! I'm bored to death!"
He fell on the bed again and shouted for his boyfriend, but he heard a word from the outside: "If you shout again, you might as well go out now Cantaloupe!!!"
Hey, every time my mother gets angry, she will call his full name.
Can think about it, then use his foot to dial his mobile phone. If he can't call him, then he will sleep quietly.
Line !
At this moment, a sound from heaven, this thought was in his mind, Can immediately turned over and grabbed the phone, maybe the party of Tin is over, but...
"Who is it?"
The message of a stranger popped up, and there was a short sentence: ...Look...
It's really only this, but it's sent along with a video. He was shocked but still opens it.
"Ah, ah ...... . Ah ...... Tin ...... Tin ...... "
"Uhh!"
Can's face was almost attached to the screen. There was a sweet voice in the phone. In the video, a pair of men and women were warmly hugging on the bed. The woman was smiling at the camera, but the man... I can't see his face.
How do I know who it is? !
" Tin ...... Tin ...... um... ah... come again."
Huh...
The screen had not had time to continue playing, and Can immediately extended his finger and pressed the pause, then took a deep breath.
"Calm, Can , be calm!"
Can strived to maintain a clear sense of consciousness.
Line! [this is the sound of the Line ping when you receive a new message]
... Do you think people like him will stop sleeping around because of a man like you? ......
"There's no way I can calm down!!!"
When the message popped up again, Can couldn't calm down anymore, and quickly sat up from the bed. The face that had been full of smiles gradually became a serious expression, holding the phone tightly with both hands and dialing. Just wanted to talk to that person.
"You come back right away! I have something to tell you clearly!!!"
"What do you mean? Can !"
Without waiting for Tin to finish talking, Can immediately hung up the phone. No matter how many times the other party called in, he hung up the phone. He rushed out of bed and walked downstairs. His mother turned to ask him: "Where are you going? Can ?"
Can replied very seriously while wearing shoes: "Going to kill someone! I won't be back tonight, if I am in jail, remember to bail me out Mom!"
After he finished, he ran out of the house quickly. His mother frowned and looked at his back as he left and sighed and said: "What craziness is this kid? Hey!"
His mother didn't know what Can said... is he serious!
The mansion of the Metthanan family is very eye-catching, and the passing people have cast their envious eyes, but this white-skinned teenager is very disgusted to look at this mansion. Can angrily came to this house, but he often went in and out like it was his home. The servant opened the door and let the taxi come in. When he arrived at his door...
"I may come back late tonight, you can go to rest first. When I come back, I will close the door myself."
Looking at the first heir in the suit is preparing to go out, Can squats, while holding the money to the driver and opening the door to get out. Can quickly walked up, Tul turned and saw him, in a very fake unsurprised tone he said: "Hey Can, how come you are here? Tin is not at home..."
Bang! ~
"Ah~ Master Tul!"
Tul hadn't had time to finish greeting Can. When Can's fist quickly flew towards his handsome face. Tul felt the corner of his mouth begin to bleed. The nanny standing next to him was scared and shouted, but Tul did not react...
Bang! ~
Bang! ~
"Tul , you bastard! You hear me? You are a fucking bastard!"
"Hey, hurry to stop him!"
Can shouted loudly, and wanted to go up and give him a few more punches. The surrounding servants immediately rushed to stop him. Although he was pulled away by two servants. Can still struggled hard and his legs were flying angrily in the air. The man who was rubbing his nose with his hand was still getting kicked.
"Master Tul , are you okay?"
"It's nothing"
"Asshole, let me go. I'm going to kill you!! How can you do this to your younger brother? Do you want to take away all your brother's things? Answer me! You son of a bitch!!!"
Can yelled at him, the maids opened their eyes in surprise and had to put him out, because even if it's Tul's own friend, if someone swears at him or is rude to him, everyone will definitely not be let go.
" You calm down, boy, how dare you talk to Master Tul like that?!"
"You are really stupid. He is playing you between the palms of his hands. Can't you see?"
Can shouted, Tul looked at him with disbelief, as if he didn't know why he was beaten, and then he wiped his nose with a handkerchief handed over by the nanny.
"I can't believe that Master Tin has such a friend."
The nanny whispered to himself, Tul was still standing still, when Can was towed outside...
"What happened?"
A very powerful voice came over, and everyone followed the sound, even Tul looked up and said something... "Dad"
Yes, this man is the most important person in the Metthanan family. He looks at his younger son's friend who was trying his best to beat his eldest son...
"Who can tell me what happened?"
At this time, there are some things that should be made known to the elders of this family.
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Sorry for any errors. This has not yet been proofread. Please enjoy.
Because I've been behind a week I shall try my best to upload a chapter a day at least for this week. Happy reading.