rubi,
thank you. thank you for being with me, by my side for the past 4 years. they were amazing.
my love, please dont ever think that this is your fault. its not, this was my choice.
i love you. for a long time, you were the only thing keeping me happy. i will never stop loving you. im happy that i left this world having someone like you by my side.
thank you for loving me and accepting me even with everything that was wrong with me. thank you for never giving up on me. thank you for everything that you have done for me. thank you for filling up my life with love, happiness and affection with all the memories you gave me.
the idol life just wasnt for me. i tried getting help, but that wasnt enough. i felt empty inside, like i was alive but i wasnt living.
goodbye, dont cry. i will be watching over you baby. dont be sad. i never want to see you sad or cry.
please never forget that i love you. i love you so much.
goodbye my love.
- kim jonghyun