entangled / 17.12.18
what if I
told you that
I don't want you
anymore?
would you
tell me that you
don't want me?
would you leave me
alone forever; like everyone
else had done?
what if you
told me that I
was worth nothing
to anyone?
how would I feel?
painless—
maybe I would
agree because this
world is full of shit;
it's endless.
what if we
never looked back
at each other?
said our goodbyes,
ended our own suffering,
created by one another.
would we stay away?
I don't think so.
toxicity runs through
my veins. I'm
attracted to what kills
me: yet I never die.
unfortunately so,
I weave myself into
your sad web and—
I just can't let go.