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“Yah Jungwoo, can you get out in this fucking room of yours now? We’re going to be late. If you ain’t going to stand up from that stupid bed, then we’ll going without you.” Doyoung stated while standing on the door way of Jungwoo's room. He's been laying down for about an hour.
Jungwoo felt his body is too heavy to stand up. Today is Yukhei and Olivia’s flight to Hong Kong, and his heart is aching right now. He knew really well that he’ll going to cry all day if he will witness Yukhei leave Korea. But on the other hand, he also need to send him off, if he won’t show up this time, Yukhei will be upset.
However, what could he do? He just can’t see him go? What if he won’t be going back here anymore?
No, that won’t happen.
What is this? Is he regreting now? For his decision?
“Now what Jungwoo?” Jaehyun came in too while crossing his arms. “Johnny hyung is waiting outside. Just tell us if you’re going or not.”
“I want to go.” Jungwoo glances them with teary eye. “But I can’t seems do it.” He sobbed and tried to get up from bed. Well, Jungwoo is dressed up already but, he couldn't move right after.
"Come on. We're here with you." Jaehyun offers his hand to the younger, Jungwoo stared at it first before taking Jaehyun's hand and held it tight. "We'll not going to leave you. We promise." Then, he smiled.
Right after that, the boys went to airport together to send Yukhei off. Though, it might be hard for Jungwoo to see his boyfriend leaving, he should be there because Yukhei's expecting him to come.
Johnny's with them today, he offers a ride for free because after all, they're his students and hoobaes, and his boyfriend's friends. So, he's the driver and Ten is sitting beside him, of course.
“Don’t be too sad Jungwoo, I know it’s hard but you need to show him that you’re strong even if you’re not. He might cancel his flight because of you.” Doyoung said while sucking his Americano latte. Johnny brought coffee for all of them.
“Huh?” Jungwoo wiped his tears.
“You see, you’re that important than any other thing for that fool so, he’ll do anything just for you.” Ten is the one who answered while helping Johnny for his coffee by holding it for him.
Jungwoo rest his head on Jaehyun’s shoulder until they arrived to the airport. Jaehyun didn’t mind it, he understand how Jungwoo feels right now. He felt that feelings before when Taeyong needs to leave the country to review for his board exam with Johnny.
It’s hard, but they made it.
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“Jaehyun! Over here!” The boys saw Winwin waving his hand to help them where to go because this place is wide and huge.
“Oh, they came too.” Ten waved his hand back.
“Who’s that unfamiliar guy beside Winwin and Mark?” Doyoung pointed Kun who’s looking to his phone and doing something.
“That’s Kun hyung. Winwin’s boyfriend and Yukhei’s sweet neighbor who takes care of him.” Jungwoo answered lazily then, glance Yukhei who’s looking at him right now.
Jungwoo hemmed then run to his boyfriend and the other welcomed him in his arms. He hugged him tight like there’s no tomorrow because he don’t want them to separate even if it’s just a week.
“I thought you’re not going to show up.” Yukhei kissed his temple.
“I’m planning to, but of course I can’t resist you.” Jungwoo giggled, not realizing that he’s tearing up again.
Damn it, I’m being emotional again! This is ridiculous.
“Well, I’m happy that you’re here. Are you really sure about this? Hm?” He asked and wipe the older’s tears.
Jungwoo nodded. “Mm. Don’t mind me, I’m fine. I know I will be okay, you trust me, right?”
Yukhei smiled and ruffled Jungwoo’s hair before kissing him.
“Aww. I feel like crying too.” Ten muttered and held Johnny’s hand. The taller glances him then loses on his grip and gave Ten a back hug.
“Tsa, does Jungwoo always like that?” Olivia rolled his eyes and looks somewhere else then fixed her make up. “Trying to be pitiful for a kiss?”
“Excuse me but this is none of your goddamn business. If you didn’t show up, everything’s still fine.” The shorter answered and rolled his eyes too.
She doesn’t need to say anything because she’s annoying and she’s the reason why all of these happening. But on the other hand, despite of hating Olivia, they believe that something good will happen after this. It's just, this girl is really annoying.
“Why are you getting angry at me?” Olivia bit her lip and flipped her hair because she’s pissed.
“Bitch please, you’re annoying. Just stop talking coz we don’t need your opinion. Are you jealous to our Jungwoo right now coz Yukhei don’t give a damn to you?”
“What?-” Olivia tried to say something but Doyoung cut her off. “Shh! You’re disturbing them.”
“Thanks Dons.” Ten winked.
Winwin and Kun were just laughing beside her that cause Olivia to be frustrated. "It's not like I really wanted to go here." She muttered.
“Olivia-ssi, can you wait Yukhei over there? You’re not safe here.” Mark sarcastically said and smiled then led the way for her. Olivia is in the midst of crying too because of Ten, but thanks to Mark for saving her.
After saying their goodbyes to Yukhei, they decided to go home now and rest. Jungwoo’s parents are getting back home later from his grandparents' and he should stay at home today. Though, he wanted to stay at Jaehyun’s house and sleep over.
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“Ahh, I’m so bored. What should we do?” Doyoung pouted before throwing his phone on the couch and lay down on it.
“Your presence is enough dude.” Jaehyun answered while replying to Taeyong’s messages with a lollipop on his mouth.
The trio went to Jungwoo’s house today to accompany him while Yukhei is gone. The boy will be surely sad today because it his first day of not having Yukhei by his side.
Jungwoo is just hugging a pillow on the other side quietly.
"Did Yukhei texted you?" Ten asked and he nodded. "But I told him to spend his time to his family first before texting me." He sigh and then stood up. "Do you want something to eat?"
"Sure! Let me help you with that." Doyoung then stood up too and went to the kitchen with Jungwoo.
"Ahh, I wish Johnny was here." Ten mumbles while playing with Jungwoo's snoppy.
"Yeah, speaking. How did you two ended with each other?"
"I was planning to confess one day but I saw him talking to Miss Im that time. So I assumed that they were dating. I started avoiding him. I'm extremely jealous that time."
"Really? Then what? Johnny hyung noticed that and run after you?" Jaehyun giggled then looked at him.
"You can say that."
"Well, I'm happy for you. I just hope that you're reationship will go well until the end." Jaehyun smiled and Ten blushed because of that.
Ten and Johnny's relationship is confidencial of course, but since he's graduating in the next two months, he thought it's okay. His friends were always there to support him and there's no need to be afraid. Well, Johnny's taking his lunch with them and that's enough already. Though, some teacher suspect that those two were in relationship, but they didn't mind. Instead, they cheered Johnny up.
"Thanks. Wishing for you the same, with Taeyong hyung."
"We will. I won't let him go."
Both of them smiled then glance the two boys approaching with snack on their hands.
"Yah Doyoung-ah, how about you? About that guy you're talking with?" Jaehyun asked then took the yogurt on Jungwoo's tray.
"I'm going to meet him tomorrow. Damn it man, I'm so fucking nervous right now. Why did you have to remind me about that guy." Doyoung scratch his ear and sat beside Jungwoo.
"Congrats in advance." Jungwoo then playfully jabbed Doyoung.
For now, he'll going to spend his time with his friends while waiting for Yukhei to come back.
"Jungwoo you know, I can be Yukhei's substitute for a while." Doyoung then eyed Jungwoo and move closer to him.
The latter didn't expect that so he moved backward a bit. Doyoung is moving closer, so what's his deal this time again?
"W-What?" Jungwoo knitted his eyebrows.
"You know, I'll take Yukhei's place. I won't meet the caller guy for you." Doyoung then grins and move closer again.
"Damn it hyung. You're being creepy again. Move!" The younger pushed him, so Doyoung pouted. "Why is that? Yukhei became creepy too but why did you end up dating? Huh! What about me?"
"Because it doesn't suits you."
"I'll take that as a compliment."
The boys were teasing continuously together for Jungwoo to be entertained for a while. They'll keep doing this until the day that Yukhei will come back. They have to do this because it's Jungwoo, he gets sad easily so he'll cry for sure.
Of course, Jungwoo knew what his friends' deal right now and he's very thankful for that. They're such a blessings.
I will work hard, I promise. He thought, so that their worries about him will lessen. He should work hard to improve himself and to stop relying too much with them.
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To: Xuxi ♡
How are you?
Have you make up with them?
How about your granny?
Jungwoo didn't want to sent him a message, but he couldn't stay still. He wanted to know what's happening there right now.
This situation sucks.
Why does he have to forbid Yukhei to text him without talking to his family? What if until now they're still not talking?
Jungwoo wants to know what's happening in Yukhei's family.
To: Xuxi ♡
I miss you so much (╯_╰)
To: Xuxi ♡
I hope you're doing fine baby(･´з'･)
To: Xuxi ♡
I miss your hugs and kisses ⁄(⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄
"Damn it, I miss him so much. Argh! Why do I have to be this complicated?" Jungwoo ruffled his hair then ducked his head down on his pillow. "Ahh, I wonder what he's doing right now?"
Jungwoo reread his text again, and then he shivered. "Why do I feel like I'm clingy here? Does it sounded weird?"
"Hey Jungwoo!" His door opened and Doyoung appeared on it.
What the hell? This guy is really something? How could he just come here without knocking at all?
"What are you doing here? Do you heard the thing about knocking?" Jungwoo mocked.
"I'm here to pick you up. Come on, were going to Han River! There will be a fireworks tonight! Get dressed now!"
"But-" Jungwoo attempted to speak but of course, Doyoung wouldn't let him.
"Just do it will you? Don't ask."
Jungwoo still wanted to ask him but he refused to do and decided to follow what Doyoung ordered him to do. They ain't going to put him into trouble after all.
After preparing himself, Jungwoo get out of his room and look for the other. He found him on the kitchen, eating something that his mom probably gave him while talking. Maybe, they're having a nice conversation.
"Yeah, that's what happen. Oh! You're done." Doyoung said after seeing him.
"What are you two talking about?" He asked confusedly.
"Nothing. Oh boy. You look good, try to look for someone while your boyfriend is not around." Doyoung joked but Jungwoo shot him a glare and hit him hard.
"I won't do such a thing! Mom! Scold Doyoung! He's a bad influence!" Jungwoo pouted and moved the food away from Doyoung. "Stop eating. We should go now!"
"Ah right!" Doyoung snapped his finger. "We're going mommy! Let me borrow our precious Jungwoo."
"Okay, take care kids." Jungwoo's mom waved goodbye. She knew about Yukhei's problem and she told Jungwoo some advice to help their relationship to be stronger.
His dad too, he found Jungwoo crying one time and he stayed beside him until he feels better. Then wisphered "You did great son."
Because of that, it helps Jungwoo to be stronger and more supportive to Yukhei. Yes, he misses him every damn second but he won't cry this time.
"Anyway, why do you look so good today?" Jungwoo asked, pertaining to Doyoung who looks like going to a party. But, his clothes were really good.
"Have you forget? I'm going to meet him today, and I need y'all to support me."
"At Han River? In the water?"
"What the fuck?" Doyoung flicked his head. "Stop being stupid."
"It's a joke!" Jungwoo pouted again and rubbed his forehead where Doyoung hit him.
"It's lame. Stop it, it doesn't suits you."
Jungwoo rubbed his nape and decided to follow him without trying to joke. Well, he wanted to be funny but like what Doyoung said, maybe it doesn't suit him.
"Damn it! I'm fucking nervous. What the hell, what should I do?" Doyoung while shaking his hand. They were inside the bus now amd he started to feel really nervous.
"Just be yourself." Jungwoo said, not minding the nervousness of his friend.
"I know. But, what if I mess up?"
"Calm yourself then. Don't be like me. I messed everything up when I met Yukhei. That's really embarrassing." He smiled so Doyoung eyed him. "At least, something good happen to the both of you. I'm envious. Wow Jungwoo. Really? You didn't know that he's our schoolmate?"
Jungwoo nodded. "Hmm, I'm really shocked that y'all friends with him. Wow, the world is really short huh."
After that lovely incident, Jungwoo decide not to drink any alcohol now, starting that day. Well, except when he's with Yukhei alone. That's it.
"I miss that stupid too." Doyoung said.
"Don't say that in front of your star." Jungwoo giggled and Doyoung pushes him playfully. "I forgot about it already, damn I'm getting nervous again." Doyoung pursed his lips.
Jungwoo could only chuckle. "Come on, you can do it."
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"What took you so long?" Ten asked them while sucking a bubble tea. Johnny's with him too.
Wow, he's hanging out with them often.
"Well, I just helped Doyoung to feel better cause he's nervous." Jungwoo answered while crossing his arms. Jaehyun rest his arm to the latter's shoulder.
"You can do it Dons! We're all here to support you. Taeyong also said he supports you. He's kind'a busy today so he couldn't make it." Jaehyun then gave Jungwoo a bubble tea.
"Hey, where's mine?" Doyoung suddenly grouch when he saw each of them were having a bubble tea.
"Oh, you'll going to have a date today so we decide to exempt you." Ten answered and trying not to laugh at him.
Suddenly, Doyoung's phone vibrated and he almost dropped it. Someone is calling. "Oh? Who is it?" Jungwoo asked.
Doyoung's eyes widened and showed the screen to his friends. "Dude, it's him." Doyoung put his hand on his mouth.
"Go! Answer now!"
"What if he ditch me?"
"Oh come on Dons! Don't be negative. Answer now." Jaehyun shouted so Doyoung clicked the answer button.
"H-Hello."
"Look at him, he looks funny." Ten wisphered so that Doyoung won't here him.
"Does he know that you planned it?" Johnny asked, but wisphering too.
"Of course not Honey. I didn't know that he's a kind of a guy who falls easily. But that's nice."
"Hey, he's here now and he's looking for me." Doyoung spoke suddenly. "O-Okay. Where are you?"
"Go Doyoung hyung!" Jungwoo cheered up then tapped his shoulder.
Doyoung eyed them, signaling that he should go now before anything else. "Okay. Good luck." Ten smiled and waved his hand then, Doyoung started walking.
"You planned this?" Jungwoo asked to Ten who seems really happy while watching Doyoung leave. "Why are you not sharing this to me? Do I look that dumb to you? Huh?"
Jaehyun ruffled the younger's hair and caressed its cheek for him to calm down a bit. "No, we're planning to tell you but I forgot. My bad."
Finally, Doyoung is on his way to his future love of his life. To be honest, he felt bad for Doyoung for being single, sometimes he noticed the older with envious look while watching them flirt. He couldn't hide that emotion.
When that anonymous man is calling, Doyoung looks really happy even though he doesn't have an idea what does he looks like.
They have the same interest.
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"T-Taeil s-sunbae?!" Doyoung's eyes widened when he finally met his star.
"Hi, Doyoung." Taeil flashed a shy smile and lift his hand up to greet him properly.
The younger's jaw almost dropped. He almost didn't recognize Taeil because he looks really different. Damn, he has a professional vibes also and Doyoung felt embarrassed.
"Y-You, y-you are m-my..." Doyoung couldn't complete his words when the older move close to him, the younger was about to faint.
"Ah, yeah. I'm sorry for not telling you earlier. I just don't have a confidence to do." Taeil ruffled his fallen hair.
Doyoung loves this sunbae very much. Well, he really respect him because he's really nice and talented. The way he sing, the emotions, the high notes. Back then, he keeps looking forward to every school programs because the popular students like Johnny, Taeyong, Yuta, Hansol and Taeil will going to perform. They're really popular those days.
He's not expecting that the one who keeps calling him was Taeil. The one who made his heart flutter everytime he'll sing.
That's why his voice sounds familiar.
"Y-You look g-good." He's fucking handsome.
"Really? You too, you grew up well."
"Thanks. I didn't expect y-you." Doyoung then lowered his gaze.
"Oh, are you disappointed?"
Quickly, Doyoung lift up his gaze and shook his head. "No. That's not what I mean. It's just, unbelievable and, overwhelming. You know, I just used to watch you afar, but here you are." Doyoung flashed a shy smile, and so Taeil.
What did he do in his life to deserve a blessing like this? Doyoung's heart filled with happiness just by looking at the handsome boy in front of him.
"You hungry? I know a place nearby."
"Sure." Doyoung nodded.
Taeil went closer then offers his hand, the other stared for a bit moment before realizing what Taeil wants to happen and then, accept his hand.
The two males smiled.
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Jungwoo pursed his lips when he saw how these couples being lovey dovey in front of him. Taeyong just arrived then Jaehyun gave him a peck on his lips. Then Johnny and were being flirty on the other side.
Wow, he's the loner now.
For sure, Doyoung found his man and of course they will date after this. Watching them is like a torture because they are making him miss Yukhei more. Very thoughtful friends.
"Where's Doyoung? The fireworks display will starting soon." Jungwoo said then eyed them.
"Don't worry about him. He's enjoying his life for sure." Ten replied.
"Wah, I am the holder of Doyoung's title this time." Jungwoo mumbled, the reason why Jaehyun chuckled. He heard it.
"How does it feel?"
"Sucks." He lazily replied.
The boys laughed and made Jungwoo pouted. How he wish that his boyfriend was here too to give him a warm hug, sweet kisses and making his heart flutter. So, he decided to text him again.
To: Xuxi ♡
Hey, I miss you so much 〒_〒 I'm lonely here without you.
Jungwoo smiled bitterly, not assuming that he'll reply his message. He's busy for sure, and Jungwoo understand that part.
Unexpectedly, Jungwoo's phone vibrated and his eyes widened when he noticed the name of the caller. It's Yukhei.
So quickly, he click the green button.
"Baby!" Jungwoo greeted him delightly.
"Hi baby. I'm sorry for not calling you, it's just I'm a bit busy." He said.
Jungwoo's eyebrow knitted and being confuse was drawn on his face. He felt that something's wrong with his lover.
"Are you okay? Why is your voice sounded like that? Did you cry?" He asked worriedly.
"N-No I'm okay. I'm just sleepy. Hey, I miss you too. I'm always imagining you here with me, in my arms."
Jungwoo smiled and his heart soften. Of course he misses him more. He's not used to it when his boyfriend is not here with him.
However, he really felt something is going on.
"Please tell me, what's happening there? I know you're not okay." Jungwoo said softly.
The other line became quiet for a while. He assumed that Yukhei hang up already, but the call is still on going. "Yukhei?"
"She's dead. My granny's gone baby."
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