The I woke up alone in B's bed. I could hear B and his mother yelling downstairs.
"We can't stay here!" She yelled.
"We can't keep running!"
"You have to go with your father B."
"No, I won't go with him."
"Bakieran soon you'll have too . You're his heir B we talked about this."
"Not now."
"This is about Raina isn't it ?"
"Yes mom."
"You being with her is endangered her more than it's saving her B. I'm sorry but it's true baby."
"She was the one driving when they put the pigs head in the car. I let her borrow my car. I can't leave her someone had to see her. Mom just let me graduate here okay. Then we will talk."
"Fine but you have to call and tell your father about the pig."
"He will send men."
"Let him send like three nothing is wrong with a little protection."
"Fine I'll call him later."
"I just want you safe."
"Mom I was born into this world not safe.
She hugged him and went to her room. B came up and into his room. I was sitting up on the bed waiting for him. I was scared but also very angry. He looked worried as he walked to the bed.
"Morning beautiful," he said trying to be cute.
"Cut the shit," I said as I got up.
I walked in front of him and looked up at him. He reached for my hand and I pulled away.
"Who are you?" I said.
"What did you hear?"
"Just that I'm endanger being around you. Am I going to die?"
"No. I would never let that happen," he said pulling me into his arms.
"What's going on!" I screamed as I started beating on his chest so he would let me go.
"I promise the less you know the better for your safety. Please Raina calm down."
"My safety! Seriously Bakieran ! Let me go! Now!" I screamed at him and banging on his chest.
I let it all out and I just broke down in his arms. I buried my face in his chest and wrapped my arms around him . He held me so tight.
"I'm scared," I said crying.
"You don't have to be. I swear to you I'll never hurt you and I won't let anyone harm you. I will tell you everything one day I swear I just need you to be patient. Please it's all I ask of you."
I nodded my head without looking at him. I trusted him still despite everything.
We just held each other. Then we both got ready and went into school late. He walked me to class and kissed me on the cheek before I went in. My mind was anywhere but at school. I just went on with the day.
Naomi stopped me in the hall after classes.
She pulled me into the girls bathroom forcefully.
"What happened?" She asked.
"With What?"
"Hello the pig head someone put in your boyfriends car?"
"Look, B handled it okay. Forget about it's like it never happened."
"Seriously?"
"Yes, Naomi and don't tell anyone about it."
"I told Tyler."
"B already told him too. No one else seriously."
I left out the bathroom. I went to my next class and sat in the back. I didn't know what to do. The boy who is I guess my boyfriend is hiding things from me. Terrible thoughts crowded my brain. I didn't even pay attention I wasn't the best at hiding when something was bothering me.
After school I waited for B in his car. The car smelled of bleach and air freshener. He got in the car and looked at me so confused.
"What?" I asked.
"I was waiting for you!" He said raising his voice.
"I came straight to the car."
"You could of told me."
"I guess we both are not telling each other things."
"Seriously this is what we're doing now?"
"Yup."
"I'm trying to protect you."
"I don't want to need nor want to be protected."
"I'm sorry okay," he said.
"Okay.
He pulled out the parking lot and held my hand. B dropped me off at my house. He kissed me and this one was different it was sincere and passion.
"I'll call you tonight," I said.
"I'll be waiting." He replied.
I kissed him once more on the cheek. Then I went inside the house. I went upstairs and changed. I put on pajamas and washed my hands. I went back downstairs to the living room. Jeremy was sitting in there playing video games.
"Hey Jere where's mom?"
"She's in her room crying."
"What happened?"
"Dad left ."
"What?"
"He packed a bag and he left."
"Shit."
I ran up stairs to my moms room. She was weeping when I went into her room. There was a empty whine bottle on her nightstand. I didn't recognize my own mother for a second.
"Get up now mom." I said.
"I can't," she cried.
"Yes you can. Jeremy knows you're up here crying mom. You need to pull it together."
"Raina your dad left us for Lori Matthews."
"Ryan's mom?"
"Yes baby. The whole town is going to be loving this."
"Mom why don't we just leave?"
"Maybe after you graduate I'll reconsider. He made his decision and I should have some good change. Right?"
"Yes mom."
"I'm sorry you guys have to go through this."
"It's not ur fault mom. How about you get a shower and I'll make dinner."
"I did so well with you," She said as she touched my cheek.
I smiled and went on downstairs. I pulled a frozen pizza out the freezer and put it in the oven. I walked into the living room after setting the timer. I sat down next to my little brother.
"Hey Jere can we talk?" I asked.
"Sure," he said pausing his game.
"Look I know you aren't a kid. You realize what's going on around here right."
"Are mom and dad getting a divorce?" He asked.
"I honestly think they might."
"I feel bad for mom."
"All we can do is let her know we have her and it'll all be okay."
"Even when you leave?" He asked.
"Yes even when I leave in a few months."
"I really don't want you to go now," he said.
I pulled him into a nice little hug. He hugged me back then we parted.
"Everything will be okay."
I got up and he went back to his game. I went in the kitchen and called be on the portal. If you don't know what that is it's like a tablet on this stand for video chatting. Hands free video chatting.
B answered right away he was at the gym. I never seen him at the gym before but of course he's so hot. I needed to vent to him.
"I gotta vent to you ."
"Go ahead I'm here alone," he said setting his phone up .
I took a deep breathe and I told B everything. He listened to me as always. Why was he so easy to talk to? B told me we would get through it and I knew he was right. After venting I got the pizza out of the oven. B and I hung up he was going to text when he got home. I let the pizza cool off and then I cut it.
I called mom and Jeremy to come eat. I made plates and sat down. Jere came in first then mom came downstairs. Her hair was wet she did take a shower. We all sat there and talked. I told them about my dress . My mom seemed excited about it all.
After dinner I washed dishes. Jeremy went to bed and mom was in the living room. I checked on her before I went to my room. I did my homework and B called me.
"Hey beautiful," he said.
"Hey where are you?" I asked.
"Outside you're house. I don't think I can sleep without you tonight," B said.
"I can sneak you in but you have to be quiet."
"I'll be at the front door."
I got up quickly and went out in the hall. My mom had just gone in her room with a another bottle. I knew I was safe to sneak him in. I went downstairs and let him in . He kissed me on the cheek as I set the alarm. I turned off all the lights and held hands. We used his phone light to see our way up the steps.
Together we went in my room and I immediately locked the door. B and I got undressed and laid in our sleep clothes. He held me like he was protecting me.
In the morning B took a shower with me. My mom didn't get out of bed . Therefore after he got dressed I made him sneak out and knock on the door. I made Jeremy and us a small breakfast. Then B and I took him to school. After dropping him off we went to school .
I seen Ryan in the parking lot. I wanted to know if he knew but I couldn't cause another scene. I gripped B's hand a little tighter. He just pulled me inside. We went straight to class.
The rest the day I went to class and only talked to B and my friends. Then we picked up my brother after school and went to the diner. We ordered food and studied. Jeremy sat with us stuffing his face. B quizzed me with flash cards for a little bit.
After the diner we went home. Jeremy went ahead inside so I sat in the car with B. He held me and kissed me twice and pulled me to him . Then he kissed my lips and the next thing I know I'm on his lap. He turned off the car. B rubbed my sides down to my thighs. We were forehead to forehead.
"I hate sleeping without you," he said.
"I hate it too but family needs me," I said .
"You're right. I need to tell you something before you go."
"What is it?"
"I called my father between classes. He's sending bodyguards to watch me. I just thought I'd give you a heads up before you see someone following us in a few days."
"Is it really that bad?"
"He and my mom thinks the protection wouldn't hurt."
"Thanks for telling me."
"You're welcome."
"I gotta get in here. I'll text or call you before bed," I said kissing him.
"Okay," he said as we parted. I got off of him and got out of the car.
I went in the house and I could mess pine cleaner. My mom must of been stress cleaning all day. I walked in the kitchen and she wiping the walls.
"Hey mom,"I said.
"Hey Rain, she replied.
"Jeremy and I ate at the diner."
"Good I wasn't sure what to make."
"Have you ate?"
"Yeah this morning."
"Mom why don't you stop cleaning and eat."
"I'm almost done."
"Mom did you completely over clean the house?"
"No."
"Mom seriously it reeks of pine cleaner."
She turned to me and took off her gloves.
"Fine I'll eat."
"Thank you."
I hugged her and pecked her cheek. Then I went up to my room and changed. I studied until I got tired. I texted B goodnight. Then I snuck into my moms room and laid with her .