~The next day~
~I squint my eyes at the bright light of the sun and blink for some time~
Y/n: W-what the hell happened?.
~I slowly rise up and sit in upright position in my bed with my hair messy all over my face~
~I stretch my arms and yawn ,but.. ouch! Something hurts~
~I touch my face and feel a huge pain there~
Y/n: God! W-why does it hurt that much??
~Then I close and open my eyes for some seconds and finally.... my mind is working~
~I remembered what happened last night so I immediately look around and find myself in my room~
Y/n: H-how did I got here?!
~I quickly get up and try to walk ,but my legs hurt~
~I went dowstairs and see my mother already about to leave~
Y/n: Wait! Mom!
~She turned to me~
Mom: Oh honey your awake?
Y/n: Yes wait for me!
~I ran downstairs and hugged her very tight~
Mom: Good morning sweetheart!
Y/n: Morning Mom!
~I kissed her cheek~
Mom: Did you had fun yesterday with your boyfriend?
~She smiled to me leaving me quite confused~
Y/n: B-boyfr-friend?
Mom: Umm hello? Namjoon! Yesterday night he brought you back home while you were asleep at his place
"What?? What is this all about?"
.......
Mom: Ummm honey?
Y/n: Oww uhmmmm yeah! It was amazing! You know we both watched a movie together and hanged out a bit
Mom: Great to hear that! I am relying on Namjoon alot so you better not mess up with him!
~She said jockingly making me fake giggle ,but dead in the inside...~
"Fuck!.... like WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!!!!!! UGH!"
Mom: Okay I gotta go sweety-
Y/n: No please....
~I hold on her very tight not letting her to go~
Mom: I'm sorry sweetheart ,but I have to go to work
Y/n: Please mom...
Mom: Honey don't do that...
~I could see my mom's eyes were getting a little wet~
"Oh no!!! I'll die if I see one tear of hers!"
~I smiled and loosened my tight on her ,kissing her cheek one last time~
Y/n: Love you mom!
~She kissed me back~
Mom: Love you too my baby, now go prepare yourself, you don't wanna be late for school!
Y/n: Okay!
Mom: Bye~
Y/n: Bye!
~She left and I let out a deep sigh feeling nothing ,but TRILLIONS of weight not only on my shoulders ,but on my WHOLE body!~
~I went back upstairs to my room preparing myself~
~I was fixing my hair on the mirror when I saw my working desk messed up at my back on the mirror~
~I turn back confused as I see my diary opened~
"Oh no! My mom did not read my diary did she?!?!"
~I walk over to it and see something strange!~
~I can see a written thing on the page!...~
'Your mine Kitten!'
"What??.."
Y/n: Oh no... N-namjoon??.
~I can see the page where I wrote 'Mark'on is ripped~
"Ughhh not a day without a problem!..."
~I angrily rip the page and make it into a ball throwing it in the trashcan~
~I left the house going to school~
~I arrived ,but didn't see Eunji~
"Weird..."
~I went inside and surprisingly saw Eunji standing by her locker taking out her books~
~I finally smiled and ran to her~
Y/n: Eunji!!
~She looked at me ,but all she did was rolling her eyes at me not smiling a bit~
"Is she angry at me?"
~She closed her locker turning to leave~
Y/n: Hello? Eunji??
~She stopped and turned around to me~
Eunji: Yes Park Y/n!?
Y/n: Why are you acting like that? What's wrong?
Eunji: Oh please Y/n! What's wrong?!
Y/n: Yes? Come on what's wrong!?
Eunji: Seriously??! Come on Y/n! We don't even seem like friends anymore!
Y/n: What?
Eunji: We barely see each other! We never hang out again! The only time I see you or hear you is only with those 7 ASSHOLES!
Y/n: I-I.. I am sorry Eunji.
Eunji: Sorry?! I waste like every tick of my life time looking for you and miss you so much! ,but where were you?? NOWHERE! Absolutely nowhere to be found! I felt a huge depression that I was REALLY about to loose my mind making my way to the therapist! Where was my best friend at that time???? Huh?! NOWHERE FOR ME!...
~Her words just built more heavy weights on my heart..~
"What should I answer right now?.. she is my best friend and It's just like I am ignoring her ,but no! I really love her..."
Y/n: I'm so sorry Eunji ,but It's not my fault! I-
Eunji: Not your fault?!?! Why can't you just get over your fucking coward life and stand up for yourself?!
............
Y/n: I- I don't know what to say....
Eunji: Yes Y/n! Because it's the truth!
~She angrily turned and walked away leaving me SOOOO sad...~
"Just Great! Now my best friend hate me..."
"She is so mad at me..."
"But she is right... I am so fucking coward that I am about to lose everything I have in life"
"Fuck you all BTS! Wish you 7 were NEVER existed!.."
~My tears flow down crying so much while running to the bathroom~
~As I was running, I felt something grabbing my arm very hard, stopping me~
Jimin: Kit-Y/n??? What's wrong?!?
"I fucking really hate when theyr making this stupid concerned expression then harming me afterward!"
~I pull my arm away really hard~
Y/n: DO NOT EVEN CARE YOU FUCKING JERK!
Jimin: *shouting* Y/N!!
~He shouted in a bit shocked ,but I ran away going inside the empty bathroom crying my eyes out~
Y/n: Why?? Why all this pain have to be in ME??!!
~Then the door opened and as expected... Jimin~
*He quietly locks the door*
~He approached me with concerned expression trying to touch me~
Y/n: LEAVE ME ALONE JIMIN!
Jimin: Y/N CALM THE FUCK DOWN!
~I tilt my head down closing my eyes sobbing even more~
~I felt a warmth on my face, it was Jimin's hands caressing my cheek~
~I looked up startled and see Jimin's worried face~
"In this minute, I really want someone to reassure me ,but... No! that ain't be Jimin!"
~I try to back up ,but he kept coming towards~
~I kept backing up until I hit my back on the counter making me feel scared~
~He put a piece of my hair behind my ear and smiling AND WOW NOT SMIRKING AS I THOUGHT!~
~I look in his eyes ,but immediately look away as I can't look at his brown big pupil eyes~
~He gently grab my chin turning my face to face him~
"Why is he smiling so innocently??"
Jimin: Kitty..-
To be continued~❤️