❝so what you are telling me is that you love me..❞
jaemin nodded with his eyes closed and loving the feeling of jeno's hand playing with his pink fluffy hair, ❝and i also have this romantic feelings towards renjun that gives me butterflies inside my stomach and a tingly feeling all over my bod—❞
❝in short, you love the both of us?❞ jeno cuts of jaemin's long description of love.
jaemin frowned, burying his head on the older's chest. he didn't know what to feel about that. it feels right but it sounded so wrong. you're supposed to stick only to one, be loyal to one, give your everything to one, love only one.
was he this desperate to move on from his ex girlfriend that he decided to find two because he can't be contended with only one?
jeno tightened his hug, but not too much that he will suffocate the younger ❝don't give me that mood.❞
❝i can't help but be disappointed at myself.❞
jeno sighed, ❝you're not the only one loving two people.❞
the pink haired wrapped his arms around jeno's waist, ❝i love you.❞
rubbing circles on the younger's back, jeno smiled ❝i love you too,❞
they then pulled away, looking at each other with smiles on their faces. ❝and renjun.❞ the two said together before cuddling back together.
it was early in the morning and that was the first thing they talked about. the reason why jaemin is inside jeno's room is because renjun decided to be cupid and set the two up. he's hurting himself, as what most of you might say, but he's actually already happy seeing the two together. jeno and jaemin deserve to be together.
❝have you noticed renjun looking sad after our fun at the amusement park?❞ jaemin frowned, ❝was it my fault?❞
him shouting at renjun and telling him that jeno is his and should know his place will always hunt him for the rest of his life. that was the worst thing he had said. renjun had done many things to jaemin, from helping him find his ryan plushie to being there when he was heartbroken. and this is what jaemin returns back? hurting him?
❝i deserve a slap.❞ jaemin said.
❝sshh,❞
❝a punch.❞
jeno cupped jaemin's face as he brushed the younger's hair that was covering his eyes, ❝don't say that.❞
❝but jeno, i hurt him.❞
❝you didn't mean to.❞ jeno kissed the younger's forehead to calm the boy down, ❝don't let it ruin your day, hm?❞
jaemin hummed as a response. he then continued to stare at jeno, admiring every detail until his eyes stopped at those red lips. jeno looking like a god early in the morning made jaemin frown.
❝that's unfair, how can you look so perfect when it's freaking six a.m.❞
jeno chuckled as he nuzzled his nose with jaemin's ❝you should see renjun then, that boy is a walking masterpiece.❞
imagining renjun's morning look made jaemin smile. he then leaned forward and stole a kiss from the older who looked surprised by it but seconds later, a smirk was formed from his lips. jaemin gulped when jeno changed their position which he was now hovering the younger. jeno leaned down and licked jaemin's lips before kissing it.
feeling the older's tongue poking his lips made jaemin panic and pushed jeno lightly, ❝i'm sorry.❞
jeno wanted to feel more of jaemin's lips but he knows the younger is not ready to take the kissing to another level yet and he understands. he won't force him.
❝i'm not really good at these kinds of thing..❞ jaemin blushed, looking elsewhere but at jeno who's admiring him. this jaemin under him was so different, guess jeno will have to get used to it. ❝i can't be like renjun who's good at kissing.❞
jaemin may look and act like he's an expert at this part in a relationship but the farthest he had experience was just giving his ex girlfriend a hickey, that's all. he didn't even give his ex girl his first kiss, he gave it to jeno.
unlike renjun who looks so innocent that you didn't want his mind to be corrupted with the dirty things the world is offering. jeno got even surprised after feeling renjun's lips. it's impossible for that to be the short male's first kiss. he must have kissed other people before him.
❝who's..❞ jaemin pressed his lips into a thin line, ❝your first kiss?❞
jeno showed a smile and leaned down to connect his lips with jaemin again, this time all he did was pepper jaemin's lips with short kisses.
❝mark's going to kill me if i tell you.❞
jaemin froze and then covered his mouth a second after, ❝donghyuck!?❞
❝sshh, it was an accident.❞ jeno giggled, pushing himself off the bed and stretched his arms up in the air, ❝don't tell mark, he might really kill me.❞
no joke, jeno has seen mark get jealous and he was scared as fuck. mark even almost killed a person once for touching donghyuck's butt. if it weren't for the ambulance arriving at the right time then that guy would have died because of mark. that side of mark, jeno didn't want to deal with.
renjun shook his head for the nth time today already. scenes from yesterday keeps on flashing inside his head which he had been stopping ever since last night because it was wrong. it's wrong because of the feelings he gets whenever he remembers the fun from yesterday. how he unconsciously just smile, how he starts loving the moments, and how his heart beats whenever he thinks of the fun they had.
he's stopping it because he's starting to fall for another person. a new side of this person was shown yesterday and he couldn't help but fall for that side. he couldn't help but fall for jaemin—
❝no.❞ renjun shook his head violently, almost spilling the bowl of soup he's holding ❝not jeno and not jaemin. your role is a cupid, not to go in between them.❞
he stared at the wall clock from the kitchen and then tapped his foot impatiently.
❝they should be down by now.❞ renjun just received a message from both jaeminand jeno's mother telling him to tell the two that they should go visit the company an hour from now.
❝good morning to you little spoon.❞
it didn't take renjun seconda to guess the owner of that voice. as much as he loved how the feeling of jeno's breathing on his neck and how the younger is hugging him tight like he was scared of letting go, he find this wrong.
renjun removed the younger's arms around him and turned around to get plates and then gently placed them down the table. jeno just stared at him, clearly not loving how renjun is acting not to be obvious but is actually obvious.
jaemin arrived minutes after, rubbing his eyes as he yawned. there was renjun's heart again, beating at the cute sight of jaemin. he badly want to jump to the younger and cuddle with him but again, he can't.
he can't and shouldn't do anything to the two that might cause their relationship to break.
❝morning jaemin.❞ renjun flashed a smile at jaemin who nodded his head in response and then turned to jeno, ❝morning butcher knife.❞
❝butcher knife?❞ jeno furrowed his brows.
❝that's for calling me a little spoon.❞ renjun stuck his tongue out at jeno and then went to the sink to wash his hands.
❝what am i then?❞ jaemin pouted, feeling left out since the two have somewhat a utensil as their nickname.
❝fork.❞
❝butter knife.❞
jeno and renjun turned their heads to look at each other. renjun might have chosen fork for jaemin to be the fork to his spoon, which he just realized that it shouldn't be. jeno then realized that he was selfish for making jaemin as the butter knife just for him to have a partner as a knife.
❝butter knife.❞ renjun said.
along with jeno, ❝fork.❞
jaemin giggled at the two, ❝i'll be a fork knife then.❞ knowing that it probably doesn't exist but for the sake for it to be fair to the two, he made it up. ❝a knife that's a fork.❞
renjun was trying to hide the smile that's been threatening to show, can jaemin stop making him feel butterflies inside his stomach? he cleared his throat, ❝your mothers called and wants you two to go to the company about.. an hour from now.❞
jeno grabbed renjun's wrist as he noticed the short male walking away, ❝you're not going to eat together with us?❞
he does want to, but couldn't. ❝i need to check up on chenle.❞ he lied, since when does he do that to his fellow chinese friend when that teenager already has a chicken to watch over him?
before jeno could say anything and force renjun to sit with then, the chinese already left the kitchen and quickly went to jaemin's room when he is staying as of the moment.
jaemin, again, blamed himself. ❝i'm sorry, it's my fault.❞
❝jaemin, no.❞ jeno sighed, sitting down in front of the pink haired who's smile just disappeared from his lips, ❝it's not your fault.❞
for him, it is. if jaemin just didn't say that to renjun then—
❝don't always think about it.❞ jeno flashed a smile for the younger to feel a little bit better, ❝we are going to fix this.❞
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