||C H A P T E R 31
Not proof read
Y'all are gonna low key hate me for this
Probs a lot of errors lol
~Yoongi~
I was going to talk to Jimin but I figured that after what happened with his parents he didn't need anything else on his plate for the night
And I know it's stupid, I really do, but I was actually kind of hurt by what Jimins dad said. I know I shouldn't let it bother me, but what hurt the most was that Jimin agreed with his dad. I know he doesn't want to get in trouble and I know he's trying to save himself, but right now, I couldn't help but feel like I wasn't worth it...
That maybe I wasn't worth it to him
~Jimin~
I woke up around 10:35, though it was a Monday, school was canceled because of a gas leak
Yoongi was still sleeping, so I got out of bed and just started my chores
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After about two hours, I washed the dishes, cleaned the kitchen and living room, along with moping and sweeping
And Yoongi still wasn't fucking awake
Sighing, I go upstairs and see Yoongi sitting there, staring at the floor..... I guess he is awake
"Please tell me you're not possessed"I joke, giggling a little
He looks at me and laughs, standing up and walking over to me. Cuffing my face and giving me a kiss
"You're so cute" he smiles
I blush and mutter a small "Thank you"
"Come watch TV with me," I said while dragging him downstairs
He nods and follows me when we're in the living room he grabs the remote and puts it on the other couch
I pout at him, but I soon stop when he has a look of seriousness on his face
"We need to talk"
~Yoongi~
I wake up and see that Jimin is gone, his bed beating neatly made, as well as the things on his floor being picked up
So I decided to get up, only to sit back down again, I start to think about how I'm going to approach Jimin with this
"Please tell me you're not possessed"I hear a voice say while giggling
He's so cute, I mentally coo
I smile at him and chuckle, standing up to go kiss him, he giggles in the kiss and I mentally die
And so when I called him cute, his reaction was even cuter, he blushed and hid his face while muttered a very gentle and soft thank you
Omagawd
He wanted to watch TV, so we started to walk downstairs, and since nobody else was here, this was the perfect time
Sadly
We got downstairs and I took to remote, throwing it out of his reach, he pouted and then stopped, noticing that I was being very serious
"We need to talk"
"What is it Yoongi?" He asks, biting his bottom lip
"Jimin, can we please sit down for a second," I ask
He hesitantly nods, both of us going over to one of the couches
Sitting across from each other, I hold onto both his hands, rubbing circles in his palms
"You know that you can trust me, right baby? I would never judge you, you're safe with me. You know that, right?"
His face turned worried, his hands becoming tense
"Of course I know that Yoongi, w-why wouldn't I," he says, his voice becoming unsteady
"Baby, I want you to please tell me the truth, and if you're not comfortable with it, we can stop," I say, keeping a calm and smooth voice
~Author~
Jimin nods, knowing exactly what Yoongis about to ask, knowing exactly how this will go down
He knows he knows, he knows, he knows
"Baby, may you please lift up your sleeve for me, just a little bit," Yoongi asked, continuing to rub circles on the younger palms
Jimin felt tears building up in his eyes, starting to shake a little
Yoongi takes notice in this, swiftly taking his hands up you wipe his tears away
"It's ok baby, it's ok," Yoongi says, keeping his voice relaxed
"Please no Yoongi, please no-"
"Baby, I'm sorry but we have to talk about this, I don't want you to keep hurti-"
"Be quiet Yoongi, I don't want to talk about this, I never do?" Jimin said quietly
Yoongi has a very, very short temper, so Jimin being stubborn was needless to say, very irritating. But for the sake of him and his baby, Yoongi was trying to stay as calm as possible
"Look Jiminie, I just want you to be safe, I don't want you to keep doing this to yourself," Yoongi says
Jimin shakes his head, pulling his hand's waist from Yoongi "You're going to hate me Yoongi, I don't want to show you" Jimin said, his voice a bit louder this time
"Jimin" Yoongi warns "Calm down"
"I'm not going to calm down, if I don't want to talk about it then I don't want to talk about it," Jimin says
"Jimin, this is serious"
"Does it look like I give a flying fuck"
"Ok, now you're just being a brat" Yoongi grits out, biting his tongue
"This isn't your problem, you shouldn't be so demanding" Jimin snapped
"Jimin, for fuck's sake, I love you with all my heart. There is no way in hell I could ever hate you. Your incredible Jimin"
Jimin tears were now like a waterfall, falling down off his cheeks
"How can you love someone like me" Jimin alas, Yoongis heart breaking with every word
"Jimin...."
"No, you're going to leave again, you're going to go home and leave me behind. And then everything will be the same again, I'll be bullied and beaten and all alone. You won't be here" Jimin said, visibly shaking
Yoongi as well felt tears falling from his eyes, because at the end of the day. Jimin was right. Yoongi would have to leave, he doesn't have a say
"Please Jimin, I'm sorry, but you know that even when I'm gone I'll still love you. And maybe I can even visit, it doesn't take that long to drive here" Yoongi reassures
"That's not enough" Jimin cries, starting to stand up, only to be grabed by Yoongi, his hand holding Jimin shirt tightly
"Don't now walk away from me like this" Yoongi warned, still holding onto Jimin as he stood up
"Yoongi let me the hell go" Jimin snaps
"Don't walk out of this, We need to talk shit out Jimin, I don't need you being angry for the rest of the damn day"
Jimin started pulling from Yoongi, trying to get out of his hold, but I was no use
"Jimin, please" Yoongi begged, tears falling
"Please just let me go, you said we didn't have to talk now let go, I wanna be alone right now, please" Jimin sobbed
"Jimin, stop moving arou-"
The whole world stops when Yoongi feels a sting on his cheek, letting Jimins shirt go as he stood there in shock
Jimin has slapped him, Jimin had physically slapped Yoongi on the cheek, a bright red hand mark appearing by the second
"Did you just fucking slap me" Yoongi bites out, getting Déjà vu
( Do Y'all know why I mean ^^ )
Jimin nods, crying even harder, backing away from Yoongi
"Why are you being like this Jimin" Yoongi mumbles, staring at the floor, the sting making his face a little numb
"Because you're going to forget about me soon, I and you will be history and you'll be happier with someone else" Jimin mumbles
"Then why don't we start now"
Jimin was confused at first, that is until
"I want to break up Jimin, I want you to forget about me," Yoongi says
Jimin starts breathing hard, his mind is filled with so many emotions
"Y-Yoongi-"
"You asked for this Jimin," Yoongi said, grabbing a jacket and walking out of the house, leaving me behind
But Yoongis right, this is what he wanted....right?
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Who's side are you on?