jeno smiled, pulling renjun even closer as he placed his chin on top of the older's head. inhaling a scent that he is sure that renjun doesn't own, he just let sleep take over again and ignored the thought. his hand went under the older's shirt and rubbed circles behind the older's back.
jaemin sighed as he felt a warm feeling behind his back. not really knowing renjun's sleeping habit, he didn't bother to open his eyes and just enjoyed the comfortable feeling of renjun's hand on his back. he could then feel himself being pulled closer until his face was buried on the chest, renjun's chest maybe.
jaemin snuggled even closer and jeno tightened his embrace on the figure he is hugging.
both thinking it was renjun.
❝good morning indeed.❞ renjun whispered to himself as he took out his phone and took countless of pictures of the two having the time of their lives sleeping in each other's arms.
hearing a clicking sounds, jaemin groaned, stretching his arms and then throwing them to wrap them to the neck to whoever he is sleeping with. jeno felt a hot breath on his lips, of course still thinking that it was renjun, he leaned down and gave the person a peck on the lips.
renjun, witnessing the scene, gasped. he then covered his mouth to avoid any sound, inhumane sounds, coming out from his mouth. ❝oh shit.❞
jaemin frowned as he felt something in contact with his lips. slowly opening his eyes, he immediately covered his mouth. the suddenly movement also woke jeno completely up and the boy froze upon knowing who he just gave a peck on the lips.
the chinese didn't want to join the drama. and so, after being satisfied with taking after fifty pictures, he dashed out from the room and his squeal was the reason why the two screamed.
❝what the fuck?!❞
❝oh my god!?❞
jaemin shot right up from the bed, giving a big space between the two of them, ❝jeno that was my first!❞
❝that was just a peck.❞ but still, jeno felt sorry.
❝your lips still touched mine!❞ jaemin was furious. not only was his first kiss was taken by a boy, it was jeno. the person whom he grew up quarreling and being his enemy. he never expected his first kiss to be this early in the morning.
he had always imagined his first kiss late at night, at the forest with fireflies lighting up the dark. his first was supposed to be with the person he loves, not with a boy he hates.
❝i'm so sorr—❞
❝leave.❞
❝jae—❞
if jeno won't leave then jaemin will. jaemin stormed out of the room, still covering his mouth, and even left his ryan plushie on jeno's bed.
jeno sighed, flinching when jaemin slammed his door shut. he stared at the ryan plushie and then placed it on his lap, burying his face on the plushie as the feeling of jaemin's lips still lingering on his lips.
❝it is so soft.❞ he murmured under his breath as he could feel his cheeks heating up.
renjun whistled to the song that was echoing around the whole ground floor, can be heard even in the hallways that leads to jeno and jaemin's room.
after debating for what seemed like hours on whether he should go out or not to eat breakfast, his stomach was begging for food. jaemin was then forced to be out of bed and go out of his room that he planned on not coming out until that kiss, peck, or whatever you call it, he had with jeno.
speaking of jeno, he didn't expect for the other to also go out of his room and the two were standing there in the hallway, doing nothing but just a staring contest. jaemin decided to break the eye contact and walked out first, bumping jeno by the shoulders purposely.
❝hello there jaemin.❞ renjun showed a smile to the pink haired who is placing a lot, by a lot meaning plenty, of food on his plate. renjun was doubting if he can finish it on his own. ❝what are you doing?❞
❝i'm eating in my room.❞ jaemin turned around, not even glancing at renjun and almost bumping jeno who is silently just standing behind him.
he pushed the boy to the side and stomped his way back to his room while bringing his food supply for the day. he had no plans of coming out of his room after that.
renjun watched jeno with worry, did the kiss go wrong?
❝jeno is—❞
❝yes.❞ jeno answered, not even finishing renjun's supposed to be question, ❝everything went wrong.❞
renjun sat next to jeno and held the boy's hand, caressing it to comfort the boy down. well, at least it did but not completely.
❝it was his first kiss.❞
so it's either renjun forgot or he just doesn't know. his face showed shock and that sentence explained everything into why jaemin is acting that way. ❝jeno?❞
❝i'm his first kiss.❞
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jeno was reading the same line over and over again for the nth time and still not understanding. he was really distracted and was not okay. he thought that by reading a book he can bring himself to enjoy and just forget what happened this morning but no, it just added a problem to his life after knowing a character died.
❝i'm going out to buy food.❞ jeno saw renjun wearing his blue sweater and he isn't even complaining. instead, he found the older cute with his blue sweater. ❝are you going to be fine alone?❞
❝jaemin is here with—❞ he cleared his throat upon realizing what he had just said, ❝yeah sure.❞
renjun smiled, walking towards jeno and ruffling his hair, ❝you should be happy because you're his first kiss.❞
❝but he didn't like it.❞
❝are you sure?❞ renjun gave him a teasing look which received a groan from the other. ❝anyways, i'm going.❞
jeno nodded his head, waiting for renjun to go out of his room before he could read his book again, and he wished that this time he can focus.
❝this is so sad.❞ jaemin sniffed as he used his third box of tissues to wipe off the tears that's falling down from his eyes.
stretching his hand to the side to get something is when he noticed that he lost something.
trying to not care about it, he went back to his laptop and focused at the kdrama he is watching. crying his eyes out, he took a random pillow and buried his head on it. after a few seconds, he finally felt his tears stopping and with that he looked up when he realized that he shouldn't have.
❝oh god.❞ he stared at the screen and watched the couple kiss.
it reminded him of jeno kissing his lips. he doesn't even know why but his tears went back down again and there he is, a crying mess. but he just couldn't get his eyes off the screen. he watched the couple kiss while his tears went down nonstop. he observed how their lips moved and couldn't help but somehow miss jeno's lips—
❝where the fuck is my ryan when i need it?❞ jaemin lazily stood up from his bed and searched his plushie all around his room with his eyes swollen and his nose kept on sniffing.
stopping in the middle of his room, he run a hand through his hair and took a deep breath after realizing that he had left it inside jeno's room.
having no choice but to get it, he walked out from his room and stood in front of jeno's door. he can actually just sleep one night without his ryan— who is he kidding, he can't do that. sighing, he knocked the door twice before opening it and was greeted by a jeno looking so attractive by just reading his book.
❝you came home early.❞ jeno said, not looking up.
he probably thought it was renjun. ❝uh..❞
jeno looked up and saw jaemin with eyes swollen and nose running. jeno got worried at the sight and him thinking that jaemin cried the whole day. he's not even going to assume that the pink haired is crying because he stole his first kiss.
jaemin sat down in front of jeno, looking away ❝can i.. have my ryan?❞
and jeno was hugging the plushie. ❝oh sorry..❞
but he didn't give it to jaemin. the younger turned to jeno and flinched when the older placed a hand on his cheeks, caressing it. ❝j-jeno?❞
❝were you crying?❞
jaemin had his eyes on jeno's lips, remembering how the couple kissed at the kdrama he watched the whole day. jeno noticed where jaemin's eyes were at but he reminded himself not to assume, assuming leads to getting hurt.
❝jaemin are you okay? did someone hurt you?❞ it's probably him. he might be the reason why jaemin cried. it's because he stole the boy's first kiss. but instead of receiving an answer, he got a question back.
❝can you kiss me jeno?❞
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