My mind and body are in conflict.
I feel there is a war raging in my heart.
Why should there even be war in the first place?
Fear?
Get over it!
I'm telling you this,
If you don't let yourself feel this while it is happening it will someday be gone and you will look around and realize that the entire time he was standing there waiting for you, but you were too busy fighting with yourself all over, fear. And you will be left alone.
Because he will get tired of waiting on a war zone.