Chapter 21: The next song is for you…
[Irish’s POV]
I teared up while watching Grace and Wyxzel.
I felt arms wrap around my shoulders.
I looked back to see my Onew looking at me.
“The next song is from our very own Choi Minho!” The voice over shouted.
[Minho’s POV]
“If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore.
There’s no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin’ out the door.
[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...
I’ll never be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
Walkin’ with that troublesome guy
But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand
Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make you mine
[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...
[Bridge]
Don’t just say, goodbye
Don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make it right
[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...”
I perfectly sang it from my heart.
I don’t want to leave her.
But I don’t want to see Onew-hyung suffering anymore.
Once again, I didn’t fight for her.
I didn’t consider her a choice among everything.
Now, she’s happy in the arms of Onew-hyung.
“I sang this song for a woman I love with all of my heart.
Until now, I still love her but I let go of her the time she needed me but now she’s happy in the arms of my friend. I just hope she’d be happy forever.”
After I said those words, my eyes was filled with tears.
‘I still do love you, Irish-ah’
[Onew’s POV]
“Minho-yah…” I called on him when he came back to the backstage.
“Hyung?”
“Do you,” I paused and gulped. “Do you still love her?”
He stopped on his tracks.
“Wae, Onew-Hyung? I-I didn’t m-mean to like, make her hear that so she would c-come back to me…” He stuttered.
“N-No… I didn’t mean that. I mean, I just wanna know. Do you still love her?” I again asked.
He looked down.
“Yes.” He whispered.
“Just now, I thought about letting her go-“
“DON’T!” He suddenly yelled.
“W-Wae?”
“She doesn’t love me now, Onew-hyung. She finally acknowledge the feeling she had for you that was hiding from a long long time… D-Don’t waste it l-like I did.” He sincerely said.
I hugged my dongsaeng.
“You’ll never regret this, Minho-yah. I’ll love her with all of my heart.” I said tearing up.
“Promise me, hyung. Promise me.”
“I promise…”
[A/N: Short eh? :D
Mianhaeyooooo~
-xoxo.jhanzkie<3]