My Past Was Meant To Be Hidden

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CAUTION SEXUAL CONTEXTS AND ABUSE... Her Mom's dead, She's moving to America from England, Living alone with... Mer

What happened that day
Arriving at my new home
Meeting the neighbour... More like brother
Bad Boy is talking to me?
My first day, Great! not...
The letter... And my 'brothers girlfriend'
Normal day... until he came...
They took me...
Let me go
My first job...
Boss isn't the Boss
My second job was ...
Oh no she didn't ... Date?
Carnival date ...not so well
Kidnapped... Great
Wake up kitten..
Trying not to give up!
Putting the pieces together
Two months later...

Hurt, Frozen and Empty

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I woke up, feeling comfy? I sat up quickly OMG it happened again! I was about to start crying until lexis familiar face came into my view

"Lexi?" She wagged her tail and kissed me, all my memory's of yesterday came crawling back, I sighed and hugged my baby dog,

"I love you so much Lexi, I missed you like crazy" she whimpered and snuggled closer to me

"I promise I'll try not to ever leave you alone that long again" she licked me again and I giggled and sniffed

"Is that pancakes?" I sniffed again and slowly walked down stairs to see Sebastian, ruby, Bellamy and sandy sitting on the table eating pancakes, ruby noticed me first and squealed and ran into my arms

"Cassie! I missed you so much, and your delicious pancakes, they are so much better then sabbie's!" I chuckled just as sandy and Sebastian ran over and hugged me, murmuring about how worried they where and how they missed me and how they would kill me themselves if it happens again, I chuckled Bellamy came over and pulled me off so I was leaning into him

"Guys be careful" I sighed and looked up at him

"I'm okay, just hungry" he nodded and passed me his plate of pancakes, I scoffed them and spoke

"Where's Evie and Eric?"

"Your father gave them money to find a place of there own, they wanted me to tell you that they thank you for everything" I nodded, dad walked in like he owned the place and I ignored him, Lexi noticed my change in mood toward him and growled quietly, I stroked her head comfortingly as be spoke

"Cassie honey? Could you tell me what happened?"

"Nothing" he slammed his hand on the table

"I can't do nothing if you don't tell me, and I know for a fact some thing did happened because sound have a small scar by your eyebrow, your as skinny as a rake and your lip is busted!" I raised an eyebrow

"You did nothing anyway"

"For god sake! Grow up Cassandra and tell me what happened!" I shouted

"Nothing, I wouldn't tell you anyway! I told you and brain that Trey was basically someone to worry about but you dismissed it like it was nothing, and look where that ended me!" He shouted back

"I thought Trey wouldn't mess with us!"

"We'll obviously he did! And was it that hard to look for me, I mean your so dumb even ruby could of realised it was Trey even at her age!"

"What the hell happened to you!"

"Nothing! Just leave me alone Jefferson!" He flinched then didn't move for a few minutes I glared at the table by where he stood, until he stormed out,

Sebastian hugged me

"Do you want me to sort this trey out babydoll?" I whispered

"I already did" he kissed my head

"Good because I would have made him suffer so much without hesitation" I sighed

"I'm okay sabbie, I'm alive right?" He nodded

"Me and ruby are going to go school now sis, will you be okay? Bellamy and sandy have work" I bit my lip,

"If you wait I'll come school to, I need to catch up and I don't think I can be alone right now" he nodded, as I ran upstairs to shower this feels so good, warm shower and amazing peach smelling shampoo and body wash, it feels like a dream I got out and put some light blue skinny jeans, a brown belt, white top that you can took in and finally a brown cardigan and brown converse and finished off by pulling my hair into a pony tail and put some lip gloss and mascara on.

I ran down the stairs, Bellamy and sandy waited to say goodbye and I drove me, Sebastian and ruby to school, when me and Sebastian got out everyone stared at me, after a few seconds two girly voices screamed my name with happiness, I smiled at Jonah and scarlet and they both ran towards em and squished me in a hug, Jonah spoke first

"Omg god girl what happened?"

"Yeah your skinnier then a twig?"

"And you have been gone a whole year!"

"And no one would tell us anything!" I sighed

"I'm okay and back and hungry so don't worry guys" they both pouted, Jonah spoke

"But your our bestie and we missed you, also we was worried as hell" Scarlett nodded agreeing with him

"It doesn't matter, I'm back now" they nodded letting it go Xavior smiled kindly

"Glad your back, my brother from another mother has been so down lately, starting to think I might after ditch him" he chuckled as Sebastian punished him playfully in the arm, they started talking about random stuff I wasn't interested in, I turned to see James, Jake and Nate behind me with smiled on there face, they spoke at the same time

"Babe your back"

"Everyone missed you"

"Girl I knew you was too tough to die" I smiled, then looked at the floor as I spoke

"Is drake in?" They nodded, I sighed

"I can't deal with him right know could you guys tell him to back off please?" They nodded as we walked to class.

maths, I hate this class, to be honest it brings back memory's of the first day, I was daydreaming when sir fell asleep, a shadow over my table made me jump and look up, Drake was looking at me with a frown on his face,I glanced at Nate and James who were glaring at Drake, I looked back at him and sighed

"Can I help you?" He sat down next to me and spoke

"Yeah you can, you can listen to what I have to say" I rolled my eyes

"You have a few minutes"

"You know I did look for you, I looked at all the top people who wanted to get back at our gang, Trey he wasn't one of them, thats why we never looked, after a few months I started to get depressed, I mean I couldn't find you I was slowly giving up, I thought if I couldn't find you then they have already killed you, I'm sorry I gave up" I laughed with no emotion and stood, I knew everyone was listening but at the moment I didn't care

"Your sorry? It's your fault he took me in the first place and you know what? Sorry isn't enough for what I went threw!" I walked out with him, Nate and James following

"Cass!" I turned and glared pushing him into the lockers

"No don't call me that, you don't deserve to call me that only my mother does! My mom, Sebastian and ruby!" He pushed me back

"Stop being childish Ella!"

"Childish? Yeah because being kidnapped is childish" I shouted which caused him to shout

"Your overreacting about it" I slapped him

"No drake! You don't know nothing about what happened!"

"Then tell me!"

"Do you really think you deserve to know!" He sighed and pulled me into his arms but I pushed him away knowing a tear was rolling down my face

"You know nothing" I whispered and walked towards the cafeteria doors with Nate and James quietly following me.

I didn't speak the whole time, I would fake smile or nod when someone asked me some thing, or asked if I was okay, Jonah kept watching me closely, but I shrugged it off, Sebastian was sitting next to me almost protectively, like he thought no harm could come to me near him, but it's to late, but he doesn't know that, non of them do, they only know some of it.

I just finished having dinner and was walking to my bed, when the door went I ignored it knowing Sebastian would get it, I laid down with my head at he bottom of the bed and my feet at the top, my door slowly opened and the person sat next to me in the same position

"Ella-bella" he spoke softly

"Yeah Jonah?"

"Do you want to talk about it?" I felt some tears roll down my face

"Not really" he waited a couple of seconds then I started talking him again only giving some details

"Jonah it was horrible, I don't eat a lot but they practically starved us so we had no energy to fight back, that's when it got worse, after I was just thinking about giving up, I fought back because I knew I was going to die anyway, Trey he hurt me, I had to do it to save us, I couldn't take it anymore" I sobbed

"Do what Ella?" He spoke as if I was fragile, I guess I am but I don't like feeling like this

"I managed to get a gun Jonah, I had to, I ... I k-ki-killed h-him" I started crying and he hugged me and started saying soothing words as he tightened his arms around me

"It's okay Ella-bella, you did it because you had to no one will judge you for that, I don't care how you did it, I'm glad your back, even if you are broken, I love you so much my amazing twin" I giggled and rested my head on his chest, he spoke again

"What did he do to you?" I gulped and flinched as the memory's played along in my head like a movie but I was the main character

"Nothing Jonah nothing" he sighed put kissed my cheek

"Go sleep Ella-bella"

"Night Jonah"

"Night Ella"

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