it's funny when the words
"i hate him"
leave my mouth,
even i'm amused by it.
because even after the misery,
i swear i'd die for your love.
you take my sadness
and make it your happiness.
you feed off of seeing people
upset over you,
needing you,
missing you,
it's like you're happy with what you do.
you made sadness a whole other level for me,
i've never felt more low in my life.
you knew everything i've been through,
how sad i was too.
so did you assume i was fine when you left?
i don't want to be in the same position again
where i was letting go of all my love
for you not to love me back.
-reminiscing