I think both kids FINALLY fell asleep 🤧👏🏻😩 I've never wanted to be able to pee alone so bad like I didn't need both of them and my dog in the bathroom with me the entire time 😂
New Chat by Youngjae
Youngjae set chat title to 💘
Youngjae added Jackson
Youngjae added Yugyeom
Youngjae: I would like you two to talk it out and I am only in here to help direct the conversation if it goes astray
Jackson: Oh. Uh- Yugyeom I'm sorry I snapped at you and acted like a jerk
Yugyeom: ... it's okay.. you were having a bad day but.. do you really think I'm a burden? Or weak?
Jackson: no!!! None of us think that including me! You are super strong being able to handle what you handle and you use to have so much more too which is insane. You're strong and not a burden to me or anyone here at all... I think part of me lashing out about it was envy... that you got to live with your partner so fast and....... that you are so strong but a huge part in my lash out is actually something I've kept a secret
Yugyeom: what??
Jackson: I have bipolar syndrome and I'm not saying that's an excuse for my behavior but I think the fact I haven't been helped to handle it or treat it or whatever yet is partly why my bad day triggered me to be so mad and then I was jealous so I just lashed out and I'm sorry
Yugyeom: oh- are you going to see a doctor about it? There's nothing like to be ashamed of... but they may be able to help find a way to control it better ? I'm not a doctor but I think that's what they do for that
Jackson: I'm going soon... and I'm telling the group soon.. but I don't want to join the chat back if you don't.. cause if you don't feel comfortable being there because of me then I'll leave but you should go back... they love you and need you in the chat
Yugyeom: back the fuck up. They love and need you too so if I'm going you're going
Jackson: so then were okay?!?
Yugyeom: yeah.. we're okay .. :)
Jackson: I WANNA HUG YOU OMFGIJXIQ
Youngjae: ☺️
I think the 2 year old is up- Boi no