I keep so much pain
inside myself
I grasp my anger
and loneliness
and hold it
in my chest
it has changed me
into something
I never meant to be
it has me transformed
into a person
I do not recognize
but I do not know how
to let it go
*.•*
* TRIGGER WARNING
- suicidal thoughts and actions will be included in this book.
- r*pe and mentions of r*pe will have a place in this book.
- curse words also will have a place in this book.
*started this book on 26 February 2019
*finished around november 2021
*Ryder and Everly both get chapters in their p.o.v. here. The name of the chapters will be theirs.