year 2013.
dear na chaehee,
please don't worry about me. i'm fine.
i got ahold of the blade and i do it sometimes. i do this to myself to relieve the pain. i hate to do this when i'm already receiving so much from my own mother. or should i say, birthgiver? i don't really want to call a stranger my parent. she just gave birth to me, that's all.
i'm alright, okay? there was once i got angry so i pushed you away when you came to comfort me. it's because birthgiver threw away the book my grandmother gave to me before she passed away the previous day. she also told me to stop talking to the little girl in the hospital. fucking hell, like i'd do that. i'm sorry i took out all my anger on you. i will be a better person. i'll learn to hide my emotions well. anything for you, my love.
yours,
a healing lee hyunjae