I'm Fine (Drarry)

By SecretlyGayMom_Kyra

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Harry feels like he is being torn apart, he can't take it anymore... he gets abused by is uncle and everyone... More

Chapter 1- Ungrateful boy
Chapter 2- I'm Fine
Chapter 3- Choosing
Chapter 4- First Task
Chapter 5- Yule Ball
Chapter 6- Second Task
Chapter 7- Final Task..
Chapter 8- Summer time
Chapter 9- Beach with Malfoy
Chapter 10- Truth or Dare, Kiss or Swear?
Chapter 11- Quidditch accident
Chapter 12- The Order's Emergency Meeting
Chapter 13- Detention with Malfoy
Chapter 14- Muted week
Chapter 15- Midnight meeting
Chapter 17- Gryffindor Party
Chapter 18- Holiday Break
Chapter 19- Back to Hogwarts
Chapter 20- D.A. Meeting
Chapter 21- Monster
Chapter 22- Sirius
Chapter 23- Summer with a Ferret
Chapter 24- Okay Summer
Chapter 25- Unforgiving war
Chapter 26- Wedding
Chapter 27- New Professors
Chapter 28- Best Professor
Chapter 29- Help me
Chapter 30- Holiday from Home
Chapter 31- Emergency heartbreak
Chapter 32- Heart breaking Letter
Chapter 33- Beautiful Girl
Chapter 34- Best friends
Chapter 35- Dick move
A/N :) GOOD NEWS

Chapter 16- Dumbledore's Army

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By SecretlyGayMom_Kyra

>Harry's POV>

I finally got my voice back, well I've had it back for a week or so but the only person who knows is Dray. Hermione asked some people if they wanted proper teaching so that's where we're going now.. I move through the deep snow and between the houses and buildings dressed in cool white fluff and frosted glass, icicles handing from the over hangings. Draco's fingers were laced with mine keeping them warm to the touch as i shook from nervousness and from the bitter air around us. We walk to Hog's head where they said they were told to meet and we walk to the bar tender, he was a old man with thick fingers.. there was no one else here besides a witch in the corner "could i uh get 4 butterbeers?" Hermione said and the man groaned and pulled out dirty, dusty cups "on second thought.." she said and she pulled us away and the man put the cups away with a weird smirk, we stood for a second and Hermione started talking "I hope people actually come, it will be like a parade if everyone comes in at once" she said looking over at the old man and we all look and he pushed open a door to the back. The door opened with a squeak and the weathered old dead floorboards creaked as we moved along them to the back where 4 seats sat in front of about 28 other seats.. I sit in the middle sorta and Hermione and Draco sat on either side, Ron sat on Hermione's left "Parade?" someone said outside and the door creaked open again and many people walked in, my anxiety kicked up with my shaking and Draco held my hand tightly and i smiled as people took their seats. "uh.. Hi.." Hermione said standing up after a while..  in complete silence.. "so uh you know why you're here, we need a teacher - proper teacher" she said more confidently "one who has had real experience defending themselves against the dark arts" she said and Draco squeezed my hand lightly and smiled "why?" a boy said in a beanie "Why? because you-know-who is back you tosser" Ron spat at the boy and i gave him a look and he sighed a leaned back "so he says" the boy says nodding his head to me and i bit my lip "So Dumbledore says" she said quickly and I look down at my feet "so Dumbledore says because he says, the point is.. wheres the proof?" he spat and i bit my lip harder making rustic iron blood flow lightly into my mouth and i stopped biting "Potter can tell us more about how Diggory killed" a boy said next to Ginny i think, i looked up and stared at the long haired boy "I'm not going to talk about Cedric, so if that's why your here might as well clear out" i say standing up, Draco still held my hand tightly making my heart flutter "Is it true that you can produce a Patronus charm?" Luna Lovegood says and i stare at her and i feel Draco stand up "yes, I've seen it" he said and i blush lightly "blimey Harry, didn't know you could do  that" Dean said and i gave a small smile but went back to my straight face.. "an..and he killed the b.. basilisk with the sword of Gryffindor" Neville said and a few people whispered "i heard he fought about 100 dementors at once" Ron said and he looked at me and i bit my lip again.. ugh i need to stop.. "last year he did really fight off you-know-who in the flesh" Hermione said and i sighed quietly "wait.. look.. it's sound great when you say it all like that.. but the truth is.. it was just luck.. i didn't know what i was doing half the time.. i always had help.." i say as i feel Draco's thumb gently brush my hand "he's just being modest" Hermione said and i looked at her and opened my mouth to argue "No Hermione, i'm not... facing this stuff in real life is not like school.. in school if you make a mistake you can try again tomorrow.. but out there when your seconds away from being murdered or seeing a friend die right before your eyes.. you don't know what it's like.." i say and i sit back down, "you're right Harry, we don't that's why we need your help..Because if we have any chance on beating V-" she bit her lip lightly "Voldemort.." she finished "He's really back?" Collin Creevey said and i nodded lightly and Draco rubbed my forearm lightly kissing my head and i blushed

People were now forming a line in front of me and a paper with the words DUMBLEDORE'S ARMY and a few names under it.. it went on for about 15 minutes and finally we got everyone that wanted to join "alright.. uh our first meeting will be uh next week in uh the Room Of Requirements.. if you need help getting there Draco and I will be there to help, Friday at 6 don't get into trouble and have to miss the meeting because we need as much time as possible" i say to everyone and they nodded and everyone flowed out of the small room and walked out of the cafe.

>>Days later>>

I check my watch and walk down the hall to the court yard where a nice fountain sat, snow dressing the concrete ground and grass corners.. the fountain was slowly spurting out some water as the water in the concrete rim was frozen solid getting small layers as the water spurted out. It spurted once more then stopped, i smiled and walk through the snow and people pass me with a wave and a smile.. weird?.. i walk past a bunch of Slytherins "Hey Potter" one of them said and i turned "what?" i say and they smirked "looks like you got yourself another group of fan girls" one of them said and i shrugged, they pointed to a large group of giggling girls who had different scarves on, some red and gold, some green and silver, but a lot of them were blue and bronzed colored and lots of yellow and black ones. some blonde, some brunette, some ginger, and some black haired.. i turn back to the Slytherins and rolled my eyes "fun." i say blankly and the slytherin girls waved to me and i walked away.. i walked pasted a bright blue thing and i walked backwards to look into the glass case.. It was the Triwizard cup with my Name on a plat HARRY JAMES POTTER, YOUNGEST TRIWIZARD CHAMPION with the date under it, next to it was a photo of Me and Cedric and there was small lit candles by it, i smiled and continued to walk the long way back to the library. I get stopped by the large group of girls "go Chai" a girl in the Ravenclaw scarf whispered loudly pushing a black haired girl with a Ravenclaw scarf on too.. "uh- Hi- Hi Harry" she said quietly and i stared at her then smiled, she blushed and smiled "uh- Chai right? I've seen you around here time to time, how are you?" i say ignoring the giggling lot behind her, she blushed and pushed her bangs out of her face "Uh, yeah er- I'm fantastic! really, uh how about you?" she says sweetly and i smiled "Uh I've been good, caught up with homework is all" i say and she smiled "would you like to uh" she muttered and her friends giggled and pushed her lightly "to uh go to Hogsmeade with us next week?" she says and i smiled "Uh sure? depends on when i can" i say and she smiled "next Saturday?" she says and i nodded "uh alright, is it fine if i bring someone.. I have to have my escort with me at all times" i say and she tilted her head "him" i say pull out a locket from behind my shirt and i opened it showing her a picture of Draco "oh, alight.. Malfoy? right?" she said looking at the photo and i nodded again "yeah I've seen him before, he's always by you now right? why's that?" she said and i smiled "oh he was told to stay with me while i'm at school, he's in a study lesson with Hermione Granger.. he's been too busy helping me with my nightmares i held him on his studies so he's in the library, i'm actually going to go see him now if you want to tag along?" i say and she smiled "alright" she said brightly and her friends giggled "I'll be over there when you're ready" i say and she blushed and i walked to the wall and leaned on it listening to the girl's conversation "Oh my god! Chai! you totally just did that!" a girl whispered loudly and i smirked.. they probably don't know im gay.. "i can't believe this is happening! this is the best day ever" she squealed quietly and i looked at my left hand and smiled at the ring i still wore, a few week will be Draco and I's 1 year, i smiled and looked up to see Chai walking over "ready" she says and i nodded and leaned off the wall and walked the halls with the girl next to me "so, how do you know who i am" i say and she blushed, stupid question Harry "who doesn't! you're the most know wizard ever!" she squeaked and i laughed quietly, we turned a corner and walked down some steps "your a 5 year too correct?" i say and she nodded and smiled brightly "i suck at conversations so uh yeah" i mutter fixing my glasses and ruffling my hair, damn i need a hair cut "i am too" she blushed and we laughed quietly. I rubbed my chapped lip which was missing something, i lick my lip and i opened the Library door and stepped in after holding it for her. I look for my blonde and i smiled when i saw a hunched over blonde who had his hands in his hair leaning over a large book, i walk over and hug him and he sat up and turned "Hi Lion, shit what time is it?" he said and i laughed "Only 4:30" i say and he sighed "What happened to studding with Hermione?" i say and he laughed quietly and i rest my chin on his head as he turned back around "she said she would be back soon, a group of girls dragged her away so I've been here writing that stupid divination essay, I got everything done besides this" He said with a groan "and D.A.D.A homework" he spat pointing to a large book and long piece of parchment "it's moons not planets love" i say pointing over his shoulder and he groaned again and scribbled out the word planet and wrote moon above it and i smiled "this is Chai" i say motioning to the black haired girl and she waved and Draco smiled and gave a small wave and looking back at the paper "want me to finish it for you?" i say and he leans his head back so he could look at me "have you finished all of yours?" he said and i nodded, he opened his mouth in shock "yeah i know, i stayed up with Ron last night and we got everything done, don't you just love Friday nights" I say and he smiled "yep" he said and i smiled poking his nose with mine making him laugh. He leaned forward again and finished writing the end of the divination's essay and he groaned in relief and slid the parchment to the stack of papers and pull out the Defense against the dark arts homework, just an essay on how slinkhard felt about counter-jinxes and stupid shit like that,  I lean over to read the words that he already had on the page "look love, he expressed his opinion that counter-jinxes were not named properly, because he believed that "counter-jinx" was a term simply used to make jinxes seem more acceptable." i say and he groaned "Smart ass" he said and i kissed his head lightly making him laugh, he scribbled down what i said as Chai pulled out a book and sat down and scrapped her quill across it as i helped Draco, it looked like she was drawing.. she would sometimes look up at me and them back down "want me to do this for you love? you already have done so much for me the past year so i want to repay you" i say and he smirked "you already have, by giving me things i didn't have" he says and i smiled "which is?" i say and he smiled "Happiness" he said and i blushed "i can still do this for you" i say and he laughed "please? i'm exhausted and it's not even dinner time" he groaned and i nodded, he scooted a bit and i took a seat next to him and wrote down the things that were said last lesson for the counter-jinxes and i finished it off with a period "Damn you did that fast" he said and i laughed "It's my specialty" i say and he smirked "you have another specialty i like" he said with a large smirk and i blushed "yeah yeah yeah" i mutter and he poked my face making me smile "well, you might want to head to the great hall.. that sounds like the bell" I say and he smiled and stands up, i do the same and help him with his papers "sorry i didn't talk to you as much Chai, i hope we can get to know each other more" i say and she smiled but a blush went over her small face, she was quite pretty but not as pretty as Dray "Ready?" i ask him and he nodded throwing his stuff into his bag and slinging it over his shoulder, i walk with him to the dungeons and wave to Chai goodbye as she skipped to squeal to the group of girls "fan club?" he said walking through the portrait, i duck my head from the handing light and i laugh "yep, lots of this time, i thought i was supposed to be a nutter" i say and i walked past a Slytherin girl who looked like she was about to faint, her knees buckled and i caught her and sat her down "she good?" i ask Draco who laughed "it's probably how hot you are, she's fine. She does that when i talk about you" he says and i blush and lean her against the wall and walk to Draco's room, up the short stairs and he pushed open the door labeled DRACO MALFOY - BLAISE ZABINI on a small wooden board painted silver which was nailed into the door, it creaked open and Blaise looked up "i thought you were Pansy again" he said letting out a sigh, Draco and I laugh and he smiled "why would she be in here again?" Dray said putting his stuff on his made bed and sitting down, i walked over and sat on the floor between his legs looking at the photos of us on his nightstand and on his side of the wall "she wants help with some girly problems, i asked her if i looked like a damn girl and i was about to hex her since she said yes and i chased her a bit so yeah" he said and Draco laughed running his fingers through my hair "Dray can you give me a haircut this week?" I say and he looked down at me "Sure if you want me to" he said and i rolled my eyes playfully "I wouldn't of asked you if i didn't want you too" i say looking up at him and he stuck his tongue out "i can give you one tomorrow or tonight if you would like" he says and i nod and he smiled "which one?" he said and i hummed "Tonight after my shower or during dinner if you want to skip?" i say and he smiled "i'll get Dobby to bring you some dinner" i say and he nodded "alright, i need to talk to Blaise about.. a thing.. so you can take a shower in your dorm and i'll be there with some scissors" he said and i nodded and jumped up, he pulled my shirt and i leaned down and kissed him softly "be there soon love" he said and i nodded and waved "peace out Potter" Blaise said and i shoved a peace sign into the room as i turned to leave.

I walk down the steps and stared at the girl who fainted and she blushed brightly "you alright?" i say and she blushed brighter "er yeah- shes uh just a bit flustered" a girl said next to her and i nodded and waved once and walked out "Oh.. my... god..." she breathed out as i left and i laughed quietly and i made my way upstairs and took a shower letting the warmth dance over my body.

I step out and pull some joggers and i walked down to the common room "Hey Harry" Hermione said walked down after me "Hey 'Mione" i say laying down on the couch with my wet hair "what you up to?" she said sitting at the end and i yawned "i'm waiting for Dray to come and cut my hair" i say and she nodded "uh Hermione could i talk to you about uh your hats?" i say and she looked at me "so uh Dobby has been the one who has been taking the clothes since he is free already but the other elves wont clean the common room anymore because of the hats, could you calm down with the hats because they said that they feel offended by it" i say and she nodded and took her wand out and the hats that were scattered around disappeared and she smiled "yeah I've got out of hand" she laughed out and i nodded and the portrait opened and the few Gryffindor girls who were in the group with Chai walked over "Hiya Harry" they say together and i wave and they blushed "so like, what are you up to?" a blonde said, she had brown eyes and brown roots.. her cheeks blushed with light pink and her eyes dressed in a nude makeup "waiting for Dray" i say stretching  my arms and the girls stared at my.. abs? "he's giving me a hair cut" i say and they nodded "we could like totally do it" a girl with red highlights said and i shrug "He said it was fine so" i say and i sat up and then stood up and walked to the bookshelf "hmm.. where is.. that damn book..." i mutter dancing my finger over the many books placed on the shelves "ah ha!" i say pulling a thick book and i hid the small compartment and pulled out my journal and put the book back and walked back over grabbing a ink filled quill "a Diary?" Hermione laughed and i looked at her "It's a Journal" i say and she smirked "you sure?" she says and i nod "what ever you say" she said leaning back and resting her legs on my legs "i'm not a foot rest 'Mione" i say and she laughed "fine" she said and she sat up and laid her head on my shoulder and the girls walked around and sat  around the coffee table "you want to name your kid James?" Hermione said and i shut my journal "no snooping Jean" i said and she blushed at her middle name being used "how do you know my middle name?" she said and i laughed "don't ask" i say and she laughed, the girls lustfully stared at me and i felt a hand on my head making my head go back and i laughed "Hi Draaay" i say and he smiled "ready for your haircut" he said holding up scissors and i nodded, he took me to a corner with a small stool and clear bags appeared on the floor around me.. he started combing my hair and lightly cutting and trimming around "hmm, you want a fade?" he said and i hum "Nah i think i'm good, just cut it enough so i can actually see straight" i say and he laughed and brushed his hand over my forehead moving the lot of hair from my eyes and snipping it and letting it fall, he walked around to the front and i looked up at bit as he trimmed. Many snips later, and hair all over the floor my hair was the perfect length. He held up a mirror and turned my head so i could see "i love it" i say messing with it a bit and he smiled "good" he said whipping his wand and all my hair disappeared from the floor and he kissed my head "bed?" he said letting out a yawn and i nodded, i stood up and he pushed hair off my shoulders and chest leaning his forehead on mine "I love you" i whisper and he smiled "I love you more" he says and i smirk "Impossible" i say and he kissed my lips softly, thank god those girls weren't there anymore, the 4 girls went up to bed saying goodnight to me earlier "romanticcc" Hermione cooed and i rolled my eyes and Dray rubbed my face lightly and kissed my nose making me giggle "lets get you to bed" he says and he put his arm under my leg and my back and i squeaked and giggled wrapping my arms around his neck and kissing his head as he walked up the stairs and pushed open the door and sat me down and crawled on top of me and kissed me hotly, it was open kisses until someone opened the door and he rolled off of me "sorry to ruin the moment but a Ravenclaw girl needs to talk to you Harry" Ron said and i groaned and slipped off the bed and walked down and went to the portrait whole and stepped out "Hi Chai" i say and she smiled "i wanted to say goodnight, are you still up to next week?" she said and i nodded "did you get a haircut?" she said and i nodded once more, her eyes trailed down my face and to my abs and she blushed "yeah Dray gave it to me" i say and i run my left hand through the nice mess and fix my glasses making her smiles "what's that ring?" she said pointing to my promise ring "oh uh Draco gave it to me, it says 'Malfoy's Everything' he has one, it says 'Potter's Life saver' it's our promise rings" i say and she looked at it and smiled slightly "well uh good night" i say and she smiled and hugged me, i stand there and then hug back and she let out a noise that sounded a lot like she was sniffing me, i pull away and i wave to her and walked back in. "a girl just sniffed me" i say and Draco laughed as i lay against his chest, he kissed my head and i let out a long yawn and snuggled close to him having a dreamless sleep.

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