Sierra's POV
"What's your last name?"
"Monroe"
"You got a lil white girl last name."
"What's yours?"
"Smith"
"That's cute."
"How can a name be cute?"
I gasped and covered my heart, slightly offended.
"Aubrey is a cute name, Carmen, Khalil, Ashton." I name a few.
"Aight I like Aubrey. That's gone be our first kid name."
I raised my eyebrows, surprised that that even came out his mouth.
He realized what he said and immediately stood up.
"I mean, not saying imma have kids with you. I mean, not saying I don't want too. I mean... never mind." He says before rushing out the house. Jojo following behind him.
I giggled at how nervous he had gotten.
I got up and walked to the back door, where Trey had gone.
I saw him sitting on the chair, cursing at himself.
I sat next to him and he looked at me.
"You alright?" I ask with a light laugh.
He looked ahead of him and shrugged.
"Yeah." He mumbled. I smiled and linked my arm with his.
"I made things awkward didn't I?" He asked. I shook my head.
"I don't feel awkward at all. It's you." I reply to him. He smacked his teeth and I laughed.
"My bad."
I shrugged.
"It's fine. Now come back inside. It's hot." I say as I stand up and walk inside.
I went to the couch and minutes later, Trey was right beside me, laying his head in my lap watching tv, as I played with his curls.
"You wanna know something?" Trey asked me. I nodded.
"I really f*cks with you."
I giggled at how he put a s on the curse word.
"Stop cursing." I told him as I put my hands on his cheeks.
"I mean for real," he started as he sat up.
"I ain't never liked a girl like how I like you. It's different. You're special." He told me with a smile. I smiled a little, feeling fuzzy on the inside.
"I really like you too." I respond as I hugged him. He wrapped his arms around me and kept me close to him.
My phone buzzed and I picked it up.
Liz💕: You good sisi?
Me: yes boo, I'm fine💕
Liz💕: okay, I miss you😭
Me: I miss you too Elizabeth.
Liz💕: wtf? Don't call me that ever again.
Me: LMAO🤣
Liz: I gotta go, Lucas is coming back.
Me: k. Luv ya💛😘
Liz💕: luv ya toooooo😘
I tossed my phone back beside me.
Liz always does that, checks up on me at random times.
I appreciate it, I wish I could see her again though.
"You miss them?" Trey asked.
"Them as in who?"
"Her, Chez, Lucas?"
"I miss Chez and Liz. That's it." I replied.
I don't miss Lucas. Only because he's the reason I don't trust anyone.
I loved him so much. I loved him more than I loved Luke.
He stepped out, for months, and I was clueless. He came home to me everyday not saying anything. I loved him endlessly. I thought we were perfect for each other. But I guess not.
"Well, I'm sure you can see them without seeing Lucas."
I looked at Trey with a slight smile.
"Really?" I asked happily. He nodded.
"Thank you. I miss my friends. I have other ones too. I can text them." I say excitedly grabbing my phone again.
I decided to add them in a group chat.
Me to Liz, Angel, Chez, Myles and Cam
Me: Guys we need to hang out.
Liz: Trey gone let you?
Me: Yeah, he's not controlling.
Chez: you f*cking lying. You must not be talking about the right Trey.
Myles: ion even know what y'all talking about. I just miss my best friend😩
Angel: ^^^^
Me: Angel I miss you😭
Angel: I miss you too❤️
Myles: wbm🤨???!
Me: I miss you too Myles💔😭💔
Liz: When we hanging out?
Chez: I'm only free today. Y'all know what I do.
Me: I'm free everyday until school starts back.
Myles: that's next week stupid.
Me: 😱 Fr?
Angel: debes saber esto 😂
Me: Angel...
Myles: He said you should know this.
Me: oh. Well how about Lenox , around 4?
Chez: Cool wit me.
Liz: me too!! But Cam is sick, that's why he isn't answering.
Myles: fa sho
Angel: si I'm down.
Me: Aww Cam Cam😭
Me: I can't wait to see yall😩❤️💙💛💕
Myles: mine the red heart right?
Me: shut up🙄😂
Liz: It's like 2 rn, so I'll see y'all in 2 hrs!
Me: k boo😘 bye y'all
Angel: adios ✌🏼
Myles: 🤟🏾
Chez: Bye lil sis.
I jumped up and danced happily.
"You know that means I gotta actually get off the couch and get ready?" Trey said.
I laughed and nodded.
"Come on!" I pulled him off the couch and I ran upstairs to change.
(2 hours later)
"Trey come on!"
I dragged Trey into the mall.
"Yo chill." He laughed at me.
I was beyond excited and I needed to get to the food court as soon as possible.
(5 minutes later)
"Sierra!" I heard a male voice yell. I scanned the malls food court before seeing huge curls that belonged to an adorable boy running towards me.
Angel is so crazy!
I squealed and ran towards him.
He picked me up and spun me around.
Once he put me down he hugged me regularly.
"I missed you kid." He told me once he let me go.
"I missed you too." I reply before I got attacked.
"BESTFRANNNN!" Liz squealed. I screamed and hugged her.
"Liz I missed you so much!"
She laughed and then let me go.
"I thought I was you're best friend but I'll let her have it today. But I MISSED YOU!" Myles told me. I smiled brightly and hugged him tightly.
"I missed you"
Lastly, there stood Chez. He was trying to look cool, but I could see the smile he was trying to hide.
"You're not cool, and smile already." I told him. He smiled and opened his arms for me to hug him.
I stepped forward and squeezed him.
"Aight Aight Damn!" He said fastly. I laughed and let him go. I looked at all my friends and they were all smiling just as hard as I was.
"Y'all look stupid as hell." I heard Trey say as he laughed from behind me. I smacked my teeth and pushed him away from us.
We probably did but I don't care. I missed them.
"Okay, Angel, Myles, this is Trey." I introduced them. They nodded skeptically.
Trey draped them both up. Like boys do.
I didn't bother introducing Chez and Liz to him, because they knew him.
I looked at Liz and she looked at Trey with a blank facial expression. Same as Chez.
"Guys. Stop." I mouthed to them. They rolled their eyes in sync and then softened up their faces.
"Best friend, you look different." Myles told me. I looked down at my outfit.
"How?" I asked confused.
"You glowing." He told me. I smiled and laughed.
"Because I'm happy." I replied simply, causing him to smile.
"Aight, where to first?" Angel asked.
"I mean since were already here..." Chez said as he looked around the food court. We all laughed and decided to eat first.
(3 hours later 8pm)
"You havin fun?" Trey asked me as we looked at some shoes in footlocker. I nodded with a smile.
"Thank you." I hugged him. He smiled and kissed my forehead.
When he let me go, I could tell something was wrong with him, I could see it in his eyes, but I didn't want to ask.
(Next day)
I had went to the pool in the neighborhood because I was stressing about school. I just needed some time to myself.
As I walked back to the house, I saw all of my suitcases outside, in front of the door. I opened the gate, closing it behind me.
What the hell?
I walked up to the door and twisted the knob, but it's locked.
"I know he didn't lock me out." I mumbled to myself. I rang the doorbell and seconds later, Trey opened it.
"Why is my stuff outside?" I ask him.
He sighs and steps outside the house.
My hair is soaking wet and so is my bathing suit. I don't understand what's going on.
"I can't live like this." He told me.
I scrunched up my eyebrows.
"What do you mean?" I ask as I wrap the towel around my shoulders.
"I want you to come to me. Not just be here because James kidnapped you. I want you to want to be here. So I'm kicking you out."
I stared into his eyes, making sure he wasn't lying.
He wasn't.
He walked back into the house and closed the door.
I just stared at the door confused.
This isn't happening.
This can't be happening.
What did I do?
I went up to the door and knocked.
It took some time but Trey opened the door.
His eyes were unreadable, and I hate it.
"I don't want to leave. I want to be with you."
"I just wanted you to come on your own. Not by force." He told me.
I get it.
He tells guilty for all the messes up things he did. He kidnapped me and he knew how wrong it was. So he kicked me out.
He wants me to come on my own. Without force.
I walked up to him and hugged him. He hugged me back and then pushed me off of him.
"You just got all my clothes wet." He smacked his teeth. I laughed and headed upstairs.
"You better put my stuff back in here." I told him. He glared at me, and I bucked at him.
"Ain't nobody scared of you." He yelled after me. I rolled my eyes playfully and went to shower and change.
(That night)
I woke up in the middle of the night having to use the restroom.
Getting out the bed, I felt like something was missing. I looked behind me and didn't see Trey. I scrunched up my eyebrows and decided to use the restroom, then find him.
After using the restroom, I headed downstairs. I found Trey sitting on the couch watching tv.
When he saw me he smiled lightly, but I could tell something was wrong.
"What's wrong?" I ask as I sit by him. He shakes his head and looks back at the tv.
"Trey, come on." I tell him as I hold onto his arm. He sighs, knowing I'm not giving up until he tells me. He looked hesitant, but he looked like he figured out what to say.
"I don't feel good." He tells me.
"Are you sick?" I ask him, curious to why he just couldn't say that.
He nodded and I hugged him.
"I can't sleep and it's stressing me out, because I'm not able to boss like I should."
"Well what's wrong specifically? Like headaches? Stomach aches?"
He looked away from me and down at his hands.
"It's not physical. It's mental. I'm not mentally ill, it's just...." he sighed and stood up. He faced me and I could still see sadness in his eyes.
"I don't understand how you can just forgive me like you did." He told me.
He's still on this?
"I did all of this to you and you look at me like I'm a innocent baby. I'm not. I should be in f*cking jail because of the sh*t I did."
He told me.
I shook my head.
"I forgave you, so I try not to think of what you did." I explain to him. He shook his head and I stood up.
"Look." He tells me. He walked closer to me and held his hand close to the gun wound.
"I did that." He mumbled.
"And that." He held his hand in the middle of my back, where the stab wound is.
"I.......raped you" He said lowly. So low I could barely hear him.
I didn't say anything. It's not like I could tell him it wasn't his fault.
It was.
He let me go and looked back at me.
"I should be in jail for rape, attempted murder and a whole bunch of other sh*t I did, to you. I did all of that to you. How can you even be this close to me?" He asked.
He was getting to me. Only because the look in his eyes. They were filled with sadness, anger, disbelief, and most of all, guilt.
"I ruined your life. I ruined my life, and I'm only seventeen. All the problems you have, are because of people who hurt you. I was one of the main ones who hurt you. I can't live with that, because every time I look at you, I see all I've done. It drives me crazy. I don't show it, because I see how happy you are. But I'm not. I can't be happy. I'll never be happy, even when I get punished for what I've done."
He was now on the other side of the room.
I scrunched up my eyebrows.
"What do you mean punished?" I ask him.
His eyes filled with tears, making me nervous.
I was about to ask him again, but I heard sirens.
I looked back at him and I could feel the tears trailing down my cheeks.
"I turned myself in, and I did it for you." He told me as he walked to me.
I brought my hand up to my mouth to try and hide the sobs that were heading my way.
I felt his arms wrap around me and I held onto him, knowing that in seconds, he'd be taken away from me.
"What about us?" I ask him, between sobs.
He hugged me tighter and mumbled.
"I can't look at you without getting that feeling in the bottom of my stomach. We need to go our separate ways."
It's always me.
They were beating on the door and I pulled apart from Trey.
I rested both of my hands on his cheeks and he rested his on my waist.
"I'm sorry."
I let the tears fall as I kissed him.
I wanted him to know how I actually felt.
That I'm not scared, that I don't feel threatened, that I don't want him to go.
The door flew open and cops came rushing in.
They pulled his arms behind him and slammed him into the wall.
He didn't fight, he just let them do whatever.
A lady tried to talk to me but I was focused on Trey.
As they escorted him out, he stopped and looked at me.
Once more, tears fell from his eyes as he stared at me.
They took him away and the lady started to talk to me.
"I'm sorry, there's no where else for you to go." She told me.
She led me to the back of a cop car, after only allowing me to take one suitcase of clothes and shoes.
I hadn't said one word, and I didn't plan to.
My chest hurts and my head aches. I'm so confused and upset. I just feel numb.
"I'm taking you to the station first, then we're going to find a home for you. Okay?" The lady told me. I didn't respond once again.
I thought my life was hell before this, but little did I know, this was only the beginning.
Ahaaaaaaaa!!!!!!
Yup, there's gonna be another book for them!! It's already posted too lol.
Go there to find out what's happening with them both.
Love y'all!!!!