After Harry left, like every morning Louis and the kids were rushing to make it out of the house so they wouldn't be late after dropping off the kids at school as always he was listening to Nick Grimshaw
"So today we have a new song from HARRY STYLES new album and I gotta say I really like this one, ok here is HARRY STYLES new single "Talking To The Moon" which brings up the million question. who broke his heart this new album is like he was going thru a breakup, but unfortunately for the ultra private Harry Styles he never talks about his personal life, even now on his tour break no one has even seen him" and as Louis keeps driving he laughs at himself "Ok so as promised here is "Talking To The Moon"
I know you're somewhere out there Somewhere far away I want you back I want you back My neighbors think I'm crazy But they don't understand You're all I have You're all I have At night when the stars Light up my room I sit by myself Talking to the moon Tryin' to get to you In hopes you're on The other side Talking to me too Or am I a fool Who sits alone Talking to the moon Oh I'm feeling like I'm famous The talk of the town They say I've gone mad Yeah I've gone mad But they don't know what I know'Cause when the sun goes down Someone's talking back Yeah they're talking back At night when the stars Light up my room I sit by myself Talking to the moon Tryin' to get to you In hopes you're on The other side Talking to me too Or am I a fool Who sits alone Talking to the moon Do you ever hear me calling?(Ah) oh oh oh(Ah) oh oh oh'Cause every night I'm talking to the moon Still trying to get to you In hopes you're on The other side Talking to me too Or am I a fool Who sits alone Talking to the moon I know you're somewhere out there Somewhere far away
as Louis listens he knows that everything that Harry has told him in person just by listening to the song on the radio, sure Louis can download the whole album but he just can't bring himself to do it or even know if he wants to listen to it, the song ends as he pulls into the school parking when his phone rings
"RING RING"
"Hey I just heard you new song, its beautiful"
"thanks, that is why I was calling I completely forgot to tell you know wasn't sure if you wanted to hear it or not but with this weekend i simply forgot, sorry"
"Its ok no need to apologize" Louis says as he gets his stuff from the back of his car and makes his way to his classroom
"its about you and the kids"harry says silently " my whole album is about you and the kids well some songs are more about you, thats why I called it "FORGIVENESS" I was hoping if you listened to it and we weren't talking you woul know how bad i felt and would forgive me enough to just sit down and talk, but I am really happy that we are where we are"
"Me too" Louis says as he gets to his classroom he opens the door as students start walking in"um I have to go class starts in a few minutes and if my students can't talk on the phone well neither can I"
"ok,Mr Tomlinson"Harry says seductively making Louis eyes widen as he hears Harry laugh knowing that Louis would get nervous"ohh can Niall and I'll I pick up the kids after school, I mean it will be Niall but I will be with him I can drop them off at 5"
"Yeah sure that's fine I'll call the school and daycare, ok I have to go the bell just rang" Louis hangs up the phone and starts his class
the rest of the day was the same routine then lunch with Zayn then home, Harry dropped of the kids at 5 then homework, dinner, showers and bed, Harry and Louis talked on the phone that night talking about everything and nothing
the rest of the week went the same and if harry stayed over neither the kids or anyone needed to know and as always Harry left before the kids got up but thursday night well
Harry gets to Louis house at 6 to drop off the kids
"Hey how did it go with Zayn" Louis asks
"It was good, we went thru a lot and I got a lot of good ideas I told him when I got a rough draft on a song I would send it to him"
"Lia, Darren, Darcy get your homework started" louis says
"We did our homework uncle Zayn and Poppa helped us" Darren says
"Ok well then go wash up for dinner" Louis says " Do you want to stay for dinner"
"I have been having dinner all week here and every night you ask" harry says" can it just be that I stay for dinner and you don't ask and besides I miss having a home cooked meal"
"yeah your right, ok you get the dishes I will get the food on the table"
Harry goes gets the dishes and Louis takes the food to the table Harry then goes and gets the kids to come down to dinner, as louis looks up he sees Darren and Lia coming down but darcy is hanging on Harry like a monkey and he just loves the image in front of him
"Ok everyone lets eat, then showers"
"Louis would you mind if I take the kids to school tomorrow, since its Friday and I want to spend a little more time them before I leave on Sunday"
"yeah sure just be here by 7:45"
"Daddy, can poppa spend the night"
with a smirk and smile on his face "Yeah can poppa spend the night"
"um, well its up to him if he wants to" Louis responds as he silently whispering daddy when Louis sees that the kids have turned to look at Harry for an answer Harry sees and gulps
"well if your dad, says its ok then I am ok I just have to run to my Hotel and gets a change of clothes"
"um no need to I have something that might fit you" Louis says silently mouthing daddy again"ok its settled poppa spends the night I 'll get some blankets so you can sleep on the couch"
"But why on the couch is he not going to sleep in your room again" Darcy says
both Louis and Harry looked at each other in shock
"No, sweets, your poppa hasn't slept in my room" Louis says still in shock
"but, daddy, I got up one morning and went to the bathroom and saw poppa kiss you as he was leaving the house at first i thought i was dreaming but then I saw you go back to your room I pinched myself and it hurt so i know it was not a dream"
there is no way Harry and Louis will get out of this they kept looking at each other and then the kids not knowing how to answer then Harry took a deep breath
"Well its true your dad and I have been spending time together, we just talk we want to make us work and try to be a real family again, and well your dad and I want to take it slow and we didn't tell you guys because we didn't want to get your hopes up incase we couldn't make it work, we and by we I mean me have a lot of work to do, the same way I'm trying to rebuild my relationship with you 3 I have to work twice as hard to rebuild my relationship with your dad, do you understand what I am trying to say"
"yeah, because you broke all of our trust we all have to learn to learn to trust each other and you have to work harder for dad to trust you because you broke his trust and ours" LIa say
"yes that is right and when the time comes and your dad and I decide that anything else is going to happen we will sit down with you all and talk about it"
"Ok deal" Darren says
"Ok, I understand, I think" Darcy says
"Well ,Sweets, if you have any questions poppa and I will answer any questions" Louis finally able to to speak up says
when dinner was over, dishes were washed, showers were taken and kids all in bed, Louis and Harry were finally able to breath a sigh of relief that the kids didn't ask anymore questions
"OH MY GOD" louis says "shit I cant believe that happened, FUCK, i thought we were being careful"
"its ok ,baby, I think we handled it pretty good and they bought it" Harry says as he hugs
"Yeah, thank you for answering them i was so in shock that i couldn't think quick enough"
"Yeah i was to but they kept looking at us like we had the answer to solve world's problems" Harry answers
"Well Daddy, I will get you some pillows and blankets and you can get ready for bed"
"Lou, Baby, if you keep that up I won't be able to control myself" Harry says" and the kids know i am here so I don't want to risk it"
" I know I know, but I just want you to know that I am not wearing underwear" Louis whispers into Harry's ear, harry takes a deep breath and gulps moving his hands to the waist band of Louis shorts and can feel there is not underwear waist band
"Well let me get you those blankets make sure you sleep with clothes on no telling what the kids will do in morning" Louis says as he walks with a teasing walk Harry making sure to shake his ass making his way to the hall closet as he reaches up for the pillows he wiggles his body knowing that Harry is staring at him and just to add more heat he goes decided he wants to get the blankets that are on the lower shelf he spreads his legs open and bends down as he reaches for the blanket he makes sure to wiggle his ass, knowing full well that Harry loves Louis' ass as he walks back to the couch he puts the pillows and blankets on the couch staring at harry not breaking eye contact
"Ok here you are" Louis says "you need anything else, daddy"
"lou, please , our kids know I am here" harry says "um you forgot to get me clothes to sleep in"
"ok i'll be right back" Louis says and as he walks away he does the same sexy walk making sure to move his ass more as he walks up the stairs as soon as he gets to his room he goes to his closet and as he bends down to look for some shorts for Harry when all of a sudden he feels a hand slap his ass
"You have been a bad boy, Baby, Daddy is going have to punish you" Harry says his voice now deeper as he talks into Louis ear" you thought that I would just sit and do nothing ohh you have forgotten haven't you , Baby, you know daddy doesn't like to be tease, you know what happens to little boys when they are bad"
"i was wondering how long it would take you to break, Daddy, I didn't forget, I know how much you love it when I tease you with my ass, as much as you can't resist my pout I know how much you love my ass" Louis replies" Now Daddy, your little boy has been bad so are we going to stand in this closest talking dirty to each other or are you going to punish me, but before you do i have a surprise for you"
"ohh my sweet baby boy, you have no idea what I want to do to you, and you have 30 seconds to show me what you have after 30 seconds i don't care what you have to say"
"ok hold on i'll be back don't leave the closet"
Louis leaves heads to his restroom and comes back, to the closet, he start to laugh about the closets
"Babe, I thought we came out of the closet when we were younger why are we hiding in he closet again" louis says as harry starts to laugh at the thought
"We did but we have to hide before the kids come and find us again like Darcy"
"ok enough about the kids , hmmm where were we" louis says "Oh yeah"
louis wiggles his ass as he turns around, harry a little confused them Louis bends over as he gets closer to Harry and starts to grind against Harry, Harry grabs Louis waist and that's when he sees it, red lace popping out of Louis shorts, if Harry wasn't hard by Louis grinding against him, he would be hard now he lets go of louis waist and pulls his shorts down, revealing a red lace panties, once louis feels the shorts going down he turns around starts nibbling on harry's ear then whispers "Do you like your surprise" harry has no answer, he just can't think, he cant form any words, Harry just grabs louis and kisses with pure lust, Louis reaches for Harry's shirt and takes it off, harry doing the same, Louis starts kissing behind Harry's ear making his way to his neck then his lips back to his neck making his was down his chest as he gets closer to his v-line, louis starts taking off Harry's pants, Louis falls to his knees and starts licking the tip of his dick,then putting it in his mouth bobbing back and forth jerking him off and suck him at the same time,
"Lou, baby, I'm about to" harry says not being able to finish his sentence when he filled Louis mouth with his liquid and like always Louis keeps sucking until he is sure every last bit is out
Harry just stares at Louis as louis gets up and Harry once again grabs Louis starts kissing him then Harry drops to his knees wanted a better look at the red lace panties he starts to like Louis dick thru the lace tracing with his tongue stopping to suck on it thru the lace, as he makes his way lower Harry starts to lick Louis balls thru the lace having Louis spread his legs as he makes his way to the bottom Harry still licking all the way to the bottom sucking they making his way up to Louis hole, Harry starts licking and sucking Louis hole thru the panties going up Louis spine until he reaches his ear from behind "you thought I forgot about your punishment" Harry says as he slaps Louis ass, Louis not able to form any words he is so gone at the moment so far into space with pleasure a that he not sure if nasa itself will ever find him "answer me, use your words" all Louis can say"yes" which harry slapped him in the ass again" oh so you did, well I guess , you are such a naughty lil boy that daddy will have to make sure to teach you a lesson" Harry says into Louis ears" then he turns Louis around to where they are now facing each other Harry kisses him then starts all over again kissing behind his ear, to his neck, his lips, his neck, down his check he rips of the panties then starts grabbing Louis dick and sucking it as he sucks him off harry puts 2 fingers in his mouth starts sucking them then goes back to louis when he knows louis doesn't expects it he puts both fingers into louis ass moving them in and out making sure to hit his prostate each him Harry looks up seeing Louis coming undone in pure lust louis at this point is trying to balance himself trying not to fall and harry can feel Louis begin to shake, but Harry continues sucking him off and finger fucking his hole, Louis can't hold it in and starts moaning out loud trying to cover his mouth with one and trying to hold onto something with the other he opens his eye and thanking god that the closet door was closed, harry continues to suck louis he can feel that Louis is close he looks up at louis and they make eye contact Harry keeps suck while keeping eye contact
"Daddy, I am close" Louis barely says
"Its ok baby let go, Daddy got you" Harry says then continues sucking and finger fucking him a few minutes later Louis cries out as he releases everything in his body into Harry's mouth and Harry swallowing everything that Louis had spilled into his mouth when Harry finishes sucking and swallowing Louis he takes his fingers out of louis ass then he turns Louis around and kisses it he he can't help it, it looks to good not to attach his lips into to
"Harry, I can't, please"
"oh but i think you can, you were teasing me with it" harry says as he starts to dip his tongue into it and adds a fingers
"ahhh, shit, fuck" is all that comes from louis mouth
Harry bends Louis in half , as harry goes back to attaching his tongue to louis ass, Louis grabs harrys dick and starts to pulling on it jerking him off then as he can feel harry's tongue in his ass with 2 fingers now he feel harry start jerking him off , both moaning and trying their best to be as quiet as possible but failing miserably, Harry came first, then louis after few more jerks both falling to the floor trying to catch their breathes not saying anything
"I think i better get to the couch" Harry says as he tries to get up but is to weak
"um if you want to you can sleep in my bed i can set the alarm for 5" Louis says still trying to catch his breath
Harry takes a deep breath "Ok, but I still need clothes to sleep in"
they lay there for a while until they feel enough strength to get up and get to bed, they fall asleep in each others arms, to weak to do anything else the rest of the night, at 5 Louis alarm rings harry gets up and makes his way to the couch, Louis gets up a few hours later doing the same routine as every morning this time stopping at the couch dropping Harry's clothes and giving him a quick kiss on his cheek, then making his way to the kitchen to start breakfast, today he has no energy so cereal it is, he goes back upstairs to start waking up the kids, then goes to his room to get ready, after breakfast everyone is ready to leave, harry quickly calling Niall that he is on his way to pick him up and niall pissed off at himself for agreeing to wake up that early but Harry promised him breakfast so he gets up. the rest of the day is the same routine
then its Saturday the day before Harry has to leave, and everyone is sad but not as sad as Harry but he decides that he wants to spend the whole day with his family no one else but them
"poppa you leaving tomorrow" Darcy says with the saddest eye he has ever seen which broke his heart
"Yeah I leave tomorrow but, hey listen to me, I will be calling and sending you guys videos and when my tour is over I am coming back to you all of you, so what do you say we don't think about it and we just watch movies and eat junk food all day"
"but poppa we are really going to miss you" Lia says as her eyes begin to water
"Yeah poppa its been really fun have you and daddy around us all the time" Darren says
"I know and it hurts me that I have to leave, If I could i would stay here forever, but I have to work and I promise before you know it we will be together again, and remember we are all spending Christmas and New Years at Nana's, granpa Robin and Grandma Annes, and If I have any free time I will try to come back to you guys ok"
"yeah ok but it still wont be the same" Darren say
"I know ,bubba" Harry says sadly as he see's his kids crying then he looks up and see's Louis crying as well" Come on, Lou, come here"
they sit in a hug as they don't want to let each other go a few moment later they pop in a movie and thats all they do the rest of the day in their pjs, watch movies, and each junk food, and for dinner they order pizza and chinese they continue to watch movies all cuddled on the couch not wanting to be away from each other and all Harry can think is that this is what he wants forever, when the kids falls asleep Harry and Louis take them up to bed harry holds them in a tight hug before placing them in their bed as he gently places a kiss on their cheeks whispering I love you always and promising them to come home, when Harry is done he is crying Louis goes to hug and and Harry just holds him not wanting to let him go
"Lou, I have to go I have to pack" harry says still crying
"ok "Louis barely says
"Lou, babe, can I come back after I pack"
"Yes,what time is your flight"
"It leaves at 4 in the morning, so I have to be at the airport at 2"
"I promised the kids to wake them up before you left, they wanted to go with you to the airport but I don't think anyone of us can handle that, Harry, Love, thank you for the last 2 weeks I know there is still a lot we need to work on but I am happy where we are now"
"yeah me to thank you for giving me a second chance and letting me be part of my kids lives again and I swear i am keeping my promise I won't let you down" Harry says as he still can't calm down enough to stop crying" I better get going I'll text you when i am outside"
"ok" says as he closes the door and goes to his room, crying into his pillow not wanting the kids to hear him and about an hours later Harry was back, Louis gets up and opens the door hugs him tightly and he can't let go they stay like that looking into each others eyes not wanting to let go then hey hear a voice and beak apart
"Poppa, Dad" Darren says
"they both look towards the top of the stairs and Darren, Darcy and Lia are all standing there
"Hey what are you guys doing up"
"Um , I couldn't sleep so I went to Darrens room and Darcy was there and we were gonna to sleep with you but we saw you there"Lia says
"Well do you all want to sleep in my room on my bed" Louis says
"Can poppa sleep in your bed to" Darcy says
"Yeah he can" Louis says "did you bring extra clothes with you"
"No i am traveling in this its more comfortable"
"ok then lets go to bed" Louis says as they all make their way to Louis room, they all settle down harry at one end Louis at the other the 3 kids in the middle Louis and harry turn so they can interwind their hands and hug the kids at the same time at 1 Harrys alarm goes off waking up Louis
"shh go back to sleep"
"I can't" Louis said with sadness in his voice
"Please don't cry"
"Daddy" Lia says"Poppa"
"Go back to sleep" Harry says making his way to the bathroom to wash his face and teeth, by the time Harry comes back out Darren and Darcy are also up Louis holding all of them crying trying to calm them down
"please don't cry guys, please" harry says
"but we are going to miss you so much" LIa says
"so am I, Little One" harry says trying his best not to cry " but know that I love you very much all of you and these 2 weeks have been the happiest times of my life and i promise I will come back i will never you leave you any of you again, I promise"
he hugs all of them as tight as he can when he hears a buzz coming from his pocket he takes out his phone and sees that its Niall making sure he is up harry text back that he is and is just saying goodbye to Louis and the kids and he will be there shortly
'ok i have to go" harry says as he gets up but not wanting to let go of any of them "Ohh, lou, babe"
"yeah"
"will you be my boyfriend" harry says " I know its still to soon but It just feels right"
the kids are all looking at Louis "Yes of course, I will be your boyfriend" and with out thinking Harry kisses louis
"ewe gross" Darcy says
"yeah gross" Darren says
"i can't believe you guys kissed we are traumatized for life" Lia says very dramatic
Harry and Louis pull away from each other and start laughing
"ok i have to go" harry says as he takes a deep breath then all of a sudden he feels 3 little bodys on him he looses he balance and falls to the floor laughing and crying at the same time he hugs the kids tightly then starts to tickle them as he releases them he gets up hugs them one last time and hugs Louis as Louis is still crying as Harry turns to walk out the bedroom he turns around and says
"I love you always"
and they all say "Forever"
harry walks out the door walks down the stairs when he is about to close the front door
"harry wait, here I made this for you" Louis says as he hands him a small box on the top it says "STYLES FAMILY" harry opens the box and folded papers he picks one up and sees Lias name written on it 'um I had the kids write you letters, so we can put them in the box so when you felt lonely you can read them and know that they love you, i wrote you some to"
"thank you" harry says trying his hardest to talk "I love you all"
Louis gets on his tip toes and give Harry a gently kiss on the lips hearing the kids go on about how gross it is, they all hug one last time and then Harry was gone, Louis locks the door and they all head to Louis room and sleep together.
when Louis wakes up the kids are still asleep he looks at his phone has 2 messages from harry saying that he boarded the plane and he loves them and they were about to take off and he loves them, Louis smiles and text him back that they love him back he takes a picture of the sleeping kids and send it to him
the rest of the day they spent running errands and getting things ready for the rest of the week, he noticed the kids were down all day so he decided that he would try something he saw on t.v. one day
"Ok, kids so i want us to talk about how we feel I know you are sad because I feel the same way because poppa left on tour but we are going to do something I saw on t.v once and I think this will help us ok, so every night during dinner we are all going to say what the best part of our day was and what was the worst part of our day was and I want you guys to be honest about it and then we can talk about it and I think this will help us ok"
they all nod their heads in agreement
" can we start tonight" Darren says
" yeah we can start tonight when the pizza gets here" Louis says
that night as they wait for the pizza to arrive they are watching movies, when the pizza gets there Louis gets up hands the pizza to Darren and pays the food, they sit down in the living room eating their food watching the movie, Louis picks up the remote and lowers the volume
"Ok who wants to start" Louis says looking at the kids seeing that no one wants to start "Fine I will start, the bad of my day was when your poppa left, it made me sad because it made you guys sad" louis starts taking a deep breath trying not to cry"But the best part of my day was when your poppa asked me to be his boyfriend again"
"daddy what does boyfriend mean" Darcy says
"well, sweets, that is when 2 people love each other they become boyfriends or sometimes girlfriends and they are not allowed to kiss someone else" Louis tries to explain as truthfully and quickly as possible
"Ohh like Uncle Zayn and Aunt Perry are boyfriend and girlfriend and can't kiss anyone else" Darcy says making sure that she lets her daddy know she understands
"Yes exactly"
"daddy" can I go next" Darcys says
"yeah ok, whenever you are ready"
"well the sad part of my day was when poppa left but the happy part of my day is right now cuz we are together and we are talking about this and i like it"
"Well i am glad you do"
"i go next" Darren says" well i am sure we all know what my sad part is but i will play fair my sad part is when poppa left but my happy is actually i have two, i felt happy when he hugged us tight this morning made me feel safe and happy and the 2nd is right now to I am happy"
louis couldn't help it, it was just to much but he was glad that he can help his kids out and expressing his feelings
"i guess its my turn" lia say trying not to cry" my sad part is poppa leaving but my happy part is being here with you guys, we understand each other and that means that we will get thru this as a family, I love you guys always"
and they all said FOREVER including Lia, then they all hugged they finished watching the movie then they all headed to bed and like every night Louis wrote in his journal which by now was a daily habit, once he was done he turned off the light and went to sleep
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