Jaebum
I wake up without Youngjae on my side
Where is he?
Then i heard a 'weird' voice from the slightly open bathroom
I rushed to the bathroom
"Hey!! Are you okay?!"
I said as i patt his back
He's sitting down in front of the toilet vomitting
And he cried
"What's wrong?! Are y--"
"Out"
"But y--"
"I said out!!!"
Where's the brave youngjae come from?
"Listen. Nobody dare to SHOUTED AT ME OKAY?! W-"
"JUST GET OUT FROM HERE JAEBUM-SSI!!! I DON'T WANT YOU TO SEE ME LIKE THIS WHEN I'M SO UGLY AND DISGUSTED!!"
"W-"
"Please......"
He's crying a loud and then throw up again
"Just.. leave me.. please don't see me like this"
"No i won't"
"Please don't act like you care about me"
"B--"
"Stop please.. jaebum ssi.. i'm nobody to you. Please stop being nice. Please..."
"But--- CHOI YOUNGJAE!! WHAT THE!!"
He accidently throw up on me
I just sighed
"Mad at me. MAD AT ME!!! WHY YOU AREN'T MAD WHEN I ACCIDENTLY VOMITTING AT YOU?!"
I opened my cloth, threw it to somewhere, take some tissue and wiped his mouth and my chest
"Youngjae... hey.."
The way that eyes look at me...
It's full of sadness and hurt
And then he throw up again
without any food came out from his mouth.
"Jelly bean you haven't eat anything since yesterday night right?"
"I have but.. Y-yeah idk if that's count as 'eat' or not"
"Why? Come here"
I pulled him to a hug but he can't stop pushing me
"Why? Why you don't want me to near you?"
"You don't even love me when i'm on my prettiest. And look at me now..... please.. you don't have to act like you care.. it's okay. Just leave me... to make mee feel better"
But i don't care i pulled him harder until our body crashed each other. He fell on my hug.
"Tell me are you sick?"
"No.. it's comes everytime i wake up.. but after an hour i'll be fine like nothing happen... and i feel much better now"
I helped him to stand up. Well yeah he's right. it seems like he already feel much better. Well i'm just 15 minutes in here with him but maybe an hour passed already since he wakes earlier than me.
I dragged him to our bed. He was sitting while i was looking for a new tee. I'm going to borrow his. Bcs i bring nothing. It's his hotel room.
"I think i'm not going to cover it with anything since there's someone who drolling over there just to see my back" i said then turned around to face the red face Youngjae
I moved closer and sit next to him.
"Tell me what happen in Jeju so you went to Busan?"
"I fell asleep on my way to Jeju. Daein, my friend, woke me up. Then i felt like the world was spinning faster than before. I was so dizzy. Nausea and vomiting. I take a rest. Didn't sleep just rest then i feel better so i played with them hanging out eat at the seafood restaurant on the beach but i just each a little the nausea gets into me if i eat a lot. But then i fell asleep once again on our way to the hotel and that's happening again. Yeah i fell asleep 5 times so i vomiting about 5 times. They were worrying about me. So i decided to left them and went to Busan. But yeah time flies. It's already 7.30 pm that time so i arrived at Busan around 2 am."
"You said they were worrying about you but they let you go back like... alone?"
"No!! I mean yes they were worrying about me. That's right. But actually they would love to brought me to the hospital. And i said no. They would love to drove me to Busan. But i said no. I don't want to ruined their holiday plan so i just said i'm going to left them and said please enjoy your time don't worry i'll be fine. They didn't let me go at first but after an hour begging, they sighed and let me go"
"Okay. And so you eat nothing for days?"
"I didn't eat nothing. But only about 2-5 spoons. Idk i feel dizzy after eat. I don't want to eat anything. If i have one i want to, idk why i really craving for that but that's okay if i can't get that food. But yeah if i don't eat the food that i'm craving to, i only can eat 2-5 spoons of it, eat more or i'll feel dizzy"
"Why is that?"
"Idk"
"Have you seen a doctor?"
"Well... Jinyoung hyung has a plan to take me with him to the doctor since today both of them will going back to Busan, he must make sure that Jisoo noona will be fine for the long way ride. But... i don't want too. Maybe this is the symtomps of common cold all i need to do is rest and take some fresh air. That's why yesterday night i went to the park. You don't have to worry or act like you care about me i'm fine. Just tired"
"What do you want to eat?"
"I really want to eat hot rabokki"
(Rabokki is Ramen-ttobokki. So they put ramen inside ttobokki sauce and with a lot of ttobokki as its topping. Usually they only served a big portion. For 2-4 people in 1 portion. And you must be full after eat that since it has a lot of carbo from the ttobokki and the ramen. I used to order it with my friend on my school cafeteria we have that on our school)
"Okay. I know a place with a good rabokki"
"Really?"
"Yep. So you aren't stress or depressed? I mean what if that's the symptoms of it?"
"No i'm fine. My life is always hard since very begining. So i'll used to it" he said but i catched his eye's eyeing my body
Just a reminder, i wear nothing. Since i threw my clothes bcs he puked on it accidently
I leaned closer. Idk why i just feeling like i want to do this
"Jaebum-ssi......"
"Hmm" i hummed
as now i'm above him. It's his fault that we are in this position. I leaned closer but he moved aback so both of us fell on the bed
"W-w-what do you want?"
"It's depend on what do you want" i said as i rest my forehead on his forehead
He closed his eyes and put his hands on my neck
He thought i'm going to kiss him? It's gonna be fun
I cupped his lips then picked him up like a koala since he already clinging on my neck
Then i walked to the bathrolm put him on the bathub
He frowned. Confused of course.
Then i opened the tap, the warm water started to comes out
"You should take a bath. You smell bad after throw up. We can do things you want to do later. I know you want it and you know i would love to use you for it" i said with a wink
And his eyes widened and he turned into a tomato. He was so red. He covered his face with his hand
So cute
Cuteness overload
I can't helped i come to him and squeezing his cheek, smiled at him then i sit next to the bathub
"Let me help you to open your shirt"
"N-no... don't"
"Why?"
He was holdin' on his shirt
"I... made tattoes... afraid you are going to mad...."
"Wow. That's cool. Won't mad. Promise"
"O-okay... let me show you"
He rolled up his right sleeve and left sleeve
It's 'Ars Longa Vita Brevis' and a ribbon of 'shawol accident'
"Wow"
He looks hotter with that tattooes
"Can you leave now? I can open my own shirt"
"No let me help"
I insisted
It's seems like he's hiding something. Another tattoes with my name or what?
But i'm stronger so. I made it to opening his shirt and look at what i've got
"WHAT THE FUCK CHOI WHERE DID YOU GET THAT? DAEIN?"
"NO!! BOTH OF THEM ARE STRAIGHT NOT BI OR GAY!! BOTH OF THEM HAVE A GIRLFRIEND"
"THEN WHO DID IT TO YOU BITCH?!"
"I'M NOT A BITCH!! AND I DON'T KNOW WHO IS HE!!"
"YES YOU ARE. YOU ARE TRYING TO MOVE ON FROM ME THEN YOU ASKED A RANDOM PERSON TO MAKE THIS LOVE MARK ALL OVER YOUR CHEST"
"Jaebum-ssi trust me. I don't want this... listen. This is happened in Busan.... i can't explain you right now"
But the kiss marks are so visible. That's not my kiss marks. He's cheating on me
He's a bitch, a cheater that hiding on the cute angelic innocent face
I slammed the front door. Yeah i went to Jackson room
"Jackson!!!"
I knocked his door hard
"Mark c'mon you can trust me... wait a minute mark... come in bro"
He said to me
"Yeah yeah talk to you later honey.... No!! It's not a random person that come in inside. It's ma bro JB"
I snatched his phone and talked to Mark
"Mark it's me JB. I need to talk with Jackson right now." i closed the line
"What the f-- bro!!! You don't have to do that? Why you ended the call he must be mad at me after this bcs i don't even say goodbye honey eat well and things!!"
"Hmm"
"Whoa whoa... you look upset. Morning fight huh?" He said with a smirk
"What's wrong with that expression?!"
"You wear no cloth. Just long pants"
Shit i forgot to wear a cloth
"I'm going to borrow a tee from Jinyoung wait here bro"
After 5 minutes waiting
"Jinyoung is taking a bath. Jisoo gave me this. She said it's kinda big for Jinyoung so it must fit you well. Now tell me what's wrong"
"He's cheating on me"
"So what? Are you jealous? Let him happy boy. You can used him so just let him happy as thank you"
"I'm not jealous and why he should be happy"
"Whoa what a cold hearted JB. You are the real monster you know. You used him and you don't really want to see him happy"
Yeah. Why i don't want to see him happy? I can just let him do things he want to. But no. I'm IM JAEBUM. What if people finds out about my life?
"What if people find out about Youngjae's cheating and they made a bad rumour about me?"
"What kind of rumour?"
"Like why Youngjae's cheating on the great handsome and sexy Jaebum? Jaebum is very kind too he bought a skin treatment collection for him. What happened? Is that only fanservice from Jaebum?"
"Well. Netizens tell the right things then. That's just fanservice. Right"
"But still!! It'll ruined my name!!"
"But if you are the one who's cheating i'm going to believe it. If youngjae... mmmm.... i don't think he'll do that bro"
"I know thanks to his cute angelic innocent face... he said that happened in Busan. But he won't tell me"
"Busan... wait.... BRO!! REMEMBER LAST NIGHT?"
"What is it?"
"Jinyoung said something bad happened in Busan gladly there's good people following him? Ask jinyoung the whole story. He knows"
"Okay bye Jacks"
"Where are you going?"
"Jinyoung's room"
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Youngjae is cheating?
Is he really cheating or not?
Catch the new chapter soon~
And yeah the book is about to reach the end
2-4 chapters again!!