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Infatuation

upon meeting you on a sunny june, i had no idea you would mean the world to me let alone you had shared one of my real happiest moment in my life. before you entered my life, i always thought that i am wise but even the smartest person might be stupid when they are in love. i saw the potential in you, so i did fell in love. you were different back then. no other men can compare to you. sincerely, you were a blessing. the quiet before the storm, you started fading. no consistency in your routines and sudden absent of feelings. i wished you had put our differences aside, maybe things would have worked out between us but instead, you blame it on your infatuation, infidelity and negligence. the bittersweet memory lane that i have walked with you is forevermore i bear throughout my mind and sanity. the harsh and painful truth i have to endure is since you're gone i can't imagine going back to that town again while i feel lost without you by my side. in the past, you may tame my wild and stubborn heart yet in the present, for the return of your betrayal, my heart disowned you and at the same time, my heart cries out loud for you...wherever you are now.